March
24, 2004
"Ursaila, di?"
"Buddi's out playing right now, I
told him i would watch you while he went and had some fun for a bit."
"I ant Di." the toddler started
whimpering tears starting to show,
"Now stop that, lets find us
something to do while he's gone."
"No I ant Di!" "Sorry
Buddi' not coming back for a bit>" Chace let out an ear piercing scream
that sent Grubbi
"Chace that’s enough" Ursa
scolded walking with him. She tried everything, "Grubbi help me he's been
doing this for over an hour, I don't want to take Buddi's play from him what
should I do?
"Buddi never got this bad did he?
Grubbi chuckled, "no...he was a lot
worse." he sighed, "try and get him to play or something...Buddi's
been working hard with this cub...he deserves a break
"I've tried he's thrown everything
I've given him. You take him for while, Grubbi
Grubbi held his arms up, "sorry...I
gotta go get some more herbs or we’ll be low when cold season hits
Who else can handle him for the time being
I need to have a break myself"
give him to Gritty
Why didn't I think of that?"
"Here Gritty." Ursa said
dropping the kid in his lap, "Have fun."
gritty said, "hey! why me?"
Your the only one left, I need a break and
so did buddi, and Grubbi's busy, And there’s no way I'm leaving him with Ryo
gritty sighed and looked at the cub in his
lap, "You're just getting passed around like a sack, aren't ya?" the
cub did nothing but cry saying "Di"
Buddi'll be back to play soon
"I ant Di"
Gritty handing him a toy but only got it
thrown back at him as a well loud No!
gritty sighed, "you want to make
Buddi something?"
Chace looked at him a gain but waddled off
gritty followed, "where you
going?"
he waddled back into his own room managing
to pull the bag down
getting into it he managed to pull out a
pacifier and put it into his mouth
the reached up to Gritty
gritty chuckled and scooped the cub up,
"aren't you clever
Chace curled up into Griity's arm
gritti chuckled and just supported the cub
closing his eyes Chace fell asleep
Gritti was baffled but he didn't reject
it.
As soon as Gritty tried to put him down,
but Chace started to cry
again
gritti scooped the cub back up again,
swiftly'
Chace curled back into him and started to
fall asleep but said ock
Gritti blinked, 'baffled,
"'Ock?" he didn't know baby talk. Ursa had always had to translate
Buddi's for him
Chace started top whimper, Ock! Chace said
again a little louder
gritti was desperate and glancing about,
decided to try the rocking chair. Ursa and buddi did that with this kid a lot
Chace stopped and settled again
gritti chuckled, "so THAT'S what you
meant
"So thats where you to ran off
to" Ursa said walking into the room
"Its a good look for you you
gritti looked up at her with a
"don't-say-a-word" look
"Oh i'm not
he jsut glared at her and asked, "how
do you understand this talk anyway? it's like he's speaking Greek
"You just guess at times, why don't
you lay him in his is crib caus ehe screams if I put him down
so you and Buddi have the same effect on
him?
he looked up, "what/"
"He only stops crying with Buddi and
i see with you," Say where did you get that thing he's got in his mouth?
I didn't...ghe went into his bag and got
it himself
He couldn't have done that he's only a
year old
well..he did
Ursa just smiled and walked off saying
Buddi would be backing a couple hours
gritti calls, "good
"Why don't you like this?"
After bit Buddi walked in "I'm
back,"
buddi looked around and finally found
gritti still in the same position, "gritti...what are you doing?"
"He wouldn't sleep without me holding
him
buddi just smiled, "I coulda told you
that.
well i had to figure that out the hard way
buddi just smiled, "I take it he
screamed like a banshee?"
worse
kept sating Di
buddi winces, "I wish he could say my
full name
It'll come in times
buddi glares at gritti, "Please tell
me I didn't call YOU guys something that bad
you called me itty
oh sweet gum ,don't tell me that
you called Ursa sa
did not
"yes you did Buddi it was always
Mamma Sa" Ursa said walking in
buddi turns blood red, "don't tell m
ethat
Chace choose then to wake and start to
wail again
buddi took the cub outta gritti's arms
and the cub quit. and started babbling a
mile a minute to Buddi
buddi just laughed, his eyes clearly
stating he udnerstood every word Chace was saying
"well what did he say?
