So who is this Julie, anyway?

Here's the scoop.  I'm a 40ish Hoosier (that's someone from Indiana.)  Since this is a transgender site, you have probably figured out that I am genetically a male, but like to dress as a female.  I am married with a child, and my SO does know about Julie.

Where do I fit into the gender spectrum?  If I had to classify myself, I am a strong TV.  I would cross into the TS side of life if it weren't for my family, but I have to keep Julie in balance with my male side.  However, I enjoy going out as Julie, feel that I do pass (although I'm still working on the voice) and probably have more clothes as Julie than the other way (I know Julie owns more shoes!) 

Where will Julie go from here?  That's the question of the hour.  My final answer?  I don't know.  It's the question that wakes me up at night and keeps me tossing and turning for hours.  I don't see myself as a candidate for gender reassignment surgery.  That's a bit too extreme at this time.  Hormones, maybe. Or, maybe some of those "estro pills" that kind of start things changing without having to see the endocrinologist and getting prescriptions.  Or, maybe I'll have another purge and be done with it.  But we all know that never works!

My biggest thrill?  I've been asked to model pantyhose and stockings for an ebay seller!  You'll just have to guess which legs are mine out there!

Any more questions?  Let me know and I'll try to answer them.  Otherwise, enjoy my site!