Chapter 35

“ … Well, I heard around the crew and the school that their something going on with my figure and weight. 
That I was more skinnier. Yeah I have to admit that
I found myself a lot skinnier then before and what was the reason I fainted
3 weeks ago. If this was one of your question… Here’s your answer…

Ever since I had broke up with Justin, all of you know that I had suffer through a lot. 
You also remember that I haven’t talk to you guys and isolated myself for about 2 weeks, until Steve came and talk to me. 
Well those 2 weeks, I had develop an eating disorder, known as anorexia. I haven’t ate for 2 straight
weeks and kept on it for at least 3 months.

After hearing certain comments around school, I had decide to start eating again before the “rumor” catch up with all of you.
 So I did start to eat, but always take little portion. After that few days of doing that, I had stop and
became anorexic again. That’s why I was always tired and weak at practice…

Now next thing you may ask. “But how could she be anorexic, when she ate with us!”… Well, that’s when I started to develop 
another eating disorder… bulimia! I started it a few days after I started to be anorexic again.

I was alone at my place, a few days later after Ryan’s party. You know that my folks bought a lot of good food that 
it’s hard to pass by. I ate most all of the food in the fridge and the drawers. But soon later I ate, I saw myself
at the biggest fatness mother fucking bitch of all time. I ran towards the bathroom and made myself throw up. That was then 
I started to have a habit of throwing up.

At the same time, I though it was a great way to stop the rumors and to be able to get away with. So I did started to eat 
at school and the rumor had died. And that’s the reason, why I always go to the bathroom after I ate at lunch time 
and why I ate so fast and so much. It’s because I was bulimic… ”

-          Oh god… no wonder she took a long time to get out of the bathroom after lunch…, Karlie said as she was in shock about Buffy's eating disorder.

-          But… I want to know why she didn't told me about it. She usually tells me everything wither is something good or not..., Steve wondered to myself.

  Chapter 36