Daydream Confession
I leaned against the skinny tree and breathed deeply the stimulating fragrance of Sakura Blossoms. Hiei sat in the tree above me, obviously in deep thought or off dreaming as I was. It was unlike him to do that but I didn�t mind. It was spring and I as almost always in a good mood.
The plants were growing and, of course, I loved the plants like they were my family. In a way they were. I could change them to help me in a battle or I could help them grow. They loved me and I loved them. That was the way it was.
There was another I loved more than the plants but he did not know it. It was Hiei. I wanted to tell him my thoughts desperately but I knew he would end up running away and would no longer want me, even as a fighting partner. I did not want to gross him out even though he saw no problem with two guys going out. He was, after all, a youkai. None of this world�s Ningen ways seemed to bother him except our food and our custom of going through doors instead of windows. I heard something land next to me and I opened my eyes, which I hadn�t realized I had closed.
�Did you have a good dream?� Hiei asked in a laughing voice. A bright blush crept its way up my cheeks and I looked down to try and hide it from him.
�I don�t know what you mean.� I lied, outright lied. I hoped he hadn�t heard the crack in my voice as I said that but I knew he had judging by his slight chuckle. I had never heard him laugh before but I thought he would if I told him I had been day dreaming about him. I had dreamed about the feel of his soft but spiky hair running through my fingers and the feel of his lips on mine.
�KURAMA!� I jumped as Hiei yelled my name and realized that I had, once again, closed my eyes to think about Hiei. �It�s getting cold outside. Let�s go back to your house,� the chibi Youkai said in his deep, smooth voice.
He jumped into the tree I was still leaning against and headed towards my home. I sighed and followed him; glad he had left before another blush rose to the bridge of my nose.
*
Hiei arrived before I did; balancing gracefully on the windowsill until I got into my room and gently opened the window. He hopped silently in and threw his cloak, shoes, and katana on the floor near the window in case Shiori decided to come into my room.
I knew Hiei would be spending the night since, although it was spring, it was still cold outside. I handed him the smallest clothes I had in my closet and turned around while he changed behind me. I resisted the urge to turn around and look even though it took all my strength and mental ability. Curse the fox impulses of mine.
Hiei cleared his throat when he was finished and I smiled brightly at how he looked. The pale blue slacks were way too long and the white, button-up shirt had swallowed his arms whole. The pants were falling off of Hiei�s slim waist and I wanted badly to pull them down the rest of the way.
He glared at me as I chuckled at his looks and I just stared straight back at him. I almost got lost in those red orbs of his that showed so much emotion when you looked hard enough. I tried to read all that emotion there but it was impossible. That was one thing I loved about Hiei. At times he was so unreadable but at others you could easily tell what was wrong.
Hiei crossed his arms over his chest as I noticed that I had begun to dream about him again. I turned crimson and started to wonder if it was healthy to blush this much.
I pulled out my pajamas and dressed facing away from Hiei. I felt his eyes bore into my back as I changed and knew that he was watching me. When I turned around it was his turn to blush. Hiei walked quickly to the corner of the room and sat there with his knees brought high up to his chest.
�You may sleep in my bed if you like. It is plenty big,� I almost whispered those words while I stared at the ground and traced lines into it with my eyes. For once I wished that I wasn�t so clean. At least then I would have pieces of dirt to be interested in.
I heard the bed creak as he sat lightly on it and leaned back on the pillow. I swallowed and then sat on the bed next to his waist. My thoughts and my heart raced wildly as I wondered whether or not I should tell Hiei how much I loved him, how much I wanted him to be more than friends and fighting partners with me. Finally, after much thought given to the choice and thinking of all the worst and best consequences, I chose to tell him. It somehow felt like the right time.
�H-Hiei...� I mumbled. I felt him sit up at my saying his name and knew that he hadn�t been even trying to get to sleep. It was now or never and I just decided to go with it. My calm fa�ade shattered at this moment. �I have something to confess.� I said this slightly louder than my previously spoken words and grabbed his attention, and his stare, with my tone of voice. There was no going back now; I had to tell him. �I...think I, umm. I think I might... err,�
�Get on with it,� He urged gently.
I was kind of shocked at this reaction but got over it almost immediately.
�I think I might like you as more than a friend... or a fighting partner for that matter.� I looked at the ground but did not blush like I normally did. I was way beyond blushing; my embarrassment was past that point by now. Anyone, demon or human, could easily see me emotions of they looked. And it felt... good.
I jumped at the feel of a hand on my shoulder and looked up into Hiei�s beautiful eyes. It was one of those few, sacred times when you could read the emotion in his soul through his scarlet eyes. I expected to see disgust and rejection but instead saw only love, happiness, and need in those twin whirlpools of thought.
�Well, it's about damn time. I was waiting for something more than childish hints. Stupid damn fox,� Hiei grumbled.
My jaw dropped and Hiei�s eyes glinted as he proved that he meant those words my taking my lips in a passionate kiss that made my mind and vision fuzzy with elation. His tongue ran tenderly over my lips and they parted, allowing him to deepen the kiss. All my thoughts vanished at the gentleness of that kiss and I closed my eyes quietly at the feel of his tongue inside my mouth He took off my shirt and threw it somewhere in the room. I was too busy kissing him to notice. So this was what a few years in a human body could do to a fox.
