July 29, 2003

 

 

I pulled the horses to a stop, and went about setting up a camp for us. We were going to spend the day just resting. After almost three days of none I needed it. I unhitched the tired animals and gave them their well earned oats, and gave them some water. Then set up the tent and baby's basket. I had Darlita help me carry the younger ones into the tent.

Skyla did her famous wake up call, landing knee first into my side.

"You’re going to have to stop doing that! You're going to hurt someone one of these times!" I scolded. I was tired and now sore.

""Sky, go back and lay down!” You stay there until I tell you to get up." Skyla nodded. Knowing that she was close to trouble at this moment.

I told her taking her back to her bed, and laying her back down.

I managed to get at least three more hours of sleep, When I looked over, I seen that both Darlita, and Bliss were us, Shanda and Sky were talking to each other, in their own way.

"Girls, you can go outside now, if you'd like." I said getting out of bed.

After a quick meal I told the girls to make sure that they got themselves cleaned up a bit, that we were going into town. We hitched up one of the horses, and piled on; I decided to go ahead and take the cart with us and get crates delivered.

It was fun watching those kids with their mouths dropped open as we headed into town.

"Stick with me." I instructed as we headed into one of the shops. This one sold different foods, I told the clerk of the goods that they were out there in my cart, he gladly took a few, and the others are where I would set up the others to sell on my own.

"Girls, pick out some candy that you can share."

I thought I had seen her,

"Ulisa," I called the woman had about six or seven little ones with her. But I guess she didn't see me. And walked out.

"You guys pick what you want?" They all nodded. I handed it to the clerk and paid for it. 

"Let’s get the stand set up." I showed them how to set the jars on the table so that they looked nice and people would want to buy them.

I looked up just as Shanda and Skyla started across the street.

"Hold it you two!" I said raising my voice, walking over to them.

"First of all this is not like at home, you have to stay by me you can get lost easily or someone might try to take you. Second, you are NOT permitted to cross ANY street without me or Darlita is that understood? I know you didn't know that but I want you girls to both sit. I put one at on side of the cart, and the other at the other side so they couldn’t look at each other.

"Either of you get up before I say, you'll both be sorry, do you understand me?"

"Yes Mamma," Skyla said as Shanda nodded her head.

"Good." I headed back to my table and sat. I hate it when I scold them, they mostly do things out of fun and they don't realize what they do can harm them. After a few minutes, I was sure that they understood me; I let them up and let them play. Up and down the street, not so far that I couldn't see them though. They made sure they were listening. Not wanting to upset me.

 

I felt a tug on my leg. I looked down to see Bliss pulling herself up.

"Well, hello Baby!" I said pulling her up onto my lap. Kissing her forehead at the same time. She squealed in delight as I talked and played with her.

"Did you want to talk to your Mamma?" I asked her. I looked up as Darlita shouted at me. The both little girls had taken off on me.

I handed Bliss to Dar, telling her to sit with the goods, I'd be back.

I found the two down the street. Shanda backed up seeing me angry.

"Shanda get over here right now!" I told her as calmly as I could. "You too, Skyla." Sky shook her head.

"I thought I told you to stay with me!" I scolded, "You scared me to death, what were you doing?" I took both by the writs and headed back to the stand.

"I'll take care of this when we get to the camp you two, for now just sit." I told them, sticking them up in the wagon. "Neither of you are getting up for the rest of the time. I'll tell you something else as well. We are not going to be like this the whole time. I will not put up with it!" Both children backed up and stayed quiet. They looked into my eyes knowing that I wasn't joking. Stay put. I did take care of it when we got back to the camp we were staying at. I also decided to leave them back at the camp with Darlita tomorrow, and they were going to stay in their tent and they were to stay on their beds. I would just take Bliss with me. I wanted them to learn their lesson well. The look Shanda gave me broke my heart, the tears in her eye made me feel horrible, but I new it was something that had to be done. But it didn't help the fact that I still felt bad when I went to bed. I always feel that way after I got after them. That night as Darlita and I laid down, I could hear Skyla still talking to Shanda. I sat up and looked over to them

"You two're supposed to be in bed. I grounded the both of you earlier. Now go to sleep before I punish you again!"  I said sharply. After that I didn't hear a sound out of either of them. I could have kicked myself for snapping at them like I did. I normally don't loose my temper. Not with the children at least. As I went to sleep the same tears that both my little girls wept, ran down my cheeks.

Back

 

Hosted by www.Geocities.ws

1