| Screw IB~! I hate IB~! Why did they make such a stupid program? I truly regret doing IB esp at MP......I HATE IT~~! WHY ME?????? WHHHHHHHHHHHHYYYYYYY???????? I haven't started on my guided coursework which has a 3,000 word count and it's due not tomorrow, but THURSDAY~! I'm going to die b/c i have an english test that I MUST PASS....it's insane~! I hate school.....nothing worse........The other day Amy was really excited that someone IMed her...and she was like "GUESS WHO IMed ME?????????" and i was like "uh.....harry?" and she said "no....BEN~!" and i'm like....hmmmmm.........there's something fishy going on.....hehe :-D i like being nosy.....j/k....but yeah....Clement must still be mad at me.....i don't really care...i mean....geez....it's not he that i like..it's Andrew....i dunno......i've been really talking about Andrew lately in-a....not so good way.....it's juss that i'm predicting that our relationship will be over after i go to college.....it's juss i dunno what's going to happen and i don't want to get his hopes up....esp. if i'm gonna look out for others....fish for others....hunt for others...too bad he's not a senior like me...haha....i'm so glad that this is my last year of stupid high school.......i hope that if i stay here and start a family then i won't send my kids to MP or put them through hell of the IB program....FUCK IB.......I HATE IT~! IT CAN JUSS KISS MY ASS~!!! i have so far 83 words for my guided coursework paper..........ak~! someone shoot me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! i'll leave you guys with a depressing song.........('N SYNC's GONE) There's a thousand words that I could say/To make you come home/Oh, seems so long ago you walked away/Left me alone/I remember what you said to me/You were acting so strange/and maybe I was too blind to see/That you needed a change Was it something I said/To make you turn away?/To make you walk out and leave me cold If I could just find a way/To make it so that you were right here/But right now.. I've been sitting here/Can't get you off my mind/I've tried my best to be a man and be strong/I've drove myself insane/Wishing I could touch your face/But the truth remains.. You're gone.. You're gone.. Baby you're gone Girl you're gone, baby girl, you're gone.. You're gone.. You're... I don't wanna make excuses, baby/Won't change the fact that you're gone/But if there's something that I could do/Won't you please let me know?/Time is passing so slowly now/Guess that's my life without you/and maybe I could change my every day/But baby I don't want to So I'll just hang around/and find some things to do/To take my mind off missing you and I know in my heart/You can't say that you don't love me too/Please say you do Yeeaah.... I've been sitting here/Can't get you off my mind/I've tried my best to be a man and be strong/I Drove myself insane/Wishing I could touch your face/But the truth remains You're gone.. You're gone.. You're gone You're gone...you're gone.. you're.... Gone Ohhh... Oh what'll I do/If I can't be with you/Tell me where will I turn to/Baby where will I be/We are apart/Am I still in your heart? /Baby why don't you see?/That I need you here with me/Oohhh... I've been sitting here/Can't get you off my mind/I've tried my best to be a man and be strong/I've drove myself insane/Wishing I could touch your face/But the truth remains Been sitting here/Can't get you off my mind/I've tried my best to be a man and be strong I drove myself insane/Wishing I could touch your face/But the truth remains You're gone.. You're gone.. You're gone You're gone Gone You're gone.. But the truth remains You're.... |
| December 4, 2001 |