11182001

Boi was last night a disaster for me........i told trey to call me around i wanna say 12:30 last night......and then i rudely cut him off cuz andrew called me.....(really sorrie trey) anywayz...andrew and i kinda talked...but i kinda fell asleep on him (sorrie andrew) and then my mom walks into my bedroom (arg~!) and takes my phone and asks me who the hell i was talking to....i lied and said it was trey...and she was like why the hell are you talking to him this late...and i was like......b/c HE CALLED ME~! she asked me if i was dating trey..(she knoes who i was talking about cuz i talk about trey a lot) anywayz...i said NO b/c he has a girlfriend (actually he's only interested in someone right now and it ain't me) anywayz....she was really bitching at me and shua~ anywayz it doesn't matter....i got mah cell phone taken away (i really miss it!) but it's all good......i need to get away from that thing anywayz~!

today i went to the UNCC library and checked out books for my guided coursework paper, history project and psych observation paper.....it's all good.......and then i went to the mall and buy this shirt i am required to wear when i work there during my thanksgiving break and it's really retarded....it has this velcore thingy in the middle and you have letters to make sentences.....it's so weird and retarded.....who would buy such a thing? anywayz.....after that i picked up presents for my counselor and english teacher who wrote me recommendations to the colleges i applied to......i really hope i get into chapel hill~! anywayz....after that i went by benetton and showed this long black overcoar that had a fur collar to my dad and he was like you have to try it on before i buy it....i tried it on and he bought it for me~! THANK YOU DAD! anywayz.....i'm working on my english journals right now so i can type no more or i'll be up all night trying to finish them! *99*

AH~! today would've been a better day if i didn't have to work...but it's all good....work wasn't too bad today....I'm sorrie Andrew~! Anywayz....i have to work Friday and Saturday...which really sucks cuz i knoe it's going to be really really really busy~! Tomorrow is Thanksgiving..which is going to be so freakin' boring~! After i got home from work I made some cupcakes...i haven't tried a single one b/c i ate too many sloppy joes for dinner....

I need to buy the matching gloves that go with my coat that i bought....i love my coat~! i wore it yesterday to the concert...hehe....i had my hair in curls...everyone said i looked cute....and my dad.....said that i looked like i was 12 years old....i guess a change in hair style isn't too bad....everyone looked so nice in their tuxes....hehe~ esp. Andrew~ hehe~TREY MACK CAME TO THE CONCERT~! I was so excited! THANK YOU TREY FOR COMING~ he got to meet Andrew and Bobby......It was funnie...Andrew was on the lookout for his parents and bros.....b/c they all hate me..i guess i am bad influence on Andrew~ it's all good. I need some clothes~! I really need the UNITED COLORS OF BENETTON wardrobe......hehe^^i'd wear almost anything that they have....i found my prom dress.....but i dunno....i don't think it's the one for me.....cuz first of all it's white....and plus Melinda said that i wasn't pure enough to wear a white dress.....gosh~! Melinda~! hehe^^ I have so much to do over the break...i dunno how i am going to do it all~!

I've been really thinking about relationships......i mean i was watching this korean drama about how these two ppL who've both gone through one divorce get together.....and wow~i've never seen a korean drama that.......showed so much.....i guess it's b/c it's an ADULT drama.....but i mean....geez i wonder what time it airs in Korea.......i mean.....the kiss scene~WOA~(it made me wanna go kiss someone...but).......dang.......i've never seen a KOREAN kiss scene like that before.........the guy was all over the girl....his hands were grabbing her ass.......damn.....and then she said......something like "i'm not ready tonight" WHOA~and then the next episode they were doing it with all the sheets and crap......INTERESTING~