Standing in Shallow Waters
By Aysia Anderson (a.k.a. Nikki)

Chapter Two: Synchronized

“In recent news Camille Henderson-Timberlake has just come off of the final stretch of her last tour and the fans are still buzzing about the show. It was amazing.” Regis Philbin announced to the television viewing audience on his daytime show with co-host Kelly Ripa.

“I didn’t get the chance to go myself because tickets were impossible to find but I did view the Showtime concert that she did from Madison Square Garden.” Kelly nodded her head toward the audience. “Seeing it on television was amazing but actually being there had to be breathtaking.”

“Camille reportedly raked in about sixteen-million dollars from this tour alone. It was monstrous.”

“To go from doing something like that to settling down in home life must be a humdinger though, don’t you think? I mean, this young woman IS the entertainment industry. She’s at the top of her game right now and is completely untouchable.”

“I’m sure its extremely hard for her. Justin’s kind of been the one that stays at home and holds down the fort.” Regis speculated with a sly snicker. “Camille is the bread-winner in the marriage, not to say that JT isn’t brining in a lot of cash, but she easily surpasses every move he’s ever made in his career.”

“That’s very true. Who is to say what this hiatus will do for their relationship? They didn’t split because of anything like that before. I’m just crossing my fingers that Camille doesn’t take a page from Justin’s book and skip out on her fans for good as he did with NSYNC.”

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“Tonight is a night of celebration. We are celebrating a new era in the lives and times of the members of The Committee.” Beyonce Knowles announced while standing before her group of friends in the living room of Jessica Simpson’s home. Her long strawberry blond hair was pulled back into a high ponytail and she was dressed in neutral colors giving the effect of being cool, calm, and collected. “Tonight is one of Camille’s first nights home and her induction back into the world of regular folk.”

“Preach on, sister!” Nastassia J., whom was sitting on the floor wearing a gray paperboy hat and bangle earrings, shouted out dramatically causing Camille to smack her with a designer throw pillow playfully.

“Tonight, ladies, is where we commemorate how far all of us have come. We raise our glasses into the air and take on the responsibilities of the new lives that we have forged!” Beyonce continued and encouraged the other ladies to hold their glasses of chardonnay up into the air as she spoke. “Nastassia J. is no longer just Nastassia J. She is now a wife and a mother.”

“To Nastassia,” the committee members raised their glasses.

“Jessica is finally, and when I say finally I mean finally, pregnant!”

“To Jessica,”

“Ms. Ritchie has come back from the colorful world of rehab and is about to drink a Sprite instead of chardonnay,” Beyonce cleared her throat, “Jessica, make sure that’s what’s in her glass.”

“I’m clean, bitches, damn!” Nicole protested and rolled her eyes as Jessica sniff checked her glass and then nodded her head that things were clear. “Where is the trust?”

“Our most beloved Ellie has landed a spot on Janet Jackson’s new tour as choreographer and, from what I hear, has also picked up a hot piece of eye candy.”

“What?” the young dancer with the fuchsia colored hair seemed shocked at the revelation.

“Its Wade,” Nastassia pretended to whisper but was loud enough for the entire room to hear her, “I’m telling you that it’s Wade.”

“It is not!” Ellie protested. “I have no secrets with you guys. I’ve gone out on a few dates with Joe Budden. Nastassia hooked us up.”

“To Ellie,” the committee members rose their glasses once again.

“No,” Ellie shook her head, “to Nastassia.”

Beyonce smiled proudly, “Last but not least there is our little ray of sunshine, Camille Marie Henderson-Timberlake,” she put her hand to her heart, “whom overcame one of the most public fallouts anyone could imagine and went on to prove that sometimes love really is enough. With the current situation, Cam, we know that things can get stressful and you may feel like the world is against you but we want you to know that we’re here. We’re going to help you get through this.”

“Thank you,” Camille smiled coyly and tucked her hair behind her ears as they all raised their glasses to her, “but, you’ve forgotten one person.”

