| Kagome was glad that he wanted to protect her, but as she had experienced with Inuyasha, protection did not necessarily mean feelings were involved. She didn't want to set herself up to be hurt again. Kagome realized that when she had described what she thought love to be she had described everything she felt for Sesshoumaru. Maybe it was the week she spent with Sesshoumaru, somehow managing to take her mind her problems. Or maybe it was seeing the way Sesshoumaru treated Rin. When they were apart, she found herself dwelling on their first kiss without realizing it. It was uncertain when she started having these feelings for him, but somehow, she had fallen for Sesshoumaru. She didn't need him to proclaim his love for her. She wasn't even sure that Sesshoumaru could love that way, but if his mother could love so deeply, as her son, would Sesshoumaru be able to love also? The doubts she had about his ability to love didn't stop her stubbornly hopeful heart from beating loudly as she waited for his answer. "You belong to me." Sesshoumaru watched as her eyes lit up, then cloud at his words. She did not want to be a possession. His next words though, dispelled that notion. "I have chosen you. I will pledge my life to you and no other. But in return, I expect the same of you. If you agree to this, then you are my mate." "I...I don't know what to say." Kagome was mesmerized by the look in Sesshoumaru's eyes at her words. For a moment, she could have sworn they flashed with vulnerability and sad acceptance. It was as though it had been a tentative hope that she would agree. "No no no. I want to be with you. There's just things you have to know about me first." With those words, Kagome once again told Sesshoumaru her story. This time, she left nothing untold. She told the youkai that she was from the future and that she traveled to his time through the Bone Eater's Well. " I'm not sure if I would be able to stay in this time once the Shikon no Tama is completed. It would not be fair to commit myself to you only to leave you later. And..." "Just one word. Yes or no." "Yes, but..." "That is enough. I will wait for you. Even if it is hundreds of years, or thousands of years, I will wait for you. I will wait until your time if that is what will happen, and I will find you. You belong to me, and now, I belong to you." Kagome felt Sesshoumaru gently gather her in his arms, too shocked by his words to hug him back. He would wait for her. She had felt his confidence in the words and from what she knew of Sesshoumaru, he never made promises he couldn't keep. * * * * * * Inuyasha felt a sudden chill, as though something that would change his life had just occurred. * * * * * * |
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