Boys Do Cry
A Gundam Wing after Story
By: Bethy Chan
Warnings: Angst, Death, almost suicide, yaoi, and lemon
Pairings: 1x2x1
Disclaimers: I don�t own Gundam Wing or the G-Boys*pouts*. Some other lucky peep does.
Author�s note: Okay, this one is kind of sad and sappy. I like it. Kris, who got the honor of reading it before it was edited-lucky her *sweat drops*, loved it. You might like it. Review when you�re done and if anyone who like to host it on their web page, tell me first do I can visit your page and say thanks! Also if you read this Kris, it�s not like my original version, I didn�t like the ending. Remember�Q ring D and Somebody rung my sock 0.o�Inside joke--
++++++++ means change in POV (Point of View)
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Now, lets get started.
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Duo�s POV
It�s been two, no three years since the war between the colonies and earth ended, and I still can�t seem to cleanse my blood stained hands or remove the images of souls being wasted as I brought my lethal scythe through the bio-mechanical beings with holding them. Some how justice must have prevailed when he took his own life to replace theirs. I�ll never really know why he would want to kill himself; there is always something more in life, though sometimes I think about it myself. I have come to realize this over the past years.
I�ll never forget his lovely raven hair or his beautiful ebony cat like eyes. His image will forever be in my mind. He always wanted to be tough and harden emotionally but I could see past that mask. Just like I did with Heero. That�s how I realized I�
"Duo." Ah, the sound of his voice.
"Ne?"
"It�s over, the funeral."
"Oh, thanks."
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Heero�s POV
I walked up to Duo, he was just sitting there, but the funeral had ended five minutes ago. The funeral had seemed to last forever, so long and boring. I guess you can�t blame him for spacing out.
"Duo"
"Ne?"
"It�s over, the funeral." He looked up at me with that look, like the look he gave me when I rescued him from being kidnapped by OZ. In those violet round orbs hope sparkled but hope for what? It always puzzled me and it still does to this very day. How can he be so hopeful after going through the worst?
"Thanks." He stood up and begun to walk away but he suddenly stopped right in front of the doorway leading outside from the old church.
"Hey, Heero?"
"Hn?" He seemed to get a little flushed about something, maybe he�s getting sick.
"Will you come with me?" Duo, who was really looking more and more worried about something or another, for some reason begun to walk away once more. I had to follow him. I don�t know why but something inside of my gut told me to follow the boy.
"Hai."
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Duo opened his driver side door but I got in the seat before him.
"Why thank you Duo."
"Hey!" A smile danced upon my lips. I really enjoy seeing how much of a baka the braided wonder can be.
"You�ll wreck us, something is bothering you and you�ll lose your focus." Duo reacted by waltzing his way to the other side.
"Fine! Be that way Heeeeero." Another smile that he missed.
"Kuso!" He tripped from having his nose stuck too far up in the air, acting a lot like Relena if you ask me. He recovered quickly and hopped into the car and then turned up the radio. Once again he was acting like himself, that crazy baka friend of mine.
"This is my last resort!�Dunna, Dun um�Dun Dun�Cut my life into pieces�" He continued to sing the song as well as play the air guitar while head banging. God, this is too much sexy insanity. He was hiding something though. I could tell. He was trying himself to hide something that I�ll soon discover. I really do care for you Duo, if only you knew how much.
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"We are here! Welcome to Duo�s Pad! Make yourself at home," before he could finish whatever he was going to say I grabbed his arm.
"Stop walking away from me! Duo, tell me what�s wrong! What�s on your mind! What�s hurting you so much that you don�t act yourself and you constantly walk away or avoid others!"
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Duo�s POV
I was extremely, I mean like wet-your-pants shocked, to see Heero show he cared and the way he stated it. His once emotionless face was drowning in 100% concern while his eyes had a very unreadable expression. His cobalt crystal eyes have never lied.
I grabbed his warm hand and pulled him over to the couch. As I sat down, he sat down beside me, my hands never leaving his the whole time.
"Heero,"
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Heero�s POV
Duo took my hand and sat me down by his side, never releasing my hand. I wouldn�t allow him to free his hand. I just hoped that my warmth and touch could comfort the only one I truly care for, the one I cherish the most. Something told me, something in the pit of my stomach, that he was my only true friend and losing him would cost me dearly. I always wanted the best for my little one, my Duo.
