Don't know if you've realized it or not but we miss you over here... I know you love her and I know you want to be with her but what about your family or your friends? Does Uncle Wally know about this Bart? I don't know what to say anymore... I care for you, I can stand her yes but I don't think we'll ever be really good friends but I want what will make you happy... I just miss the olds days... I guess i'll see you in class tomorrow. Oh and chris hasn't been the same without you here either he's i dunno can't describe it.
Best buds MIA,
Helena
I'm sure by now Dad has heard that me, Sam, and Chris were in space for a bit tonight. We all went dancing and I found out the reason Chris didnt want to go to the formal at school before... he didn't know how to dance. Well Sam and I dragged him to a club Under 21 night and no one did anything wrong I can attest to that. Sam found out about his lack of dancing ability and cornered him into learning. We both helped teach him the basics like you taught me. He got comfortable with it and i think hes more confident now but hes still giving me mixed signlas now that he doesnt remeber who dad is... Why can't things be easy for once?? Anyways, we went to central park and got ice cream after that and Sam showed interest in the stars. Chris offered to take us up and I didn't mind as i've been up there with you guys so often that im used to it and yeah I do like it. Well, he took us up and Sam was extatic he shaped his construct into the form of a fighter wing and then Uncle Plastic contacted us to make sure we were ok and not doing something supid like he would ;) He made us all laugh as usual and then Chris landed us on the moon. The heel marks on the moon are mine and the b*tch boot marks are Sams just so Dad doesn't freak out later when he sees them. Oh and she wrote on the moon too you know the "we were here" line.
Anywyas after that he brought us home and we sat on the grass for a bit then Logan showed up and we all scattered, I let Logan know everything was fine and we didnt do anything stupid and he chuckled. Though before I went to talk to logan I thanked Chris for a great night chaperoning us and made the first move again by kissing him on the forehead... and nothing... are guys afraid of me mom? Is is due to my inherited looks from you and dad? My catty personality that I got from you? The wealth I will one day (if I survive that long) inherit? or is it the combination of everything? I just want to be happy and everythings such a mess. I hate being a teenager its so complicated. Oh and theres a formal dance comming up again its the one where all the NY high school get together like the other years except i'll be from Xavier's this year. Don't worry i've already planned a night we can go shoping cause I know you and dad are going to make me go anyways. Dangit, I forgot what else I was going to say... oh, well I'll talk to you later Mom.
I love you,
Kitten
P.S. My shirts are starting to not fit again aloing with my jeans... i can fit the waist but my uhm arse dont fit... dont suppose you can send me something larger that could fit so im not uhm showing skin other than my feet, arms, and face? I hope this doesn't continue much more, I don't want to be much larger in any of me.
So yeah this guy named Tyler I've met him before he's Captain American's son... well you wouldn't be able to tell that other than his looks because he is such I really dont know the word! He's hitting on every girl in the mansion even if they have bf's already. He sickens me... Ah well he's trying to get a drama club going and i've been avoiding it like the plague it's not something i need ya know? Anyways he was having this meeting in the foyer and April got too close to devan... Shes ok it was just a big mess though. I feel bad for Devan even though he can be a jerk for the most part.
Anyways gotta go got training with Logan. Talk to you later bro.
~Helena