----- Original Message ----- From:Michele Foreman
To:Chris
Sent: Thursday, July 11, 2002 12:24 PM
Subject: Re: Re:
Chris,
First let me address the issue of you saying that I have said I have nothing to apologize for, THAT IS CRAP, all I have ever said to anyone is that I was sorry, I have PM's too ya know ones that will prove that, just as Casey does, ( see he shows you what he thinks will keep stoking the fire), but I can't change what happened and will move on. I think things were a little blown out of proportion and really I haven't said anything to anyone except tom, Michelle, Jeff, and your friend Casey.... I don't say anything in the room to you because I understand you are upset .... hell I would be too. That is why I said I was sorry to you for disrespecting you in your home with my drunkenness. We have all made mistakes, none of us are perfect .... you included.... I do understand that I have brought all this upon myself and to be honest that is why I am taking all this shit. But the lies that are being spread are ridiculous. If your children saw Michelle and I kissing in the car .... I sincerely apologize I really do .... as for the rest of what everyone is saying it's blown up to be something that it wasn't. YES I WAS DRUNK YES I WAS STUPID YES I DID THINGS TO DISRESPECT YOU I take full responsibility for that that is why I emailed you on Monday. Unfortunately no body wins in this situation and I take responsibility for that also... but I will never admit to fingerbanging in front of children inviting them to watch, giving head on cam, and on and on and on... That is just ridiculous... I did some stupid things and I have to live with that ... you think that I am not humiliated enough without you lynching me every chance you get? I swear to you I have only said to people how bad I feel for you ... THAT I PUT YOU through this ... yes Jessica is on my shit list because she lied, so is Casey .... in my eyes they are shit starters, but again I guess I deserve to have ppl talk... you get drunk you get stupid ppl talk... I can take that ... but they wont let it go. From what Tom has told me about you from b4 all this shit happened is that you are a very caring forgiving woman someone who sees past shortcomings... granted this is big I know... and that you have a very spiritual side to you ... I ask you this... not to be my friend I don't ever expect that from you I lost out on that I understand, but can you ever forgive? I have to live daily with what I did ... isn't that enough for you or must you continue to chastise me for my mistake. I can't say I am sorry anymore than I already have, and I wont beat a dead horse, I don't expect you to like me .... just forgive and move on.... I truly am sorry and never have I said one bad thing about you to anyone and never have I denied the truth, you can believe what you want, I know how you feel about me and that is fine I can accept that. honestly I don't believe you will believe any of what I am saying is true you have already formed an opinion of me and judged me based on that. Take care I wish you well.
----- Original Message ----- From:ChrisTo:Michele ForemanSent: Thursday, July 11, 2002 11:06 AM Subject: Re:
Shelly,
Never in my life have I ever read something so two-faced and unforgivable in my life. To me you're saying you're sorry for what you did and to everyone else you're saying that you did nothing and have nothing to apologize for. You go right on ahead and keep telling yourself and everybody else that because I honestly don't care. But when my own daughter tells me something that she saw I have to tend to believe her because I've raised my children to be honest. And as for Tom, I don't think you have a clue as to what you're talking about either. Plus you have no right to tell me how I should feel toward him. He's not all that innocent but that's between him and me. And as long as you continue saying the things you've been saying you'll continue to be nothing to me which in turn means that Tom is nothing to me. The only thing I'm sorry about is that I invited you people into my home in the first place and that you chose to do the things you did. And to say that you didn't know it was a family event is a bunch of crap because you brought your children with you. If you guys act that way in front of them I feel sorry for them.
Chris
----- Original Message ----- From:Michele ForemanTo:[email protected]Sent: Monday, July 08, 2002 6:52 AM
Christine,
I am sure I am the last person on earth that you would want to hear from, and I do understand, however I would like to send my sincerest apologies to you and your family. My behavior was unacceptable and completely out of line. I truly am sorry. My intent was to never hurt or disrespect anyone and now that I have, I have nothing left to do except apologize and move forward. I will never bother you again, but at this time I would like to ask that you not take this out on Tom he has no control over anyone's actions but his own. You and Tom have been friends way longer than I have known you and I would hate to see your friendship ruined because of my stupidity. There is much I could say that may or may not offer you some understanding as to what happened, but I wont because bottom line is it was inexcusable and I am ashamed and embarrassed. Again I am sorry.
Shelly
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