"Lies"
Song fic to the song Trash; by Korn from the album "Issues"
the story; by me!
//How did it start?
Well I don't know
I just feel the craving
I see the flesh and it smells fresh
And its just there for the taking
I fill them up, I can't give it up
To me, I'm just erasing\\
Scenes of Vegeta and Goku fighting, Vegeta notices Goku's musky smell. Being
clever, he rips Goku's gi at his chest, revealing the strong muscle that Vegeta secretly yearns to run his hands across. Confused about his feelings since the first time he had met Kakarotto on earth. Surprising Goku, Vegeta gives in and jumps at Goku, filling his hands full of Goku's muscles, never wanting to give it up, erasing the hatred for the female woman who had took him in her bed.
//I tell my lies and I despise
Every second I'm with you
So I run away
And you still stay
So what the fuck is with you\\
His mind reliving the lies he told Bulma to get her away from him, shuddering at
the touch of her hand on his skin. Every time he goes off, he tell's Bulma
lies, letting her believe that he cares about her. And every time he comes
back, he see's her waiting for him, dressing up to seduce him when the only
person he wants is Kakarotto in his bed. Confused about the way She acts around
him, dropping hints.
//Your feelings
I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry, but I don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry, I just throw you away\\
Taking advantage of her, and going into her bed twice, though, only to sire two
off spring. Calling Bulma a "Bitch" here and there, ordering her around, and
inside, slightly feeling bad about the way he's treating her, but remembers that
he shouldn't feel any sympathy towards her. In his heart, its a constant war,
hating Bulma, yet loving and yearning for his enemy. Throwing Bulma's feelings
back in her face, sneering at her hurtful expression. But knowing that she'll
find comfort in someone's arms.
//I don't know why I'm so fucking cold
I don't know why it hurts me
All I wanna do is get with you
And make the pain go away
Why do I have a conscience?
All it does is fuck with me
Why do I have this torment?
All I wanna do is fuck it away\\
Sitting on a rock, over looking Goku as he sparred with his son. Struggling to
understand himself, trying to figure out what the pain in his chest is every
time he thought of Goku. His body yearned to do what his mind had thought
about, hoping that if he gave in, the pain in his chest would go away. When
ever he though of Goku, his breathing would rise rapidly and his pulse rate
would shoot up. Yet he has never gave in yet, his conscience battling with his
mind, never knowing what to do. Confused, making up his mind but having second
thoughts. Torment raging in his mind, never knowing that Goku had the same
feelings for him.
//I tell my lies, and I despise
Every second I'm with you
So I run away
And you still stay
So what the fuck is with you?
Your feelings
I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry, I don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry, I just throw you away\\
Watching the hours pass into days and the days into weeks, finding the pain in
his chest going away every night he feel asleep in Goku's arms. Watching as
Bulma slowly found a relationship with Goku's former mate, Chichi. Still
holding a slight hatred for the human female, he does give her some admiration,
though he doesn't tell her. Laying his head on Goku's shoulder, remembering the
resentment When Goku talked about Chichi, but getting use to it when it slowly
died down.
//I tell my lies, and I despise
Every second I'm with you
So I run away
And you still stay
So what the fuck is with you?\\
Slowly drifting off to sleep, feeling Goku's arm slip around his shoulder,
pulling him closer. A small, slight grin fell upon his face but was quickly
replaced with a small frown. Remembering the lecture, his Saiyajin mate gave
him about hurting Bulma's feelings, remembering the snort he gave, not believing
that he had hurt Bulma's feelings, but remembering the lies that floated in his
mind he told the human. Remembering the final lie that he told her before
running into Goku's arms, to feel comfort run through his body.
//Your feelings
I can't help but rape them
I'm sorry, I don't feel the same
My heart inside is constantly hating
I'm sorry, I just throw you away
Just throw you away\\
An image of what occurred in the past and then the present, Goku and Vegeta
sleeping, Vegeta slipping his leg between Goku's and Goku's slight movement,
wrapping his arms around Vegeta possessively. Last image of Bulma and Chichi
talking, laughing and smiling. Forgetting the pain of the past and finding
comfort in each other's arms.
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