Chapter 7
Ever
since that day, I didn’t give a damn to anything anymore, beside my cousin
Bobby. I felt the scars were fill up with poison and intoxicate my body and into
my blood veins. For the first time, I never felt so piss off and angry at
anything in my life. More and more, I started to hang out with my cousin and his
crew in downtown Montreal, smoking and doing some shit. When I get home around
3am or 4am, I got some shit throwing by my folks and for my surprise, they
didn’t even realized that I was drunk or even stone for that matter, which was
cool for my sake. I just let them yapping and when I’m tired of hearing then,
I just walk away and slammed my bedroom door on their faces. Since I knew that
Lee-Anne was coming to see me for 3 days, I had to clean up my acts as soon as
possible.
Those 3 days passed by so fast and my old routine kick back in so easily. I kept
on doing non-stop till the end of my grade 11th. There was nothing new going and
it was basically the same thing. Beside that I was the bulliest and the bitchier
girl in school. In most of my classes, I got suspended for the period and while
I got nothing to do. I either go near the river or smoke a baggy or either made
graffitist on the school walls and lockers. When the principal called at my
dad’s work, it was basically a routine phone calls to him.
My crew at school started to realized that my attitude towards life had change a
lot since the summer. I got more fights with the teachers, beat up students for
certain reasons and got them to the hospital. Even smacks a girl’s sulk to the
locker after calling me a fucking whore. They never though that I could be the
same “Angela” who couldn’t able to some shit like that or even be so mean.
Well it seem that they don’t know the REAL Angela laying beneath the angelic
face. No one never though that I could pass my grade 11th with my new kind of
attitude and yet again, I had prove them wrong. I had pass with a average of 78%
and I got to say that NONE of them believe in me that I can make it no matter
what kind of attitude I have or who I turned out to be.
Ever since I started acting that way, no one would even dare to approach me.
When I saw Ricky at school one day with his new girlfriend, it made me sick
since she looked like a hooker that he pick up from Ste-Catherine Street from
downtown Montreal. He was in the parking lot, while I was sitting inside my car,
on the driver seat while blasting off one of the song from “Fantoma”, while
they were some hot skaters hanging hear my car doing their stunts. I knew that I
made some head turn around and got disgusting looks towards me from the
“Latinos Crew”, but all I send out was my middle finger.
While I was smoking my weed, just looking at her face full of scars zit, made my
weed taste like shit. She sent me disgust looks on her face, while I was popping
a gum in my mouth, and even my fave gum taste like shit while I was looking at
her. She made Ricky’s face turned towards hers and they were in a total
make-out session that I almost puke. Believe me if you could see her face, you
wish you were blind! One of my close friend, Julien who was in the car with me
and saw what happen, dared me to up to Ricky and told the girl off in front of
his face.
I asked him what it would be in for me if I would do it and he promised me a
kind of night with him that I always wanted since last year. Just looking in his
brown eyes and “shaggy” hair, it was so temping! I lower again towards his
ears and whispered “I’m in hot stuff. Better get your boys ready for
tonight…” and I got out of the car.
I walked up towards the others and stood next to Ricky. It took a while for me
to recognized me, since I had change so much. We gave each other a hug and he
asked me how I been doing. I answered him while looking at his girlfriend who
was sending me menacing looks. I turned towards Julien, who was smiling and
sticking out his tongue, which was quite tempting for my sake. I turned back
towards Ricky who was smiling, and before I could say anything, Katherine
(that’s what Ricky call IT!) jumped in front of me and started yapping and
yelling. Since my head wasn’t on hearing a whore yapping, I had to shut her up
somehow.
I took her by the shoulder, lift up my right knee and kick her at the stomach,
before she could fell on the ground, couching and crying. I looked at her
wondering what kind of bitch she was. I said to myself, “No wonder everyone
said that girls are weak. Look at her!”. I looked up and standing in front of
me was Ricky, with a confusing but yet a concern look on his face. Just by
looking at his face, I knew what it means, wondering what had happen to me…
like everyone else.
Before Ricky could check up with his so-called girl, I putted my feet on both of
her side, lower myself to face her as she turned around and all that came out of
my mouth were “You had made the biggest mistake of your life for messing with
me hoe. Cause once you stepped into my territory and I hate your face at the
same time, you just sign your death warrant. Make sure to sleep with a eye open,
cause you never know what could happen to you, once I track you down and make me
your biggest nightmare, till the day you DIE!”. Before I walked away, I spit
on her face and lighted up my smoke.
I didn’t care what the others behind me were saying or even thinking, I just
continued walked towards my car, seeing Julian sitting on the passenger’s
seat, while smoking his cigarette also. I stepped into the driver’s seat,
turned up the engine and turned to him “Want to play hooky on for the next to
period? I have 2 bullshit classes and the teacher won’t even notice I’m
absence.” Julian just shook his head and before you know it, there was only
the sound of my tires as I took off.