buddi jsut grinned at Gritti, "Learn
to talk his language, Gritty"
Gritty rolled his eyes, well then what did
he just tell you
budid jsut laughed and ran out,
Seeing buddi was in the room, Chace
started to climb on the bookshelf or trying, he fell onto him backside, and was
fine until Buddi said something then burst into tears
buddi blinked, completely baffled
"Just pick him up Buddi"
budid whirled around
Ursa walked in, "Just pick him up,
thats what he's wanting you to do, but if I were you i would tell him no to
climbing on the bookshelfs
buddi just nodded and did as she
recommended and then blushedm "How do you know all this, Mama?"
you don't think when you fell you did
that? you never tried to climb the bookshelves though
buddi blushes a deeper red
the cub curled into Buddi feeling safe,
then looked at him saying ottle
buddi caught on quickly, understanding and
slipped a fresh bottle into the cub's mouth
"Buddi I have to say your oretty good
at all this baby stuff, I'm proud of you."buddi turned to her, shocked,
"really?"
"Yes you've figured out everything
without me having to say athing, Plus you've never had to be told, so you know
i can take some of the responsiblity on your hands
buddi blinked at her again,still stunned
by all this and
"Why are you so shocked?
he shrugs, "i dunno...you don't
praise me a lot
"I don't?
no...you don't...not a lot
"I'm sorry Buddi, I think I'll have
to start, she looked at the sun a second, "It's time for training why not
take him outside with us as well he can watch
budid didn't reject but nodded although he
still wasn't looking forward to it, he didn't complain
a little bit into it, Ursa had to cover
her mouth to keep from laughing
buddi turned, "what?"
"Look at Chace." Chace was
mimicking Buddi's every move
"I Di!"
buddi turned blood red, "I didn't do
that to you, did I?"
"No, not like that!"
good..." buddi looked at Chace, completely
baffled and ina way, flattered
He watch Chace run up to the area that
Buddi was and picked up an arrow and started to try to throw the arrow as if it
was a spear
buddi eeped at this now and looked at Ursa
with a "Now what" expression
well do you want him doing that?
no...
"Well do something that might get him
to stop
buuddi glares at her, "I'm not
spanking him...forget that
Well I am Buddi he can hurt himself she
said starting over towards the toddler
buddi grabbed Ursa's arm, "No!"
"Buddi he could get hurt."
so take it away but don't hit him
alright you do it then tell him no, and
tell him he's going to a corner then
buddi glared a ther, "fine
"Your going to have to spank him at
some point
though
No, I won't
Ursa just sighed and told him to do with
Chace what he was going to do
buddi wasted no time in doing it,
snatching the arrow away, telling him firmly no and carrying him inside
a little bit later that night buddi was
sitting on his bed working with something when Chace walked in
buddi turned a page in the book, reading
over some notes Ursa told him to look over
the child started to crawl up the side of
the nightstand and leaning over the side
"Pretty.' he said looking at the
flame in the oil lamp just as soon as he did the lamp fell over
into Buddi's lap
Buddi was absorbed in his reading and
didn't notice until the fire spread. He screamed as loud as he ever had in both
panic and pain
"What's going on in,... Holy,....
GRUBBI GET IN HERE BUDDI!"
buddi screamed, in a panic, batting at the
fire
Ursa yelled smothering the firer
buddi immediately burst into tears, in
pain and a mild state of shock'
"GRUBBI GET YOUR ASS IN HERE AND HELP
HIM!
grubbi tore intot he room, "Ursa
what's-BUDDI! Ursa what the hell happened>?
"I have know idea, but help him, fix
his legs! do something he's hurting , Grubbi why are you just standing ther do
something!"
grubib said sternly, "YOU calm
down." he rushed to buddi, pulling the cub out into the brighter light.
all the cub's lower legs were red and black as was up to his hips. he was
screaming "Fycan!" with a passionm
"I'm here, can you tell me what
happened?"
Buddi just pointed, where Chace was
sitting on the ground, by the bed with a stunned and frightened look
"how did he do this?
climbing the nightstand..." Grubbi
looked at Ursa, "I'll be right back."