"Heero," his grip on my hand tightened as a single moist tear rolled down his cheek
"A war changes a man, well a boy for this matter. Sometimes for the best, others for the worst." He placed his free hand on my shoulder. "The war allowed me to see the real you, Heero Yuy. You are the best person I�ve ever met. Though my heart was torn from all the lives I�ve taken, you always mended it back to 110%." His words were being to stumble as if he was about to say something that could risk him his future. His glaze turned away from mine.
"Heero�I�I�"
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Duo�s POV
I know what I�m about to say may change my relationship with Heero, that is our friendship of course. It may also cause me some damage to my heart if I�m rejected but I know I must try. I�ve been through so much pain and I don�t need any more. This may change the relationship between Heero and myself for the better, it may grow into something more. That�s what I�m hoping for anyway. I must try, no matter what the outcome is.
"Heero�I�I�I love you."
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Heero�s POV
"Heero�I�I�I love you. I sorry but I do. You may hate me for it but I don�t think you should. I can�t help the way I feel. I mean, mmff!" I placed my lips on his to shut him up and to show him that I love him back. God, I so glad he feels this way! To think that all that time I spent locked away in the back of my mind wishing that I had him, I could have had him! We are just a bunch of crazy bakas, too afraid of our own emotions and feelings as well as being rejected. Not to mention shunned for how we feel. Now that I have him, I�m going to make him happy again. I want my old Duo back, the happy one not the saddened and remorseful one. You�re mine now Duo.
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Duo�s POV
Heero is kissing me! He�s kissing me! He, maybe he loves me! Oh, Heero. I got to have answers! I have to have you Heero. I wan to now all about you. I want there to an "us", a relationship no one can break even if it meant to save the world. I guess before I can have anything I gotta pull back from this kiss.
"Heero," God, I'm sure gasping for air now! He�s the best kisser that I�ve ever had the pleasure of kissing. And who would that be, Duo?
"Um, Duo?" Oops, I guess I got carried away again.
"Yeah." I said dreamingly.
"I love you." Heero leaned over and gave me the most compassionate hug. Oh how I love being in his arms. I feel so carefree and lucky like this. I wish it could be like this forever. Just him and me. Always.
"I love you too." I� now running my fingers through his silk hair as he purrs my name over and over. I never thought any one could sound so sexy. Damn.
"Duo, was that all that was bothering you? Worrying about how to tell me that you love me? Is there anything else? I want you to be happy and smiling again."
"Oh, silly Heero. You are all I need to be happy. As long as I have you here by my side, forever and always, I�ll be happy." Heero looked up at me with the most beautiful smile on his adoring face.
"Then I�ll forever and always be at your side, loving and caressing you."
"You know there is one thing that would make me even happier."
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Heero�s POV
"You know there is one thing that would make me even happier." The look in Duo�s eyes was so promising while his tone of voice was so seductive. I could tell exactly what he wanted. And I could most certainly tell that he wanted it now.
"Point me towards the bedroom."
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Duo always has been the impatient one and I�m sure that this has got to be his worst moment on the matter of waiting. You know that old saying, absence make the heart grow fonder. In this case it must be true. I may have Duo standing in front of me with those lust filled eyes raking over my body now, but we both have been waiting. That is, waiting for long time just for this single moment where we could be in on another�s arms with all passion and heat being drawn out from within our souls. I know I�ve spent so many nights longing for his touch, even as the cold-hearted bastard I was before the war ended. I remember watching him flirt with Hilde and growing jealous of her. Oh how I wanted Duo and now I will have him. He�s mine. I�m his.
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Duo�s POV
He just staring at me. Like he always does. There�s more to it than before. Yes, I can tell. His eyes are full of red-hot passion, burning for some good old Duo lovin�! Finally I can have my dreams and fantasies come true. Flames of love and the warmth of the two of us is all that can be physically felt between us but I can feel that within Heero that he real loves me. He isn�t just lust driven like so many before back on L2. No, Heero truly cares for me. He�s changed so much since I first met him. If this were happening back then, I wouldn�t believe he loved me. He was just a mass of muscle and bones then but now he�s a real human, emotions and all. Like I said, war changes a person. And so does love.
I reach up and stroke Heero�s cheek.