I took off his shirt and slid it little by little down his muscular arms. One of my hands trailed up and down his spine while the other remained resting delicately on his shoulder. Hiei�s fingers entangled themselves in my hair as his kisses leisurely moved down my jaw to the base of my neck.
Hiei pushed me gently down on the bed and sat astride my slender hips. My pants and his were off rapidly and flung across the room. Hiei rubbed at my arousal gently and I moaned at the tender touch of his body against mine. Warmth radiated from both of us as he bit tenderly at my neck and I draped my arms around his back. His hands clutched at my hips and I moaned as he moved his kisses down my pale skin and ran his tongue over one nipple.
His name escaped my lips as a sigh as Hiei�s lips moved lower and he licked around my navel. He gradually moved himself in between my thighs and gnawed sensually at my skin. Hiei then moved to my almost painfully hard member and licked my tip. I whimpered loudly and then cried his name again as he engulfed all of me. His throat moved around my head but he did not make any noise to this. I had thought he would be inexperienced but I was proved very, very wrong. I was reminded in the back of my mind of all those unsolved rape cases in the Makai. So that was how he....
�Uhn...� I was very close to coming in his mouth when he took my erection out of that warm cavern. I whined in protest but Hiei only smiled at me. And to think, Hiei was a tease. Figures.
He took three of his fingers and stuck them in his mouth, only pulling them out when he was sure they were wet. I was craving to do that to more than just his fingers. Hiei then went between my legs again and stuck one finger inside of my entrance.
I moaned in pain when he began to prepare me. I knew what to expect since I was a fox demon in my previous life. But it had been way too long and it hurt! But after a long while of preparation my moans changed to pleasure sounds as he hit my prostate with his calloused digits. He added his other fingers in at separate times, allowing me time to adjust to this intrusion of my body.
At length, he pulled his fingers out and then replaced them with his hardened member. I once again cried out in pain since even three fingers could not prepare for him, but I then began to moved my hips against his as I screamed in ecstasy along with Hiei.
Hiei gripped my shaft hard and began moving his hand up and down its length making me groan in pleasure even more than I already was. My breathing became erratic as we got nearer to coming and so did Hiei�s. I almost completely stopped breathing as white spots flashed before my eyes and my back arched. My fingernails dug deeply into Hiei�s back but he didn�t seem to mind as he was probably having the same feeling of rapture that I was. Finally I felt my muscles tighten and our stomachs became covered in a warm liquid. Hiei came the second my muscles tightened against him and he fell next to me, breathing heavily.
Hiei knew I was too tired to get up and shower so Hiei did the honors of going down on my stomach, lapping up the seed off of me and I did the same to him. It was actually quite loving the way he ran his tongue around on my abdomen.
I heard him laugh and his arms encircled my waist. His laugh was deep but still soft and I enjoyed the sound of it in my ears. But for him being next to me, his chuckle seemed far away.
Hiei�s breathing evened out and I knew he was asleep. I looked over my shoulder and smiled at the sight of him; a huge smile lingered on his soft features and his cheeks had a healthy tint to them. I closed my eyes and positioned my hands over his.
Before long I was starting to drift to sleep with only a single thought flitting through my mind: �Now I don�t have to day dream, for I am with the one I love who loves me in return.�
�I love you, Hiei.� I mumbled tiredly.
All I got in reply was a soft snort, which I replied to with a blush. I really had to quit blushing; I was acting like a stupid human girl. And I had already stolen Hiei�s vocabulary.
*
I blinked slowly, squinting as the bright sunlight hit me sensitive eyes. Hiei was standing over me with a smirk hovering on his perfectly shaped lips. When he realized I was awake, he chuckled. Not his usual, arrogant �I-am-better-than-you-and-I-know-it� type laugh, but a true, heartfelt one. I looked down at myself and blushed as I noticed that I was covered in Sakura blossoms and there was slight but still visible bulge under my pink uniform pants.
�Did you have a good dream?� The fire demon�s deep bass voice rumbled comfortingly, although I would never tell him that. I closed my eyes sadly when I realized that those wonderful moments and emotions had been just a that: a dream. Hiei and I would never be that close. It could never happen. Not with me being a fox, who usually only had one night stands, and a Forbidden Child. Hn, �Forbidden� indeed.
Hiei suggested going to my house since it was getting cold and I agreed with him whole-heartedly. Although I really did wonder why he wanted to go to my house, cold or not, since fire demons couldn�t feel the cold. I stood and Hiei leapt gently into the tree I had been leaning against. As I was walking, a thought hit me: this was exactly how everything had occurred in the dream I had had moments before, albeit a few details that were different. I was stopped in my tracks by that thought. But then, my feet grew wings and I breezed past the human crowds that surrounded me. I was eager to see if the rest of the dream you play out like it had. I smirked in a way that would make Hiei proud and dashed into my house. Maybe I would believe what humans said for once in that phrase, �dreams can come true.� I hoped it applied to hentai ones, too.
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