“Did I?”

“Take a seat, Blondie.” Nastassia stood up with Camille as they assumed control of the floor and Beyonce sat down next to Nicole.

“Tonight is for all of us but it is especially for Ms. Beyonce Giselle Knowles who has proven herself to be the backbone of this committee and the one person that all of us could turn to if we wanted a little dose of the truth,” Camille shrugged, “outside of hearing Stassia’s big ass mouth.”

“Hey!”

“So tonight we celebrate Beyonce’s engagement to…drum roll please?” All of the ladies began to pat their thighs with their free hands “Jess, take it away.”

“None other than,” Jessica stood up with Nastassia and Camille, “Jay-Z!”

“What the fuck?” Nicole interrupted angrily and set down her glass of Sprite before whipping around to face Beyonce. “You’re marrying Jay-Z? After all of that bullshit that he put you through you’re going back to him and, like, for good? For the rest of your life?”

“I know it might seem crazy but,” Beyonce began to explain when Nicole cut her off again.

“You’re the same person that was telling Camille to cut Justin loose and never let his sorry ass return again! You’re such a fucking hypocrite!”

“Nicole,” Ellie put up a hand to stop the insanity, “sweetie, you told her to leave Justin too.”

“That may be true but I didn’t say it then go out and do the exact opposite. I haven’t spoken to Tommy in months and I intend to keep it that way.”

“Look,” Beyonce shook her head and took her friend’s hand, “I took full responsibility for the things that I said those few years ago but I also had to sit back and realize that, damn, after all of that they’re still together and they still are dangerously in love…”

You are my raindrops, I am the sea,” Camille began to sing part of the verse from Dangerously In Love before her friend shot her a glare, “Sorry.”

“…So maybe things between Jay and I could work out like that as well.”

Nicole shook her head disdainfully, “You, my friend, are a dumb ho. When he breaks your face again I don’t want to hear about it. Ask yourself is this about business or is it about love? Nastassia, for heaven’s sake pour me a glass of chardonnay.”

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“The whole clique that Camille socializes with is kind of in this moment of transition if you sit and think about it.” Kelly Ripa added after sipping from her coffee mug. “They’re having babies and getting married. Its as if they’re all shifting into the lifestyle of being housewives or something.”

“Who all is in their ‘clique’ as you called it?”

“Oh, Regis, where have you been? It is so exclusive! I’m talking people like Beyonce Knowles, Jessica Simpson, Nicole Ritchie…”

“Nicole Ritchie is in their social club?” Regis couldn’t help but to laugh. “If they let her in why on earth aren’t you in it?”

“Good question,” Kelly stared into the camera with a pointed finger. “I want in, ladies! I want in! There’s no reason that I wouldn’t fit into the exclusive clique! I’m married with children! I could be like the senior committee member!”

“Oh, no,”

“I can bring cupcakes!”

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{Justin & Camille}

“Baby, should I wear the pants or the skirt with this shirt?” Camille asked while parading around the bedroom in a cloud blue stretch lace camisole and thongs with her hair pinned up into a messy twist.

“Why don’t you just wear what you already have on?” Justin smirked slyly, flipping through a copy of Sports Illustrated, while laying back in bed with his ankles crossed over one another. His wife had been going back and forth for about forty-five minutes on just exactly what she should wear. She never had to think twice about what to wow the press with when she stepped out of the door before so he wasn’t sure why this little event was anything different for her.

“That would go over wonderfully at the Parent/Teacher Meeting now wouldn’t it, smart ass?”

“Hey, I’d nominate you to head the cookie sales.”

“Justin, are you even going to get dressed or are you just going to lay there in your naked bliss until its time to go?” Camille rolled her eyes at him and leaned back against the vanity to observe his current state. He was laying there without a care in the world in nothing more than a pair of boxer briefs holding his sports magazine up in front of his face. He made her sick sometimes with how relaxed he was all of the time.

“I’m not naked but if that’s something that you’re interested in at the present time then let me be the first to know.”