Ursa walked over and pulled Chace up and
pulled him to both the nightstand and to Buddi, "Look at what you did
Chace Cullen." She said as she gave his backside a couple of smacks,,
"NO! NO NO" She said standing him in a corner. then headed back over
to buddi. "You alright?"
buddi cried, without shame..."I
hurt...
"i know baby, I know Grubbi will be
back in a minute
with something to fix it
grubib came back in, a kit in hand and
started cutting the cub's clothing off, to see the burns. Underneath the
clothing, the fur had been scorched off and the skin turned black
Ursa's mouth dropped compleatly
buddi screamed at the mere touch of
grubbi's fingers, despite the fact he was being as gentle as possible
Ursa held onto buddi tightly to hold him
still and to sooth at the same time
grubbi looked over the burns, seriously
and then winced himself, turnign his head away for a moment
"Grubbi do something make him stop
hurting!"
I'm trying, Ursa. His worst burns
are...well, here." He gestured to the area, not about to say it
oh my gosh! Grubbi can't you knock him out
to help him ease the pain a bit
he shook his head, "not yet. In a few
minutes, yes. I need to look ver andmark all the burns before I admit him to
sick bay.
Well hurry! Damit!
*figured she'd be speaking this way*
Grubbi looked at her, "Ursa...your
panic isn't helping buddi
"Well look at him! He's hurt serously
I know." grubbi took out a pad and
wrote down things quickly, "third degree on the upper thighs and upward.
the rest are serious second degree. Pick him up and bring him down to sick bay.
I'm gonna go get things ready." Buddi looked to ursa as grubbi ran off,
"Fyca...I hurt...I hurt! Make it stop, Fyca!
Ursa nodded and started soothing Buddi
then telling Chace to stay there
budid just howled at the top of his lung
at the slightest touch,
Grubbi walked over with an herb his hand
after breaking it waved it under the cub' nose to make him sleep to make it
easyer on Buddi
buddi's eyes slowly drooped and he fell
into a sleep as grubbi gestured ursa to take the cub and set him on a table in
sick bay...a table that to Ursa looked preped for surgery
It's that bad Grubbi?
I have to do skin grafts
oh great, I'm going ot go tell Gritty to
keep an eye on the toddler I'll be right back
Grubbi nodded, and said, "close the
door, when you leave...I'm starting right away"
she nodded, "How soon can I get back
in here
you can come back in here but I don't want
anyone else in
Alright Ursa soon came back and sat at
buddi's head talking and cooing to him like he was a small infant againgrubbi
sighed as he cut away strips of skin which he just laid on the small tray.
hehad to cut a great deal off and took grafts from the cub's belly and buttocks
to cover his thighs. after about 4 hrs, he wrapped the wounds and told ursa the
cub would be waking up soon
she nodded
don't even bother getting me for dinner
tonight
grubbi left to sterile the tools and ursa
was snapped to reality by a shrill scream
"What was that?"
buddi came to again with the stinging
messages of pain from his lower half and opened his mouth and howled
"I know Baby, I know its all
over," ursa turned "Grubbi give him something for that pain
grubbi came over and fed the cub some
herbs fro the pain but told ursa they would take an hour to kick in. he
couldn't give an injection because of the injuries
what am i supose to do for an hour?
be a mother.
Ursa sat there talking and trying to sooth
Buddi the best she could until the pain medicine kicked in
buddi jsut looked at her and switched to
Babric, something he rarely did: "<Mommy, I hurt...I hurt so much. Make
it stop. I want it to stop!>"
"the herb will kickin shortly,"
an just as she said that they started to take effect
buddi just whimpered and laid down, unable
to find a comfortable position but beign forced into sleep quickly
Ursa stayed beside him through that time,
she noticed a little yellow hear sticking out from the door, "i orry,
Di" Chace said the best he could.
buddi was fast asleep and made no answer
but his grip on ursa's hand tightened a bit
Chace looked at Ursa hoping for a reply
while this went on, grubbi came over to
the sleeping cub and gently unwrapped his wounds, wiping them down with an
herbal cream before putting fresh bandages on them*
"Chace you don't climb do you see why
now?" Chace nodded, Showing he was smarter than a normal cub his age not
as advanced as Buddi was but close enough.
