lokimoods
This little fellow was made for me by a great guy. 
Thanks Mr. W
DIVE, '95
                                         Power races
                                        Through me to
                                          The floor
                                         Propells me
                                       Upward,flat stage
                                       Moves beneath me
                                        My body throbs
                                In time
                                        Kinetic energy
                                        Lifts me,above
                                       The crowd catches
                                       On my downward
                                           Fall, so
                                          The floor
                                        Can once again
                                          Propel me
                                          Upwards.gerry94
TRIP, 95
                                   Calm comfort, a warm coccoon,
                                    Rainbow colors fill the room.
                                    Sofa's breathing in and out,
                                    I wonder what life's all about.
                                    Little whisperes on my mind,
                                    If we look what will we find?
                                 A playground where before was none,
                                   A wanderers trip is never done.
                                   The carpet grows to forest dense,
                                 To others this might make no sense.
                                  A flash of sight, our eyes grow wide,
                                      Insanity we try to hide.
                                    Questing for the one real was,
                                    To turn a nighttime into day.
                                  Spirals twisting through my brain,
                                      Echos of enduring pain
                                  Fingers sinking through the flesh
                                    Two souls twining-intermesh.
                                     Tracers hanging in the air,
                                  I look again and they're not there.
                                   Could we make ourselves as one,
                                  And dance upon the burning sun?
                                   How could we not, if not like this,
                                  And lose ourselves in lovers kiss.
                                    To rise up to the starry sky,
                                    Together we can learn to fly.gerry
 UNTITLED
                         Tense, I reach out, At once, bold yet timid
                            Fear, you'll cringe away, At my touch.
                Fingertips, lightly stroking, Parting, twisting, smoothing.
                          Softness, bolder yet, I melt, passion flowing.
                  Smoothing your hair, I cradle your head, fingers moving.
                                Slow, now fast, Soft, now hard.
                            Pulse, beating quick, High, in my throat.
                     Sacrificial lamb, breathe. Head, dropping to my lap,
                          Your heat, races to my soul, Hot fire, burns
                            I long to kiss you, But fear your laughter.
                                 And friends no more.Gerry
  TO MY FATHER
                                     The knife twists in my gut
                                  Slicing the organs that give me life
                                  Pouring my lifeblood onto my feet
                                   I see my bloodied hands reach out
                                  Groping towards your healing touch
                                     But you step out of reach
                                       Each time I get close
                                     And as I fall to my knees
                                 Dropping to the gore splattered floor
                                    I see you smile and turn away.-gerry95
  REALIZING
                                          Hair, falling
                                       Down lithe shoulders
                                        Smooth, flowing
                                          Like a god
                                          Touch, soft
                                          Chills race
                                         Through me.
                                          Eyes, golden
                                          Like a lion
                                        Strong and pure
                                         Touch my soul.
                                         I stare, unable
                                      To turn away from you.
                                    Don't know why I feel this way
                                     Just want you for a friend
                                   Can't seem to help these feelings
                                 When I look at you, I have to reach out.
                                  You're a lifeline, strung out to me
                                   You're floating, as I'm drowning
                                         In your eyes.
                                          -gerry-94
  TRUST
                                     Trust is a fragile thing
                                 Hard to hold and easy to break
                                  But like anything worthwhile
                                       Must be shared.
                                 To be trusted is a precious gift
                                To trust is the hardest gift to give
                                    Cherish trust given you
                       For you hold part of a soul.-gerry96
   ODE
                                  Inside a pain, torturous emptiness
                                    Willing anothers hurt to heal
                                  Fear for life leaves one breathless
                                Deal with the torment one happens to feel
                                     Slow down and you'll rust
                                       Keep at it you'll bust
                                 Explosions of feeling, dampened down
                                  Past experience quelling the storm
                               Rain showers, eddies threatening to drown
                                    The rose ever carries a thorn
                                      Keep running for cover
                                        In fear of another
                                   Heartbreak you just cannot take.
                                          -gerry'96

 
HEADGAMES
                                     Now I feel you do not care
                                    You lead me on, but to where?
                                    I cry inside, but you don't see
                                You've ripped my heart, and made it bleed
                                  I gave you trust, you broke my faith
                                  I thought with you my soul was safe
                                 Now blackened veils my eyes do shroud
                                   There is no way to cry out loud
                                     I stay, because I cannot go
                                   The pain I feel you'll never know
                                   The hurt would end if I could cry
                                  But tears are blocked, I cannot die
                                     Sorrow steals my very soul
                                   Your eyes that see are oh, so cold
                                    The love I saw has gone away
                                What happened 'friend', since yesterday?
                                      I offered all I had to give
                                    Together all our lives to live
                                   I would have died for you my dear
                                  But you have made it crystal clear
                                     You never wanted me at all
                                  You played your game and had a ball
                                    So go on with deceitful ways
                                  You'll surely pay one of these days
                                 When all alone your grave you'll meet
                                  And payback by the tons you'll reap
                                     As lonely soul is torn apart
                                 Perhaps you'll wish you'd had a heart.
                                          -Gerry'95
WHERE DREAMS ABIDE

                          I read your life in your words, in your eyes
                              Let me in where dreams abide
                         I yearn to heal your wounds and give you pride
                              I hear your cries, loud and clear
                               All the pain you hold so dear
                              To reach you and calm your fear
                              Let me in where dreams abide
                             Your inner world so dark, so sad
                              Open to me, we'll erase the bad
              Together we can do it, unity makes us strong
                                Please don't wait so long
                              Let me in where dreams abide
                                Wash away that bitter tide
                              Let me in, standing by your side
                           I hear, I grieve, I don't know what to say
                               How to take your hurt away
                              Let me in where dreams abide
                           Ones that drag you down, make you cry
                           What would they think? To see you fly
                              All your glory, so gentle heart
                             Is what I've known from the start
                              Wisp of pleasure, woe felt sigh
                             Let me where your dreams abide
                            My soul touches yours, heal it there
                            Bringing light and life, so much care
                              Let me in where dreams abide
                             Beggin to let me meet you there.
                                      -loki96
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