“Pants or skirt?” she ignored his wise-crack.

Sighing heavily Justin peered over the top of his magazine toward the foot of the bed where she had dropped the two items of clothing for his final say. “Go with the skirt.” He replied and looked her over wishing that she would just stick with what she already had on and skip the damn parent/teacher conference all together.

“Okay,” Camille nodded and immediately commenced shimmying into the flat-front mini skirt. “You have to zip me up in the back, babe.”

“If I move from this position its not going to be to help you zip up anything at all. It will be the exact opposite.”

“Babe, when was the last time you went to see your doctor? I think you have a serious hormonal imbalance or something.”

“No, I just have a very sexy wife that turns me on every time I think about her. I’m completely normal.”

“Keep telling yourself that.” Camille hopped over to his side of the bed and nudged him with her hip. “Zip me up, please?”

Justin groaned loudly and tossed his magazine onto the nightstand before reaching over and gripping her waist with his hands. Camille giggled as he took his sweet time zipping the thin white material like it killed him to do such a simple task. She couldn’t stop herself from all out laughing when he pulled her back to sit on his lap and tapped the side of her leg.

“Why are you so worried about Nicole’s teachers?”

“I’m not worried about her teachers,” she answered plainly and turned her neck to face him, “I’m worried about the other parents.”

“Why is that?”

“I’m not sure,” Camille shrugged her shoulders.

“Are you afraid they won’t invite you to their bouji sworays and luncheons?”

“Maybe I am. So what?”

“You don’t need to impress anybody. Just think about the fact that all those old mother hens will be checking out your fine ass husband and will be too busy ogling me to even do anything else!” He joked as Camille swatted his arm and stood up to retrieve the single-breasted white jacket that went along with her skirt and her crocodile pumps with the four ankle straps. For a moment Justin thought to pursue her into the closet but held back when he heard a small knock on the door. “Midget One or Midget Two?” he called out.

“One!” Nicole giggled and pushed open the door once her father granted verbal approval. “Where is mommy?”

“She’s in the closet,” he answered, flipping through the pages of his magazine again, “literally, not figuratively.”

“What’s up, Butterbean?” Camille emerged from the large walk-in closet while adjusting the straps on her crocodile heels and fastened the button on her designer white jacket.

“Daddy isn’t coming dressed like that is he?” the small six-year-old girl asked under her breath causing her mother to laugh and her father to set down his magazine.

“What’s that supposed to mean?” he challenged. “I look good!”

Camille shook her head and started out of the bedroom with Nicole. “Don’t worry about it, honey, he is definitely putting on a lot more than that before we leave the house if he knows what’s good for him.”

“Women,” Justin rolled his eyes but smirked when he noticed Midget Two slyly making his way pass the girls and into his parent’s bedroom. “If it isn’t my favorite son. What’s crackin’ G-Money?”

“Hi, daddy.” Grant scurried over and jumped onto the bed with his untamable curly hair braided back into cornrows. He had been blessed, or either cursed, with the same hair as his father. He looked like the spitting image of him but in a deep caramel color. The family was already calling him a future lady killer.

“You’re looking sharp there, player. I see mommy hooked you up earlier this morning?”

“Yeah,”

“Give it a few more years and you’ll be wowing all the girls in kindergarten.”

Grant smiled coyly and lifted the Sports Illustrated from his father’s lap and began to analyze the pictures. “Allen Iverson!” He pointed out the basketball player excitedly.

“No, man, that’s Gary Payton.”

“Allen Iverson, daddy.”

“Payton, son.”

“No, no, daddy, Allen Iverson.” Grant pointed fervently to the text and smiled when his father clued in. “Dollar,” he held out his hand expectantly.

“Who raised you to cheat like that? Get out of here, dusty butt!”

The one-year old giggled excitedly and raced out of the room in his small pair of Air Force Ones. He couldn’t even read yet but somehow he had recognized Allen Iverson’s name on the bottom paragraph of the page. Justin was convinced that a third party had assisted the small traitor in duping him.