"I�m ready. Are you, um, you scared?" If it wasn�t so dark I�m sure I could see the grin on his face but I knew it was there. I could feel the muscles in his face lift while my hand still rests on his flushed cheek.
"Duo, why would I be scared? All I can feel now is the love and passion I have for you. Now, let�s get down to business. Shall we?" Heero took my hand in his and led me to the bed. I think I getting a little jumpy because I can�t stay still. I can wait to feel him and have him feel me. All I know now is�is that this is gonna be good!
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Heero�s POV
As Duo lies on that bed in all his glorious nude, I can�t help but to want to eat him all up. I guess I�ll do just that.
I begin to slowly plant small kisses up and down his neck, the sides of his face, and all over his chest. His entire body is soon covered in my kisses, all but my main target. I sink down from his abdomen to the head of his hardened cock and growl, "Mission Accepted," as I lick off a drop of pre-cum. Now I sink even lower.
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Duo�s POV
OH MY GOD! This is incredible! These feelings are so new to me, so unbelievable. No one I�ve ever been with has ever taken the time to pleasure me as well. I feel like I�m in another world, a world of eroticism and bright light, as Heero licks me up and down and then sucks on the head.
"Oh, oh god. Heero�mmmmm."
He doesn�t respond, well, not unless slurping counts. I didn�t think he would any way. I didn�t want him to. All I want is more.
Just a little while longer and I might, I might�
"Heero! Oh, I gonna cum, Heerooooo!" I moan out his name as long as possible as I climax into his mouth. Once again, he surprises me. He swallows. I don�t know if I could but I plan on trying, later that is.
"Heero�"
"Did you like that? Hmm?" His voice, it�s so deep and seductive. It makes me want to�
"Do you, Duo?"
"Hell yes!" He leans forward and kisses my heated forehead.
"There�s more where that came from koi."
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Heero�s POV
"There�s more where that came from koi." I try to say in the most loving and seductive manner possible. I obviously did because Duo let out the most animal like sound I�ve ever heard him let out yet.
I�m not completely sure if Duo is a virgin or not but I heard that lube is helpful anytime sex is involved.
"Duo, the lube?" He points over to his nightstand.
"It�s in the red box with all my other sex toys." Sex toys? This will be a very interesting relationship.
"See it?"
"Yeah." I pull out the tube and squirt out some over the slick jelly like substance onto my hand and some more on Duo�s entrance. I dip my index finger in the dab of jelly and then insert the finger.
"Heero, I can take more than that. Two is nice for starters." I do as told.
"Mmm, oh." I push deeper and deeper into him. Trying to find that special spot. I search, search, ah, there!
"Heero! Do it again!" I do, over and over. I later insert a third and even a fourth finger, amazed that he didn�t scream in pain. By now I�m sure he�s ready. So I take what�s left of the jelly in my hand and smear it on my own cock, moaning a little at the sensation.
"Ready?"
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Duo�s POV
"Ready?" I nod. I�m too far in ecstasy to say a word, besides his name of course. I feel him position himself at my opening and then slowly push himself into to me. It hurts, but not enough to truly put The Great Destroyer in pain. This pace is killing me. He needs to get it over with; I�ll get use to it a lot faster. I know he wouldn�t so I push back, swallowing him whole.
"Oh, Duo!" He sounds so beautiful like that, moaning my name. I got to have more. I push back several more times but he doesn�t come to meet me. He probably still thinks he�s going to hurt me.
"Heero! You won�t�mmf�hurt me!" Right after that he slowly gains a pace and with a little influence from none other than myself, he is soon pounding into me with a force so amazing, hitting that spot every time. With every thrust he sends me closer to the edge. So close to a climax. Oh, beautiful release!
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Heero�s POV
Like it was magic, with a few last thrusts both Duo and myself orgasm at the same time. My seed leaking into him while his shot over our stomachs. After I pulled myself out of his stretched body, I fall beside him. We pant and gasp for air together. We are finally together; we are one. After a few moments of heavy breathing I pull Duo into my arms and hold him, protect him.
"I love you, Duo." He moves in closer to my body so that we have complete contact.
"I love you too, Hee-Chan." A pet name. How typical. And yet, it�s adorable. It�s perfect. But only because it�s from my Duo. My Duo. Forever and always.
From there we fall asleep in on another�s embrace to only meet again in our dreams and share a world of happiness that only the two of us possess.
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