Rape, Gang Sex, and being a teen gay in Puerto Rico

Puerto Rican 16yo : hi
oralmarin: are you gay or bi?
Puerto Rican 16yo : depends on my mood
oralmarin: you ever had sex?
Puerto Rican 16yo : much
oralmarin: m or f or both?
Puerto Rican 16yo : both
oralmarin: what do you like to do with guys?
Puerto Rican 16yo : everything
oralmarin: wow
Puerto Rican 16yo : i dont like to have sex with girls
Puerto Rican 16yo : i just want kids
oralmarin: do you like kissing guys better than girls?
Puerto Rican 16yo : i like kissing
Puerto Rican 16yo : touching
Puerto Rican 16yo : smell
Puerto Rican 16yo : of guys
oralmarin: same here
oralmarin: but not with girls much?
Puerto Rican 16yo : girls not that much
oralmarin: you have a boyfriend?
Puerto Rican 16yo : no
Puerto Rican 16yo : i want one
oralmarin: do kids at school know you have sex with guys?
Puerto Rican 16yo : no one knows
Puerto Rican 16yo : cept guys from the neighborhood who ive had sex with
Puerto Rican 16yo : 11 guys
oralmarin: wow - 
oralmarin: quite a gang
Puerto Rican 16yo : some were younguer
Puerto Rican 16yo : some older
oralmarin: do your parents suspect?
Puerto Rican 16yo : yep
oralmarin: do most of the 11 know each other?
Puerto Rican 16yo : yep
oralmarin: do you have orgies?
Puerto Rican 16yo : no ive had chains
Puerto Rican 16yo : and 3 somes
oralmarin: sort of an orgy
Puerto Rican 16yo : 2 having sex while 3 watch
oralmarin: how many in a chain
Puerto Rican 16yo : 7
Puerto Rican 16yo : no wait 5
oralmarin: wow
oralmarin: sucking each other?
Puerto Rican 16yo : no butt fucking
oralmarin: you have a sandwich of 5 guys?
oralmarin: all butt fucking each other?
Puerto Rican 16yo : yeah
Puerto Rican 16yo : i was raped 
Puerto Rican 16yo : and i raped someone in return
oralmarin: how old was he?
Puerto Rican 16yo : i was about 14 he was 12
oralmarin: others hold him down?
Puerto Rican 16yo : no
oralmarin: think he could have gotten away
oralmarin: you must be strong!
Puerto Rican 16yo : hes submissive
Puerto Rican 16yo : all i said was "you leave and i swear ill fuck you Puerto Rican 16yo : and beat you while i fuck and leave you for dead"
Puerto Rican 16yo : he started to cry and did all i told him to
oralmarin: you are a tough cookie
Puerto Rican 16yo : i was raped at 8
Puerto Rican 16yo : 16-15 yr old neighbors
Puerto Rican 16yo : and a cousin
oralmarin: in PRico - is it cool to be gay?
Puerto Rican 16yo : no
Puerto Rican 16yo : people found out i was gay
Puerto Rican 16yo : lost all my friends
Puerto Rican 16yo : and sex buddies
Puerto Rican 16yo : none of my old lovers talk to me anymore
oralmarin: sad
oralmarin: because you actually like men?
Puerto Rican 16yo : yep
oralmarin: they were just having sex? but would have preferred women?
Puerto Rican 16yo : i spent a yr of my life trying to kill the gay rumors
Puerto Rican 16yo : they were using me as an outlet
oralmarin: fucking you? 
oralmarin: you were being used
oralmarin: so now what do you do for sex?
Puerto Rican 16yo : i havent had sex in a long time
oralmarin: that is so sad
Puerto Rican 16yo : i dont miss sex
Puerto Rican 16yo : just companionship
oralmarin: right
oralmarin: sex when being used is no fun
Puerto Rican 16yo : i dont care
Puerto Rican 16yo : i used them too
oralmarin: Must be some other true gays out there
oralmarin: who you could have as a buddy
Puerto Rican 16yo : some day
oralmarin: you really have mental scars
oralmarin: hope they heal soon
oralmarin: we all need to touch and be with others
oralmarin: thanks for sharing your story
oralmarin: you may think your story is normal 
oralmarin: it it not - being raped at age 8
Puerto Rican 16yo : im fine you know
Puerto Rican 16yo : im happy 
oralmarin: great
Puerto Rican 16yo : i got over it
oralmarin: nice chatting
Puerto Rican 16yo : night

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