Grant and his father had an ongoing bet about naming basketball players and Justin had been gypping him out of chocolate chip cookies for weeks now. Every time the small child would sit down at the table for cookies and milk as a snack he would issue a challenge and since Grant was so much like him he would accept the challenges. Justin always seemed to walk away the victor leaving behind two and a half cookies out of pity.

“Chamomile!” Justin called from the bed, too lazy to get up and find his wife, hearing his own voice echo throughout the house. In response he heard the pitter patter of two little feet tapping down the hallway and saw Nicole’s smiling face standing in the doorway. “You?”

“Mommy told me to ask you, in these exact words, ‘What do you want, punk?’.”

“No, she didn’t.”

“Yes she did!” Nicole giggled as her father sprung into action and flew pass her out of the room. Eagerly she chased after him as he started down the stairs and poked his head into every room in search of his wife.

“Where is she?”

“In Erykah’s room!”

“Well, why didn’t you say that before, silly?”

“You didn’t ask!” Nicole laughed and plopped down on the couch in the den with her three-year-old brother whom was engrossed in an episode of Tom & Jerry on Cartoon Network.

Justin shook his head at his daughter and started out of the room, into the hall, and back up the stairs. The whole world was against him. His own children were working for some higher power instead of for him and he was sure that he knew just exactly who that higher power was.

“Why do I have to be a punk?” he strolled into the first room on the left to view his wife securing a fresh diaper on their youngest daughter’s bottom.

“I call it like I see it.” Camille joked and held up their one year old baby girl whom was dressed to perfection in a white lace dress accented with a powder pink ribbon, glossy white shoes, and a powder pink bow on the side of her head. Her milk and caramel colored cheeks were kissed with blush and her dark brown eyes glittered as she stared at her mother with a wide smile. “Hey, sweetie! Hi! Are we happy now that we’re all fresh and clean?”

Erykah nodded her head to answer the question and then smiled wider once her eyes discovered that her father was in the room. One of her tiny balled up fists came to her mouth and her long eyelashes fluttered as he came to stand behind her mother. As his arms snaked around Camille’s waist and his chin came to rest in the nook near her neck their youngest reached out and clamped her open hands on the sides of his face.

“Somebody’s a daddy’s girl.” Camille smiled softly as her husband and baby girl stared into each other’s eyes both completely in awe of the other.

“It’s only fair,” Justin replied. “Grant and Nikki are definitely their mother’s children.”

“Did you know that when we were away finishing up my tour and your mother couldn’t seem to get Erykah to stop crying she would end up just showing her a picture of you and she would settle down?”

“Really? Mom never told me that.”

Camille nodded and checked her wristwatch, “Baby, we have to leave for the PTA Meeting in about fifteen minutes. You want to go and get dressed now?”

“Yeah,” Justin stood up straight and kissed the side of her head before smoothing the side of his index finger over Erykah’s full cheeks. “I’ll be ready to go in ten. Do you mind getting the kids in the car?”

“No, we’ll meet you out there.”

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{Nelly & Nastassia}

“I’ll be there in ten, dirty, no problem.” Nelly ended his phone conversation carelessly and opened the refrigerator to scan the racks for something to snack on during the drive. He seemed to always be on the move nowadays with promoting his new album. Someone at Columbia Records had leaked one of the singles and sent the public into a frenzy. Expectations were high when the project still was yet to be completed.

“I did cook, you know?” Nastassia watched him from the kitchen table trying as hard as she could not to let on to the fact that she was beyond stressed out.

“Yeah, I know, boo. I’ll eat when I get home, aight?” he pulled out a Hot Pocket from the freezer and set about throwing it into the microwave.

“When will that be?”

“I’m not for sure. I have a lot to discuss with the label about where this album is going. I’m not feeling this watered down shit they want me to rap.”

“So you’d prefer to pretend to be a thug which you obviously are not?”

