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| an easy approach at life is taking part in the admiration of things that exist around us... man is not a single entity in this planet and we are even outnumbered by the myriad of creatures and things moving and unmoving physically but always affecting our day to day existence.... amidst the pressure at work and the everyday traffics of life, a haven of beauty awaits all the time to relax the soul and at the least make us feel human.... full of wanting something peaceful..... |
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| i believe we r all a mixture of paradoxical virtues... most often ironic than the way we look or as to how people perceive us by virtue of the first impression... these abundance of human character translates to what i most admire in just being human, having to exude a variety of personality making each one of us distinctly crazy or uniquely unworldly...as transients we r all in this planet, we have plenty of reasons to try being somebody and thereby settle to where we are at peace the most... |
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| at every end of the day, i only get to think of tha happy things that were... but when it comes to that point when i have to fret or brood about the things i shldn't and shld have done, piece by piece, bit by bit, i begin to shatter myself and see a picture of hindered things piling by my doorstep. |
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| it is now that in these moments of desperation where i yearn for tranquility - to let go of all things that matter for it makes me insecure and sometimes displaced... noises at the bars or shreiks of thrills with peers erase my doldrums in some ways, but the peacefulness of it all is still being in search... one that's subtly pearcing because of its silence, because of its wanting of noise and chaos, in which case it also inhibits to produce.... that is my nirvana..... that place where i feel i could reach deep down of my self. |
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| to be englulfed in ur nirvana would tell u that the only obstacle u have on ur way is urself... so learn to face 'it'. |
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