| November 14th 2002 Dream I am with this person who seems very important to me and those around me. He is very loved by myself and the others, almost to the point of him being famous. We were in a house and we were moving things to another location. This famous person had gone down to the basement/carport to move some thing by himself and I asked him to please wait for the others to help, he refused. I heard an awful racket and then I ran to where he was but a man and woman stopped me, they were knealing over him and he was unconcious. I realized in my mind that he had had a seizure. I went about my work and I was very concerned for him but knew that he was ok. He rejoined me later to help. I seemed to adore this person, as did others around me. I felted honored that he had chosen to help me personally. He was young, around mid twenties, tall, athletic build, he had wavy dark hair and light colored eyes. He was very handsome. We were moving things out of the bedroom and he again, returned to the basement/carport to move something. I told him that I would join him and he refused. I knew that there was a headboard set with inlaid stained glass pieces (roses). He turned and left me at the top of the entrance to the basement/carport. I could just barely see the headboard. I turned and then I heard an awful noise of glass breaking and then rattleing. The man and woman (whom I assume were his parents) were there again and they barred my way to go help him. They told me not to go down there. I briefly saw him, he lay on the ground with his head upon a white material, an EMT worker in white heald his head in his/her lap and I could see a lot of blood around him. I knew that he had had another seizure and that he had somehow cut himself on the glass and died. I start wailing, screaming out load without truly shedding tears. I felt as if I had been ripped apart. Everyone around me started screaming as well. We shared this horrible grief. I ran outside and ran back the way that he and I had come to this house. It was a grassy trail with strange flowers in the middle. I am now in a bedroom or something with other people and we had taken our children to school. My mind was with our children. My husband was with me and other people. I felt an awful feeling and then looked to my right and in the same instance the radio and tv and cell phone started scrambleing. I saw a oragne/red flare up in the sky and it had a long tail behind it. I watched it cross over us and head to my left, then through a fog that was around it I saw fighter jets and they were attempting to shoot it down or something. Then there was a bright flash. I awaken in the dream and I know that something has happened in the world, very disaterous. I had my children with me and my husband. We were packing were not ours, they belong to people who left things behind. We traveled to another home. There I asked if I could use someone's cell phone to call my relatives in NY, he looked at me saddly and informed me that they were no longer there. I didn't understand and tried to explain to him where they were and he still informed me that no one was left there, that they were all gone. I started grieving again for those that I had lost there. I also asked about people in California and he said again that they were gone. Everyone from Canada, everything bordering it, NY and the west coast was gone. I though about Dugal and what he was doing now and that I really needed him right now.I am outside in a different place now, outside a trailer, worn down and old.Inside are my two brother whom I have not seen for 25 years as of Nov. 19th. I could see them through the window. I was with another gil and I, myself was in a child's body but with my adult mind. I was instructing this girl in something. My step-father, who had stolen my brothers and abandoned me 25 years ago, walked out from behind the trailer behind me. He was tring to tell me to do something and I refused and he got angry. I told him that he had given up his right to boss me around when he left me at the babysitters house 25 years ago. The next thing I know I was helping this girl gather toys in the yard. We were seperating them for ourselves and the boys inside. The boys seemed desperate to join us outside. We opened the window and pulled the boys out. Then my husband and I walked around the trailer to where my mother was on the ground working on something, trying to fix it. To her right was another trailer and under the front of the trailer was a large fan and it was upside down facing the ground and blowing a white fog up. She asked me if I liked that fan and if so we would get that one for the house. I shook my head and left her.I am now on the porch of a house that I have dreamed about often, it's an old house with a garage to the left of it. We were on the porch and there was a little dog there. We went in and there was some of my family. I was waiting with them for something. We were enjoying our time together. Then some of the older women left and I went to the kitchen and got some pills that the women had left behind and I put them away. The man and woman who was with the famous man were there again and they were comforting me and those around me. that's the end |
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