You know that girl I told you about that Bart took to the dance... Well I just caught them kissing in the hall and hes given her a necklace too... I hate him. He didnt have the decency after knowing all the long that I liked him and Chris to tell me he likes that witch.I want to break her in half for taking him from me. No wonder hes never around anymore to hang out or do the things we all used to. Im hurt steph and still haven't the foggiest what to do. Maybe i should be alone for the rest of my life because nothing good is on my side right now. I mean is there any hope for me of happiness anymore? I'm starting to hate what i've become, a mutant, and i don't want it anymore.. Gotta go theres somebody at the door.
Helena
Here's the condensed version if you want the full story ask me on christmas vacation please i'm still dizzy from all the happeneings... We got to Muir Island and stopped a bank robbery after lounging arounda bit (used the modified batgirl costume barbra helped me make... still trying to find something that fits me instead of following in her shoes cause i don't do her justice at all...) Anyways, we stopped them and then a fellow student her names Yuki gets kidnapped by this uber mind control bad guy like the gorrila city bad guy, they dissapeared, and he left a note for us to find him and rescue her like all evil guys do normally. We argue on the way there someone mentions dad again, I go into shock and bart gets me out of it... We get there begin our plan of rescue and shes already rescued herself with one minor problem...
She made the minions into vegetables and only semi knocked the bad guy out long enough for him to be recaptured. The good guys show up and want info I begin to do the teams job like before of talking to them and Chris gets mad... Hes become quite a jerk lately ah well. The new kid Panthers son comes in to finish talking with them and everything escalates... Chris gets defensive and things look like were gonna get into a fight with the police over there... The Diedre comes in and pulls rank being a kennedy yup i just said that word... we have one at our school... Anywho things setlle down a bit and wer all wind up at the institute. Chris is livid and well I called a few people for advice, later on we all were in the kitchen and things went downhill. Someone mentioned dad again and I went hysterical. I couldn't take it anymore they didnt understand how important no one knowing our identities really is. Amy wasnt there but all the ones who knew about it were I think not really sure anymore... After a while they all decided to ask professor for a mind wipe... had to plead with Bart for him not to get one himself he rightfully knew anyways I needed at least him to talk to after everything thats gone on...
Well the professor did what they asked him and everyone came back alot happier... wish it was that way for me. I know he didnt like it and prolly wont ever do it again just dont know what to do now as no one will remeber what Amy still knows except Bart. Im thankful they all did that for me but the kicker is if amy still knows she could blurt it out again. Im going to the professor to see about a room change I cant deal with her anymore not with all the figuring out ive done... I never put 2 and 2 together before now... shes a telepath, a young one, and impulsive... I don't know for sure if she did but i have a really bad hunch. I gotta go i'll talk to you all later.
Love,
Helena
Any interesting battles lately? Its calmed down here a bit. The professor didnt give me my room change hoping things will get better but I dont know. Vacation starts soon so i'll see everyone at home. I feel bad for being such a teenage female to everyone and i'll make it up to you all somehow. Not much to say other than that we have a drama club at our school now... wish it could be named the Theatre club instead... don't need any more drama heh. Anyways, I saw Amala here today just before Alfred came to pick me up. I helped put the star on the tree yesterday at school but thats as festive as I could get. Ive been so wound up i've lost concentration and i think i'm getting worse in my training sessions. Anyways see you soon ok?
Love,
Helena