Some poetry
Ok, this isn't great stuff, but I put it down in writing because I needed
an outlet.
Irony
sometimes there's laughter
mingled with the tears
of frustration
over a puzzle I cannot solve
A snake biting it's own tail
the gordian knot
To grow to love someone
truly love them
is to find them the best
that they can have
and if you love
truly, without selfishness
you will push them away
so that they can be with someone better
though it hurts
and it's hard
For me, finding someone better
is an easy task
and the hardest thing is knowing
that there are always better people
for you to find
for those you love.
so! to love is to give away
and never have what you yearn for
for how can you keep
and destroy the potential
of something you truly love?
Maybe finding love is hard
but harder still is knowing
you cannot have it once it's found
And so I am alone
always
because I believe in love.