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| 12: 41 P.M. - AHOY SHIPMATES! What is up you guys? I haven't typed a journal in a long ass time~ forgive me! Life has been very hectic and unfair in the last week...but i guess i should be thankful to God that i am still alive and that i still have my family that i mostly complain about most of the time. I have been very sad and depressed and blah~ a lot of my friends have been helping me out. It's interesting having a life like mine. Yes, it sure is. I haven't gotten a letter from a college yet (Chapel Hill to be specific), but i must say taht i prob did get rejected. I have to make this short for now....but...church has really help me get together with my feelings and communication with God....God is really important to have in your life.....for those that don't have God in their lives......i'm really sorrie...hopefully you will get to knoe him soon....ever wonder why God isn't in everyone's lives? I think it's because they are afraid to admit that they are indeed wrong....wrong about life...but who knoes...i'm prob wrong again there....i knoe it's hard for ppL not to judge others, but please don't....not only will it hurt them..but it'll hurt you in the end...aiite. guys..gotta go for now....peace~ |
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| 3:09 P.M. - skipped yet another piano yesterday cuz i am feeling a lil ill.....last night i had a tummy ache...and i threw up....i think there is something wrong with me because lately i've juss been feeling awful...i mean not everyday...but quite frequently...liek once a month...is that normal? Well..it's all good....i've started to read A Walk to Remember, the book is quite different from the movie...well first of all...the time setting is different....and....the guy seems...a lil more nicer and funnier in the book...oh hell..i dunno what i'm talking about.....Tina juss told me to go to the movie with some friends.....i don't have many friends come to think of it...isn't that juss sad? Well...i'm grateful for the ones i have....at least i have close friends...(at least i think i do)...i'm tremendously bored...i think i'll go rent a movie at blockbuster. I think that all korean kids in charlotte hate me...even Tina for that matter...i mean....they avoid me..why? It's juss lil ol' anna...no harm can be done by her...haha...(what a lie)..but seirously....i mean the other day amy wrote in her journal that i dress nicely..and that she didn't really like me in the beginning....well.....do i really? but oh welps~ i am so sick and tired of life rightnow....i dont' want to go to school anymore.....geez..doesn't it look like i have two personalities? ah! wellz.....i'm gonna go to starbucks then i'll go to blockbuster and rent a movie~yay! what a cool person i am!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! |