"I urt," he said looking at
Buddi, then looked at Grubbi
watching
Grubib nodded, "He'll be all right
but he's gonna hurt a lot for a few months." to ursa, grubbi said, "I
want him in sikc bay for at least two weeks to make sure no infections spring
up
she nodded, Chace looked at Grubbi I
elp?"
Grubbi shook his head, "no, you need
to go back to your room. Buddi needs to be with his Mama for now
Chace looked at him and started to cry I
ay if Di (I stay with Buddi)
No, Chace. You don't. You can stay in your
room or we can send you home
Grubbi looked at Chace sternly, "You
can either stay in your room or we can send you to your Aunt Ulisa's
"Arry me ack?"
Grubib sighed, "gritti can." he
pointed to the black gummi in the doorway. "I have to stay with Buddi
Chace ran to Gritty and openes his arms
saying up
Gritti scooped the cub up and just looked
at ursa, with a worried and questioning look
*yeah I made him smart*
"he'll be alright, sore for awhile,
and stays here for a bit, but Chace is to go back to his room
Gritti merely nodded and walked out.
Grubbi looked at Ursa, "I'm gonna go get some dinner for you two. Buddi
needs to eat when he wakes up
I'm not hungry Grubbi so don't worry about
me
well, you'll have better luck getting
buddi to eat if you eat too
fine a little toast but thats it
grubib just nodded and walked out, leaving
mother and son alone
not to long after he woke up, "How
you feeling Baby?"
buddi whimpered, "I hurt...I'm
hungry...and I gotta go to the bathroom"
"Uh Grubbi come here we have a
problem
grubbi came in, setting the tray down,
"what?"
'how's he supose to well you know, he's
burned there remember
grubbi nodded, "We can do it two
ways, you can just support him or i can give him something where he doesn't
have to move....mothr's choice this time, not patient's
give him the something he doesn't have to
move
grubbi nodded and pulled Ursa aside,
"I can either attach something to him(like that actual medical thing you
told me about) or I can..." he grinned sheepishly, searching for the word,
"well, would you feel comfortable changing diapers again?"
Attach something to him I've already got
another set of diapers to change while Chace is here
Grubbi nodded, "If yer sure...I'll
have to put him through surgery again
she nodded just do it
Grubbi merely nodded, "It'll be
temporary. let me ready my tools...you tell him what's going on."
okay" Ursa walked over to Buddi and
told him what was going to happen
budid blinked, "mama...not that!
Don't put me through that
"its either that or diapers"
buddi pouts, "I don't want either...
"you don't have a choice Grubbi's
getting everything together
but everything already hurts down there!
I know but you need to have this done
buddi just starts crying, out of fear of
pain more than embarrassment
It's not going to hurt you Buddi
"Grubbi lets get this done!"
grubbi comes over, herbs in hand and moves
the cub over to the table again. buddi is ahking, visibly and looks at ursa
Eat it
say what?
eat it
buddi obeys but grabs ursa's hand
it's going to be alright
budid just nods and falls intoa sleep and grubbi gets the process done
quickly
Ursa sitting beside Buddi when he wakes
this time
budid groans at the groggy feeling of the
herbs wearing off
"how do you feel now
he groans, "I still hurt...:
i know but here eat this
what is it?" *he is still kinda out
of it*
"Your dinner
not hungry
"you need to eat
but i still feel really weird...I don't
have an appetite
try to eat anyways buddi sighs but does so
if only to please her and then saysm "can you hold me mama?" she
looked to Grubbi to see if she could
he says, "be gentle and careful
she nodded and lifted him into his lap,
and started to feed him as if he was younger again
buddi jus tlaid agaisnt her chest and ate
this way, not very enthusiastically but he ate
thats better, as he ate, Chace poked back
in looking at Buddi
buddi looked at Ursa and said,
"Mama...I'lm like naked from the waist down
Thats alright, "Di better?
buddi turns red when he sees chace and
buries his face
Chace walked over to Buddi and Ursa
I orry Di"
buddi just noded but didn;t say anything
Chace then sat down on the floor beside
the bed, and Ursa's chair watching
buddi didn't acknowledge the cub very
much, being in pain, he turned clingy so all his attention was on Ursa later
when Ursa had gone to check on Buddi when he was a sleep, she noticed that
Chace had cuddled up beside him and had also to fall a sleep