| 08/01/2004 My mom move to Incheon to establish her own business there, when I was in the Military Service. Unfortunately, however, it didn't work out after all, Around this time, my father came back home from Romania retiring from Daewoo Automobile Ltd, which imposed more finantial difficulties on our family. My mom is now in great debt and sooner or later she will lose her credit. It won't be anylong time before the debtors will seize her properties thereafter, This is why some of her properties are listed under my name. My parents divorced in a hope to save my father's properties and morever his credit. As for me, I do not know what to do in this turmoil. What is more special? Believing in God's presence, which is a strong power that holds me tight. 09/11/2004 It has only been a short time since I became a church member. I was really happy with being one of church member and really appriciate it with my regards. Since I came to know Jesus and His words, I seemed to live new cloth. I mean a new life with full of joy and appreciation. I am going to learn and follow His way's and always try to do right according to His sayings. A lot of things have changed in my mind by knowing Jesus Christ. It is a blessing to know missionaries, church and members. There are lots of religions that were made by mankind and people making churches based a group of peoples' interpretations of scripture, but I am very thankful that there is one church on the earth that was established directly by God so that you and I can know every thing we learn there is true. I do hope you will get to know what is the truth. 09/20/2004 Life is full of ups and downs and sometimes I am filled with doubts. I am tempted to take the easy route, almost always the route away from him. I just keep praying that help me to trust in God and to have a steady faith. Guide me through depression and teach me to stand up against the forces of evil. I believe that nothing can seperate me from His love. I hope the Gospel becomes the center of my life. I know it all depands on my faith in Christ. Pray for me, please. I will pray for you guys. 10/09/2004 I will never forget one April evening when I picked up the telephone and heard my father's voice. "I am sitting here in my den." he said, "Looking at some old family pictures and thinking how much I love you." I chock up. How wonderful to hear those words, spoken so spontaneously. How priceless a memory! It's harder for some people than for others, but however abruptly, haltingly, or softly you say it, the words "I love you" to a parents, a friend, a child, a spouse will creat the most important, most lasting memory of all. 10/13/2004 I read the whole Book of Mormon. Though it took a long while, Through reading the Book of Mormon I realized that I was a sinner of breaking the pure Law of God. and because of it I had felt much pain in my heart. The Book of Mormon had brought me sufferings at times, but it also brought me a hope that God would kindly forgive and gives peace to the ones who chose to follow Jesus Christ. Through this Book I had learned once again that our God is a living God and that His son Jesus Christ had come to this world to save the humility including myself. 11/10/2004 I recieved Melchizetek Priesthood and now I have 3 callings but today I have called one more as a Ward Clerk. Sometimes, I am thinking about my quilification. I used to think that I had no qulification for that. but one of my best friends said "By doing such work, you will get to feel the spirit of God moe closely." 11/19/2004 Yes, It is finally Friday! I am at work. and soon I will need to go to my class. I think I am suppose to meet some people today, but I am really tired so I am going to go home right after class and get some sleep. Ah... How sweet will it feel!!! In these days I am more relaxed than ever. Anyway, I am going to go to my class now. 11/23/2004 I am at work now... I got up at 6:00AM this morning. I am very proud of myself for that. but then the people who deserve the praises are my mother and brother, for they woke me up. Though it is good to be awaken this morning, I must admit I am still sleepy I guess I need to get adjust to this morning life. I hope many good things will happen today for everyone. I need to see some happy faces and loude voices to water and nurture my dry heart. 12/1/2004 Hee... Hee... I wonder what's gotten into me. I have checked my hotmail e-mail account more than 20 times in the span of 2 hours...... I am waiting for an e-mail from my angel. HAHA! I have just checked it again, but nothing... but this gives me a hope and strength to check it again in 2 minutes. 1 2 3 4 |