“Damn, why the hell are you on me so hard today, Stassia? Shit like this makes me not want to even come home, man.”

“Forget it,” she shook her head and turned away from him to see her son staring at them both from his highchair with his tiny face propped up on his small fists. “Cory, you better start eating.”

“Yeah, do what your mother tells you, son.” Nelly retrieved his Hot Pocket from the microwave and strolled over to plant a peck on the side of his wife’s head on his way to the door. “I’ll call you when I get there, aight?”

“Yeah,”

“Later, shorty.”

Cory waved goodbye to his father and waited for the familiar sound of the door to close before returning back to his previous activity of staring and not eating his meal. He was growing accustomed to the role of being out of control. He halfway pretended to act accordingly when his father was around but when it was just him and his mother he showed his natural born ass every time he got the chance.

“You, sir, are going to eat what’s on that plate. I don’t care about the faces or the whining but I do care about those peas and potatoes.” Nastassia demanded as she sat across the table from her two-year-old son whom was staring her down silently as she did the same to him. “You’re going to open your mouth, put it in, and chew.”

“No!”

“Excuse me?”

“No!” the small child repeated himself and knew that he had won the battle when his mother stood from the table and walked out of the room. “No, no, no, no!” He chanted as she stood in the hallway feeling her frustration grow and pulled her cellular phone out of her pocket. Wearily she pressed the number on speed-dial and listened to the constant ringing before the line was picked up.

“Camille, I’m going to kill this kid. I’m going to fucking ride him out on Route 66 and drop his ass off in the middle of nowhere!” She shrieked into the phone. “He’s driving me out of my mind!”

“You don’t say?” her best friend chuckled while strapping her youngest child into her car seat and supervising the other two buckling their own safety belts. “Are we talking about Cory or Nelly here?”

“I guess they are one in the same nowadays.” Nastassia sighed heavily. “C, I can’t get him to eat his food. He just looks at me like I have a fucking mental problem and starts pounding his fists on the table shouting out ‘no’.”

“Lay down the law,”

“How am I supposed to do that?”

“You have to let Cory know who’s running the show or else he’s going to be doing that for the rest of his life. Nicole never did anything like that but Grant showed his ass a couple of times.”

“So what did you do?” the perturbed young rapper questioned completely ready to learn the tricks of the trade.

“Not a damn thing. I let Justin handle it.” Camille replied. “With little boys they really need that father figure because for some reason they don’t test their dad’s the way that they will test their mother. Its all in the voice and delivery.”

“Well, Nelly isn’t here so what am I supposed to do right now?”

“If he doesn’t want to eat his food then he can go to bed. Its as simple as that. Grow a backbone. You’re the one that was supposed to rule with an iron fist.”

“Yeah but if you spank a kid nowadays they’ll lock you up for life.”

“Spank? What the hell is that? I used to get my ass kicked and you see how far that brought me?”

“Of course I see it. You and I are both off mentally because of it.”

“Isn’t it the truth,” Camille laughed. “We’re about to go to Nikki’s PTA Meeting but if you have anymore problems with Cory then call and let me know. I’ll have Justin drop me off after the meeting or we’ll all just stop by to help you out.”

“Alright then, thanks.” Nastassia ended the call and sighed heavily. In the distance she could still hear her son banging his fists on the table like a lunatic and reciting the no song nonstop. “Cornell Haynes Jr., if you don’t stop with all that noise and eat your food like I told you to then there will be hell to pay and, trust me, you are not going to like me when I get upset!”

The banging came to an abrupt end.

“Thank you, Jesus.”

***

{Nick & Jessica}

“Baby, do you think I’m getting fat?” Jessica Simpson whined out her question while standing in front of the mirror checking out the side view of her body. She was wearing a pair of black stretch maternity pants and a maternity peasant shirt as she analyzed her figure critically. She hadn’t really filled out anywhere but at her stomach which was the size of a watermelon.

