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While hunting down some pictures of the handsome Pak Jung Chul....i read about what happened at the end of *Shin Hwa* in which was a drama that Pak Jung Chul starred in. I tried to explain what Shin Hwa was about in a previous journal entry, but i don't think i succeded in trying to get the main point across....i'll try it again today....Shinhwa is about this guy named...i dunno what....but.......we'll call him Rob......Rob is from a poor family, when the drama begins we knoe nothing of his father, and he only lives with his poor mother. His mom wants him to succed in life and sends him off to a better school in the city (they lived in the country). Rob goes up to the city...and meets this girl and falls in love with her...we'll call her Sue...Rob doesn't do so well in school and some how becomes somewhat similar to a gang member (but not quite)...a lady who is butt rich and owns some kind of company see that Rob is a special guy and thinks that he could help her in having her company prosper. Anywayz...she gives him tons of money and he joins her. He also wants to marry Sue, who like him is poor, so they decide to go meet his mom. When they go down, Rob somehow see his mom and she is really sick and is limping, but yet is trying to see some kimpap (it's something like korean sushi) anywayz.....he is really upset by what he sees and turns back (Sue went to the bathroom and doesn't see him or his mom) Somehow after Rob sees his mom, he tries to break away from his povertyness (is that a word?) and ends up leaving Sue who was carrying his child in one point of time, but ends up having a miscarriage. Sue is devestated and waits for Rob to come back....it doesn't happen...(oh yeah i forgot to talk about this guy who likes Sue ......we'll call him Billy...he helps Sue out any way he can and he hates Rob)....anywayz.....She wants to get revenge on Rob...and she wants him back...so see ends up hooking up with this rich guy and works with him to become rich...everything goes well her company and Rob's company end up competiting against each other...Sue acts in a disguise by acting like Rob's friend and gives him whatever he wants....however, she turns her back against him.....what does she tell him?

She says something like "I loved you......actually i don't knoe if i knoe what love is...i don't knoe why i'm doing this......maybe because i love you and i want you back..maybe i juss want revenge because you left me...anywayz....i don't knoe....but here's what i did...and why...." her motive? not only to get revenge on rob.....but make him realize that everyone is against him and tells him to start over from scratch and lean on her for help...Rob seems to agress...but he later thinks it over by himself and he tells himself that he doesn't like being poor and a nothing...and tells Sue that he is sorrie....he continues to build up his company.....(did i tell you that he ends up marrying the butt rich lady's daughter, but ends up divorcing her?) anywayz...that's not so importnat....later on in the story i think rob gets caught for all his corruption and misdeeds.....yet somehow sue gets pregnant with his child and while rob is in prison he asks Sue to keep the child.......she agrees......however........she ends up losing her life to the child.....and i think Rob ends up regretting all that he has done at the end of the drama.....did you guys get it this time? i dunno....Anywayz..while thinking in History class about the drama (no i wasn't paying much attention to what Layton was saying esp. after i had sat for almost 7 straight hours at the comp for my guided coursework

I came up with these questions:
-Could you still love one who has abandoned more than once?
-Would you risk your life, even die for this person?
-Even if that person betrayed you, would you believe that he/she loves you somewhere deep down inside?
-Would you welcome him/her back if he/she realized that they were wrong?
-Does this happen because you love them?

the first question: yes....if you truly loved them......you see through their "bad" side.....in love....nothing else mattters..........

the second question: if i were in the position as the character of "Sue" in Shin Hwa....i think i would've done exactly what she did.....since she truly loved this person....she did anything to get to that person.....she wanted Rob to knoe how to live the world with defeat......so...like her.....i think i would've had the child...although i wouldn't knoe i would die from labor in delievering his child......i would do it....even if i did....i would......

the third- no one knoes what goes on other people's minds.....some can't even figure out their own minds.....i would like to t hink that they loved me somewhere in their heart even if they seemed heartless as the character of Rob in Shin Hwa

fourth: most definately.......who care if they betrayed you.....????????i knoe it doesn't seem logical, but hey if i truly loved that person......hell yeah!

fifth: this question would lead me to the question of "What is love?" I think it is...becuase like Sue...she didn't want revenge on Rob at the end to destroy him, but to make him realize how she loved him..........well.....i'm out.......gg do some psych.....you guys go read my fanfic and tell me what you think..i started writing it in 9th grade, so it may be kinda bad. Love ya~