Months had gone by and I had to suppress how I felt about you. Not even you knew.
I had three rules which I had lived by. Now I find myself breaking all of them. Most people would believe me to be a hypocrite, but I no more wanted that to happen than had I wanted to give in to my animal urges and my yearning to "know" you.
You ask me how it is that after a short time could we be feeling love for each other. I have no clue. Maybe in a different time and place we could be together. Maybe someday we can bask in our love for each other openly and completely. Until then, I am content to know I have you part-time. After all, part time is better than no time at all.
I will never pressure you. I will never be with another as long as we are together. I won't hurt you. I can only love you. If I can only love you as my best friend, then I will love you as only a best friend. But know this, I have never, nor will I ever find someone who completely fills me with the happiness that you have.
I LOVE YOU!