8:42 p.m.- Today was an interesting rainy day.  My mom was being a really big pain in the ass...she wouldn't let me drive in the rain by myself...and the thing was i got in the car first in the passenger's seat and she came around to the passenger's door and was like, "You aren't going to drive?"  When she got in the driver's seat i was like "Why should i drive?  If i did what would be the point of having you in the car?"  Well she bitched at how mean i was being.  Sure i understand where she is coming from....but gues what?  She's not going to ALWAYS be there when it is pouring rain to drive for me or be beside me to make sure i'm driving okie...i mean....i do need experience...it's not like i was trying to drive in the snow or anything.....GEEZ~~~~~~~~~  It annoyed me like crap.  Well tomorrow i'm going to church...and then off to the UNCC library....i think i'm going to go shopping Monday...anyone wanna come with me??!?!??! :-D  anywayz....other than being pissed part of the day....my mom has annoyed the crap outta me by acting like a 5 year old -  too bad she does look like a 5 year-old with a huge body that is of a 49 year old...haha.....she's cute....but her acting as a baby...i can't take it anymore!!!!!!!!  ARG!  I have been BUTT lazy after exams.....the only productive thing i have done after exams was get my license.....geez....isn't that sad?  I juss downloaded As One's music video for *Chun Mahn hae Yo*....it's really sweet-sad then really SWEET~!  hehe...the guy was kinda cute.  I think that guys that i think are cute -n- Korean aren't cute to others that aren't Korean b/c i dunno i have aquired a taste for Korean guys that..basically if you're taller than me, sweet, funnie, anything basically....then you're on my list.  I dunno..it's like id' rather marry an ugly ass Korean than...someone non-Korean..it's juss to keep that KP thing going on.  Actually..that's not really a reason, but it's because let's say that i marry a white guy..sure the kid might turn out to be the most gorgeous/handsome kid you ever saw, but would you consider that kid Korean or American?  How would define that kid as?  It may not be a big issue to some ppL, but hey, there prob is a point in life where that is pointed out to them and then they become..."out of place"...i dunno...marrying another Asian might be a lil better, but damn....you're not fully Korean or Japanese, or chinese....you half Korean, half-i dunno...blah~*  mah fav kpop site is losing a member that help make the site run well...it's www.solid07.net..go support the site..it's in english so it won't be that bad!  Aiite...i think imma wait on these music videos to finish downloading and go read some HARRY POTTER~!!!!!

p.s. if you see *WON BIN* tell him that i love him!!!!!!
January 19, 2002

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