“Jess, you’re supposed to pick up weight when you’re pregnant. It’s a fact of life.” Nick Lachey replied while searching through his tool box for one tool or another. A moment never went by when he wasn’t up to something. He was always tinkering or adjusting something in the house or trying to play hero against the backdrop of the wildlife outside of their California home.

“I know that but do you think I’m getting fat?” His wife stressed causing her voice to hit annoying tones that sounded like nails on a chalkboard in his ears.

“Jess, Jesus! No, sweetheart, you’re perfect.”

“Are you sure?”

“I’m positive, baby, don’t worry about it.”

“You’re not just saying that?”

“Jessica, I have a lot of work to do right now and Drew is downstairs waiting on me so we’ll talk more about it later on, alright?” Nick shut his toolbox after pulling out a ratchet and stood to his feet ready to get his mission underway.

“I just don’t understand why you’re always fixing things. There’s nothing wrong with our house.”

“I like to keep busy is all it is and right now I have good reason to be doing it. We’re working on the nursery for the baby.”

“Nick! I told you that I wanted to go over designs with Melinda for the nursery!” Jessica protested angrily and stared him down with contempt in her eyes. This wasn’t the first time that he had ignored her wishes and carried on with his own plans.

“I know what you said, Jess, but…”

“Why don’t you ever trust me to do anything?”

“Jessica, please, not right now?”

Pouting she folded her arms over her chest and stuck out her lips. “Baby, my feet are sore.”

“Then why don’t you just lay down and relax for a little while?”

“Can you rub them for me?”

***

{Jay-Z & Beyonce}

“Since the S. Carter line was so successful we’ve decided that we wanted to branch out and try our hand at another line which seems to be very appropriate timing with our engagement.” Jay-Z explained to his business colleagues as they all sat around a large ebony table in a conference room at Rocafella Records which was stationed as the home base as their enterprise. “There is no time better than now for us to embark on Lady B. My fiancé’s style is something that many women in today’s social circles wish to be able to replicate so why not give them that luxury? She doesn’t need us to start this line but why not join forces and make this a family business?”

“I’ve already been in negotiations with a few marketing firms and my mother would be the head of design but after talking things through with Jay I figured that it would be so much easier if we did this together. We are like brands onto ourselves so why not double the income?” Beyonce began to explain their case coolly. “We are selling our names, ourselves, to the public at large. We can do great and bring in high numbers alone but together? That could be monumental.”

“What kind of percentages are we talking discussing here?” One of the board members asked and Jay-Z’s right hand man assumed control of the meeting to explain all of the details.

All at once Nicole’s words were ringing in Beyonce’s ears. Was it about business or was it about love? Turning to her side she watched Jay-Z as he interacted with all of the other business tycoons as if he were born to do it. They still loved each other right? They hadn’t decided to marry one another out of convenience had they?

“What do you think about it, B?” Jay-Z asked.

***

“Ah, Mr. & Mrs. Timberlake, it’s a pleasure to finally meet you!” A twenty-something year old woman with curves out of this world and long brown hair done in large Shirley Temple curls secured with a barrette greeted jovially. Camille tried her best not to recoil and give the young woman the once over. She was a little too happy and a little too cute for her tastes. “My name is Christine Barker and I’m Nicole’s teacher.”

“Oh, so you’re Ms. Barker? We’ve heard a lot about you from Nikki. She adores you.” Justin smiled broadly and shook the young woman’s hand a little but too eagerly.

“Likewise,” Christine reciprocated his smile and the two shared a few lingering stares before the sound of someone clearing their throat interrupted them. “Camille, is it?”

“Yes,” Camille nodded and rolled her eyes at Justin whom quickly got himself into check and ducked out of harms way by playing with his children.

“Its wonderful to finally meet the parents of this wonderful little girl. Aside from seeing you on television I’ve never really gotten the chance to sit down with you one on one.”

“That is true,”

“If you don’t mind joining me in the classroom I’d love to show you some of the work that Nicole has done in class. I’m sure that you’d be very proud of her.”

PTA

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