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Amy- well where to begin? its been an "interesting" 4 years. its been just so very. everything about it was perfect. even as twisted as it was. you entering my life was one of the greatest moments in it. i gained the greatest kind of friend and one of the closest. a bad fault in you is impossible. and because of that, many things arose i didnt really want to ever tell you. but i think its time. for my own conscience i guess, but still, it would have been said at one time or another. you were the one who made me realize all this. scary, aint it?? you could never know how hard it was to keep myself from falling in love with you, and how many times i almost or did fail. i dont believe Chris will ever realize how absolutely beyond lucky he is. i would say God destroyed his mold after he created you, because i think he knew he couldnt do any better. i love ya to pieces, and always will. but yea, after that lovely note... "well, fuck me gently with a chainsaw!!" thanx for the staircase convos, having it not bother you, not letting me leave that foggy night, putting up with my shit, and most of all, thanx for being there. if it wasn't for you and a couple of others, i woldnt even be writing this. no matter what happens, i hope ill be there for you as well as you have been there for me.

Amanda- Amanda^2 forever!!! yet another one to do the friend thing, thanx for listening to me bitch about many of the above mentioned problems. thanx for cheering me up, as only you can! the Cape rocked, Ptown was always an attraction! skimboarding was pretty cool, cept for those wierd bugs at Corn Hill. i must say 3 am will never be the same! who knew looking down your road at that time of night could be such a caffine fueled adventure. Drama will always be fun when you r around, and considering you have your license mayhem is of course to follow!! thanx for introducing me to Reel Big Fish, alot of other cool music people, Natural Born Killers, and of course Evil Dead!!! Clattu Barado Nicto!! not to mention, my first viewing of American Psycho. damn that chainsaw!! "lets do the time warp again!!" RHPS rocks! and RENT forever!! BOOYAH! How's the circus tent evaluations going? you havent broken anything yet right?

Sarah- i dont even know where to begin. it has been a long journey for the both of us i would imagine, as it has been one for me. i hope the differences between us wont create an immesureable rift, you still are my friend no matter what. you were there for me in times when i had no where else to go, you cared when i saw no reason to. and no matter how hard i tried i couldnt stop myself from smiling in your presence. through everything that has happened, Our Town to Ptown, ben and jerry's to rootbeer parties, shared phone conversations and all... i do believe, except for that one lovely fair trip, its been a mostly good adventure, no? as long as you keep singing, no matter how jealous i get, ill be there to listen... even if your stealing one of my fav songs!! but yea, on that note, to yet another RENT fanatic, "i didnt recognize you without the handcuffs!!" yeahy, how things are made fun...