Summary: The sequel to Goodbye, told this time from Trunks' POV as response to goodbye.
Please tell me I�m not dreaming. I don�t want to be left alone. I hope you�re still here. If not, I have no place to go. I want you to guide me, bring me through these twists and turns. Where we can be together once more. Just lay your head on my chest, so I know that you�re not just an illusion. If you�re here, I can finally sleep at night, but not until then.
Don�t listen to their words, our life is not a crime. The rules aren�t set by them, they don�t control us. Even if they want to bring us apart, they�ll always fail, just as long as you stay here with me.
Goten, I�m sorry for what I said to you. You are definitely in control of your own life, I can�t take that fact away. I only did this to keep us together, but now I realize my lie would only bring us apart. I�m sorry if I ever made you cry, I�m sorry if I hurt you deeply, but this is just the one thing that could tear you away from me. And I don�t want it to end like this. I hope you can understand why I did it.
Goten, I miss you too. We�ve been apart for too long. I want to come to you, I don�t want to make you wait anymore. But I�m scared. I�m scared of my family, scared of your family. I�m scared of you. I don�t know what will happen if I see you again. I�m scared that I might hurt you. Why can�t I get through this? Why don�t I have any balls. I�m being such a pussy right now, but I still want to see you again.
Why don�t we just run away together? I called you the other day, but you were out. I wonder if you ever got my message. Goten, I am sorry, words cannot express how hurt I am about this. Maybe if I could talk to you in person then I�d be able to show you. I don�t want it to end like this either, we just need to talk this through. And I know we can. I know we can work out anything together, I know we can do it together. We can ditch all of these assholes and just run away from them, live on our own. They�ll never stop us this way.
Goten, I fucked up, I know I did. But this was the first time something like this has happened. Give me another chance, I know I can make it up. But we have to work together on this, or we�ll be no where. I just want to make it right because I want to spend the rest of my life with you.
Goten, I just wanted to tell you.
I�m sorry.
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