ALL I REALLY WANT IN LIFE AND I'LL MAKE IT EASY FOR U AND SHOW U DETAILED PICTURES!!

THIS IS MY HEART AND ITS LOCKED UP REALLY TIGHT AND IM GOING TO TRY AND DETAIL WHAT IT WILL TAKE TO UNLOCK IT!!

THIS IS ME BACKED INTO A CORNER WITH NO CHOICES ABOUT ANYTHING. I HAVE TO DO WHAT I DO EVERYDAY BECAUSE I HAVE NO CHOICE BUT TO DO IT TO SURVIVE. I HAVE TO FIGURE OUT HOW TO GET THIS FEELING OF TRAPED AND CONFUSED OUT FO MY HEAD. AND I HAVE TO FIGURE OUT EXACTLY WHAT DIRECTION IM SOPPOSE TO BE GOING IN. BECAUSE RIGHT NOW ITS DEAD STILL. AND THATS NOT GOOD.

I WANT TO BE THE ONE IN THE GROCERY STORE WITHOUT THE COUPOND AND LOOKING AT PRICES OF EVERYTHING TO MAKE EVERY PENNY MATTER BECAUSE YOU DONT KNOW WHE YOU WILL HAVE ENOUGH TO COME BACK. I DONT WANT TO BE THE PARENT SAYING NO ALL THE TIME. I DONT WANT TO BE RICH I JUST WANT IT TO BE OK TO SAY YES.

I WANT FREINDS I CAN TRUST WITH MY LIFE. I WANT TO LOVE SOMEONE AS A FREIND AND RESPECT THEM BECAUSE THEY RESPECT ME AND I WANT TO BE THE ONE THEY CALL WHEN THEY NEED SOMEONE TO BE THERE SHOULDER THERE VENT AND FOR ME TO HAVE THEM BE MINE AND IT BE OK. I WANT TO BE THE FIRST TO HEAR THE GOOD NEWS AND TO SHARE MINE WITH I JUST WANT SOMEONE TO BE MY BEST FREIND AND ME BE THERES NO MATTER WHAT LIFE CHALLENGES ARE GIVEN US TO OVERCOME. I WANT A BEST FREIND IN EVERY SENCE OF THE WORDS BEST FREINDS!!!!

I WANT SOME MORE KIDS I LOVE MY DAUGHTER BUT I WAS MENT TO HAVE ATLEAST A COUPLE. AND NOT ONLY THAT MY DAUGHTER IS SO LONLEY SHE NEEDS A BROTHER OR SISTER I DONT CARE WHICH I HAVE I WOULD JUST LIKE TO GIVE HER SOME ONE TO HAVE AT HOME AND TO HAVE WHEN SHE GROWS UP.......SHE NEEDS TO NAG ABOUT MOM WITH SOMEONE!!!!

I WANT TO HAVE LOVE SO STRONG THAT I MELT AT THE SOUND OF HIS VOICE AND THE SIGHT OF HIM WALKING IN THE ROOM. I WANT TO BE LOVED THE SAME WAY. I WANT TO KNOW WITHOUT A DOUBT THAT HE LOVES ME AND NO ONE ELSE BUT ME AND THAT HAS TO BE FROM THE HEART AND SOUL. I WANT TO FEEL HIS LOVE WHEN I LOOK IN HIS EYES AND I WANT HIM TO KNOW NO OTHER MAN EXSIST IN MY MIND.  AND I LAY AWAKE STARING AT HIS BUTIFUL FACE AS HE SLEEPS. AND WHEN I GO TO SLEEP I DREAM OF HIM AND THE WONDERFUL THINGS HE HAS BROUGHT TO MY LIFE.

OK THIS IS A EASY ONE I THINK......OK I WANT TO GO TO SCHOOL AND BECOME SOMETHING THAT I CAN SAY I'M PROUD TO BE. I WANT TO HOLD MY HEAD HIGH AND SHOW THE WORLD I CAN DO IT AND SHOW EVERYONE THAT IS IN MY LIFE THAT I AM SOMEONE AND AM SOMEONE THAT DESERVES RESPECT. I WANT TO KNOW THAT I AM THAT SOMEONE AND BEING A COLLEGE GRADUATE WOULD MAKE ME FEEL LIKE I HAD DONE EVERYTHING I NEEDED TO TO MAKE MY DREAMS COME TRUE.

MOST OF ALL I WANT THE MAN WHO BROKE MY HEART TO FIX IT SO I CAN FORGIVE HIM AND MOVE ON BUT HE IS TOO STUBURN FOR THAT SO EITHER I NEED TO JUST FORGIVE AND FORGET OR I NEED TO MOVE ON AND SINCE WE ARE MARRIED I NEED TO TRY AND FORGIVE BUT I DONT THINK WE ARE STRONG ENOUGH TO MAKE IT EVEN THOUGH I PREY WE ARE. I DO LOVE HIM BUT I DO WANT TO FEEL SAFE AND I DONT. SO TO HIM ALL I HAVE TO SAY IS DAMN U FOR ABUSING THE PRIVLEDGE OF MY LOVE BUT I WILL TRY MY HARDEST TO FORGIVE YOU AND MAKE OUR MARRAGE LAST FOREVER IF WE MAKE IT IT WILL BE THE GREATEST ACHEIVMENT OF MY LIFE AND IF WE DONT THE GREATEST DISAPPOINTNT.

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