If ever you need me,
I'll be right here, To chase away the sadness,
And wipe away a tear.
If ever you need me,
I'll be two steps behind,
To follow in your footsteps,
And hear what's on your mind.
If ever you need me,
You'll never have to fear,
That your presence isn't important,
And your love isn't dear.
If ever you need me,
I'll always be around,
To bring back the laughter,
Where deep in your heart it's found.
You'll never have to worry,
For I'll always be here,
To chase away the sadness,
And wipe away a tear...
All the nights I cried,
Worried about what you were doing...
Thinking negative all the time,
feeling worthless,
empty,
feeling no one cared...
but now I look past the hurt and pain,
realizing I am loved by many people,
they help me through all of what you caused...
Im not blaming you,
Im thanking you.
Just when it dawns on me.
and the night gets dark.
your the thought that fills my heart.
its hard to explain just how i feel.
but i'd do anything to show you its real.
when your in my arms.
you whisper in my ear.
everything i've ever wanted to hear.
every second we're apart.
it hurts worse than a broken heart.
you look into the mirror
and what do you see
you say to yourself
is that really me
it seems like forever
since you have last seen
the person you were
you've changed from what you've been
Your no longer a kid
your contiueing to grow
your childish self
sinks far below
you see someone new
somone you've never met
but your still growing
you dont know yourself yet
You look into the mirror
and all you see is you
Beginning A new Life
somthing brand new
The pain i go throught
is overcoming
unbearable
its the worst
The pain I go through
is like really deep cuts
that shows on my wrists
but hurts more in my heart
The pain I go through
is making me weak
taking my own blood
slashing
The pain I go through
is shearing my life
making it foggy
the seriousness
The pain I go through
No One Knows
no one will ever guess
the pain in me
I would Like to say somthing
to let everyone know
somthing that I need to say
right before I go
This wasent anyones fault
nobodys but my own
im sick of all the pain i go through
it hurts right to the bone
My heart is truly broken
my head right out of place
when i look at myself
all i see is a sad face
My mind is somwhere
telling me different things
I shouldnt do as I feel
my love for everyone lings
I am not the same person
from what I used to be
Im sorry everybody
please just understand me
My love has so increased
my heart now sings
because I am now an angel
flying with spread wings
when you first saw him
you just stood still
you couldnt move at al
but you said ill talk to him i will
but when you turned around
he was gone,not there
you thought to yourself
how could he just disapear
when you saw him again'
you ran up to say hi
when he turned around'
you saw a twinkle in his eye
after that
you became really close
your friendship stronger
then the regular most
he treats you good
and you love him so dear
you are so happy
but the end is what you fear
but when you are together
as you gaze into his eyes'
you say to yourself
he is my angel in disguise
