quick points:
a) The only real problems I have w/ the election is this whole moral argument. When we choose our leaders based on our religeos views we are screwed. New Flash: You know who else does that...the terroist. We are supposed to be intelligent and select the best leader. If you voted bush because you really believe his ass is going to do a good job, then as demented as you are thats fine w/ me. But if you over look everything else and simply say you are going to go w/ the guy that is pro-life or the guy who is against gay mairriage then that is wrong. Voting bush is not the christian thing to do and infact your faith shouldn't determine our leader. It is a very scary thought how easily the public was swayed. I suspect these are the same dumbasses who caused the 'Passion" to sell 300 million at the box office.
B) People bought that Reagonemoics Bullshit. Lets give more money to the rich and that will in turn trickle down to the poor. What the fuck!! Making rich people richer does not help the poor. In a million years you tell me if that makes any goddamn sense. Fucking idiot Bush.
Lets stick to the personal aspect on this one...the issues will be there to discuss as always.
No, I haven't found the love of my life yet. Honestly, most of the time it drives me crazy. But right now I don't give a fuck. I can't believe I've become the person I used to critisize. I see a woman, and there is no spark other than to wonder the color of her panties if she's wearing any at all. Is this normal. Have I become the objectifier of women. Me? I never saw myself as becoming that. In my defense, as Dave Chapel said chivalry is dead and women killed it. The only time I get truely amazed by a woman is when she is intelligent enough to carry on a conversation. What I wouldn't give for a beautiful woman who actually watched the news. Is that too much to ask for. Where are they? There has to be an intelligent woman out there somewhere. At the risk of sounding like a complete arrogant ass I have begun to believe that looks are not the problem. After my spout with my apendix, what great timing that was, I have recommited myself to health. I bitched up and got the 24hr fitness membership. I like it for the most part. I get my workout on. Thank god Jill doesn't work there or that would be hella weird. I'm trying to keep a diet racket so i can track my progress. I have pics if i can figure out how this thing works. My point is, maybe there is something else about me. I'm not formed from the same mold as everyone else. The wheels in my head don't turn like they do in other peoples head. The more I think about it, I realize I don't know so much as what I want, as much as what I like. Are they the same thing? For shits sake, I like getting laid, but is that what I want. I want to have someone to hold and to call my own and to share all the happy times with, but is that what I like. I can just as easily stay in and play madden for 3 hours straight. How many chicks will dig that. <sigh> Maybe I just want what others have. Life gets hard going at it alone. But what the fuck....I'm still young and got my life ahead of me. No kids, no wife, no record, and a couple of years away from finishing my degree. I should focus on the positive more. Regardless, she is out there. I can picture her now....beautiful, perfectly round c cups but soft enough to squeeze top hat nipples. Nice curvy figue, big round apple ass. Long dark rich hair. Skin that feels like soft glass. If you don't know what soft glass feels like then you've never been in love. AND SHE CAN FUCKING COOK!!!!!!!! Patience comes to those who waite some folks say.
So why and how the hell am I sitll broke....
I would like to start by making it very clear I do not regret leaving Costco. I may still be broke, but i'm not miserable...ehhh...well....at least I don't have to put up stupid people...ehhh....fuck. Anyway, fuck costco I hate that store. 3 days laying up in a hospital w/ no insurance will rack up quite a bill. I plan on paying those people sooner or later. What the hell am I supposed to do. The healthcare in this country is so fucked up, but thats another day. I completed my degree, the associates in CAD. Very proud of myself. Unfortunetly a Job still hasn't been in the cards. Man if I could only land some of those that i have interviewed for. 15/hr-40hrs a week. thats about 5 hundred a week after taxes. That would be so sweet. I could afford NFL suday ticket. How sweet would that be. I could afford 2 cases of beer a week and no more ramen noodle for me. I guess I'm only dreaming. So, continuing on with the master plan, I have decided to push my efforts to complete my BA in engineering at UTA. Yes thats right boys and girls, I will be returning in the spring, not the fall. Have no choice really. I can't waste time doing nothing. I'm better off w/ the security of school and working towards something. Along w/ what I've accomplished it will put me in a much better position to make some serious cheddar. I'm a huge dreamer, the world is mine for the taking. But make no mistake about it i'm all about getting payed. It is all for the best. I'll have a lot of fun, get drunk a lot more often, and be surrounded by a lot more ass. Not that i'll get any.
Looking towards the future....
Mavs will win it all, cowboys will still stink, rangers win the series next year. You heard it from me.
Nick is going back to Iraq after the new year. Man, the niggers, spics, and wetbacks fighing for the rich white mans money. Nothing changes. Poor people fighting a rich mans war. Ontop of 4 more years of GW. Didn't have a job when he got re-elected, lets see if anything changes. Day by day I live on. Maybe tomorrow will be the first day or forever. Won't that be nice.
