February
22, 2004
“Peace, sweetie I’m
going to take you to see a friend of mine so that she can make sure that no one
has been missing you and that if that’s the case then I will adopt you
alright.” The child nodded, and said
“No leave me?”
“No sweetie I’m not
going to leave you I’m going to help you. Now how about you get your clothing
on.” She sat there staring at me for a moment; I forgot that she still really
doesn’t know how to dress herself. After
helping her, I wrapped her in a blanket as well as her coat and took her to the
barn, putting her in the seat I told her that Cyanne was also coming so she
would feel better too. She nodded as the black and white child climbed into the
wagon. The two sat in the front with me.
It wasn’t long before Peace had to climb into my lap; some of the scars
were still visible. That’s when I noted that she was well a little damp,
finding out that she hadn’t learned anything before coming to me I had started
her on the older kid diaper things for
While trying to get
her to learn the other way.
“Alright little one
I understand,” I told her as I took care of that. She stared at me for a
moment,
“Don’t worry I’m not
going to do anything to you,”
“Mamma, who this
Ulisa?” Cyanne asked
“Remember the one
that came and seen you when you first came to my home?”
“The one who helped
kick the tails on those,…” I shushed her and said
“Yes that’s her. We
had agreed that we would meet at her home in the next dimension instead of
going into town.
She greeted me at
the door,
Ulisa smiled as she
opened the door.
"Hey there. Did
you bring your newest addition to meet me?" her eyes shined like dark
emeralds. Above all else, Ulisa loved children. One of her many Barbic
children, Honur stuck her head around her waist, anxious to see yet too nervous
to act.
“I sure did, Ulisa
this is Peace, I pointed to the one in sleeping in my arms. And you remember
this one right?” I pointed to the one beside me.
“That’s one of the
triplets”
Ulisa led Selena and
the children into her main hall, a room monstrous in size. She invited them to
sit down at the couch. Honur stayed close, still eyeing the fellow Barbic cub
with an air of awe and fear. She said nothing. Ulisa started,
"So, you just
wanna bring me up to date?" She pulled out a folder from her cabinets,
with the name Selena on the front. Inside, she had the records of all of
Selena's children, both officially and unofficially adopted. Pulling out a
blank sheet, she looked at Selena
“well I was putting laundry
outside the other day and Joy called over telling me to come and see what I
found, when I picked her up she was very hungry ate like she had never seen
food before ,she was in clothing that looked like they were nothing. And when I
had Joy go get me a blanket, she fell a sleep and stayed that way for awhile
like she hadn’t even slept in days. Cyanne said that she was in her unit in
that slave camp were we freed all those other children,”
Ulisa nodded,
jotting this down, her knuckles white at the mere memory of the slave camp. She
still couldn't believe that someone could do that to children. "Okay...got
her stats? Name, age, anything else I need to know?”
“Well she says her
name is Peace, and she’s nine, but I’m finding that she’s delayed several
years, her mental and physical development are way behind,” Just then the child
stirred and opened her eyes and looked around. Then back at me,
“Hi Peace you wake
up?” She nodded and smiled at me but then her face fell and she turned her
head,
“OH! Alright I
understand what your saying, Ulisa she needs the restroom.”
Ulisa smiles,
"No problem." setting the notebook down, she started to lead them
into a large room to the side. Turning to Selena's remaining children, she
called, "I have juice and fruit on the table if you want some."
opening the door, the three emerged into a circular room made of marble, silver
and glass. Ulisa blushed a bit at Selena's face, "I usually leave this
bathroom for guests."
Cyanne shook her
head,
“I want play.” I
followed Peace in to help her. When we came out
“That’s the other
part that she doesn’t know yet she’s never been potty trained, she’s starting
to get the hang of it already though. And reminded Cy to play quietly.
“Yes Mamma.”
Ulisa smiled, "You need some help?"
“No thanks I think
we’ve got it, she seems to get the hang of it I think at that moment Pease let
out a whimper and raised her arms back so that I’d pick her up.
“She really doesn’t
like to be down a lot wish I understand. She then looked at me then to Ulisa
and stretched her arms to her.
“Me” the child said
to her
Honur took a piece
of fruit and just sat, watching Cyanne play. The girl's attitude reminded her a
bit of her father. That always made her sad but she didn't want to bother
Ulisa. So, she just curled up and watched the girl dart around the room, which
thankfully, was devoid of breakables.
Peace climbed into
my friends arms and stared at her a moment then looked back at me and grinned.
Then leaned back into Ulisa again,
“Her, me.”
“I see that you like
that don’t you?” The child nodded and grinned more.
“I believe her
speech is also a bit delayed, to me it seems as if her level's back at about 1
years of age. We no nothing about her birth parents she says that she doesn’t
remember them. So I believe she’s been in that place awhile.”
Ulisa nodded,
"makes sense. That would explain the delays. With no parents to guide her
along, she probably took on the instinctive "survive" tactic."
She smiled at Peace. "But you are a sweet little thing." She tickled
her under her chin briefly. The girl smiled, giggled just a bit. Ulisa smiled.
"There should be supplies in there. I'm trying to start Lizzi on potty
training." She grimaced, "trying being the key word
“I understand that
one, I’ve got one that I’ll be starting that with myself before too long,” I
told her as we winced at a crash.
“I sorry Mamma, I
knocked that down.” I knelt to Cyanne’s level,
“Are you alright?” She
nodded and stood back up then yelled,
“I haven’t lost the
battle yet! They’ve got another thing coming!" I laughed a bit and told
the child to take it easy. I turned to
Ulisa
“Sorry about that
she gets a little wild at times.” I told her setting the stand back up
Ulisa just laughed,
"Don't worry about it. I raised six Barbic children and only _one_ wasn't
like that. Heck, Kati acted like that and she was born blind. It's a Barbic
thing.” Cyanne ran back over to us,
“We stay longer I
having fun! Well Cy, Ulisa’s got most the information that she needs so I don’t
think it will be long.” Walks over to Ulisa,
“I stay for a while
and play? She asked her looking at her with her blue eyes shinning and her
white patch visible. “You and Mamma just talk and let me play here!”
Ulisa chuckled,
"I don't mind Selena. My kids'll be glad to at least meet her. They're
finishing up their school lessons upstairs.
Cyanne made a face
and looked at her at hearing that
“School yuk!”
“Cyanne hates to
school for the fact she has to stay still”
“I fighter no
school!” then motioned for Ulisa to kneel down for a minute.
Ulisa did so, her
warrior guard up instantaneously, from instinct. Cyanne wrapped her arms around
her,
“Thank you. You
nice.” Then ran out into the main part of the room and started to act out an entire
battle by herself. I had to laugh
“I know she can wear
you out fast.”
Ulisa gave Selena a
raised eyebrow look, "this? My friend...she's easy...now _Kati_ was hard.
“That’s only cause
Peace is here, and a good threat of something else, she’s normally trying to
attack anything and anything that comes near her.” Just then Cyanne ram out of
the room and darted back,
“Mamma she got
strange box in that room with buttons.”
Ulisa looked at
Selena, "Again, I say....she's easy...you shoulda seen Kati. I might bring
her to meet you one day." Gazing at Cyanne, she smiled, "oh, the
TV?"
I nodded agreeing
that would be good.
Cyanne looked at
Ulisa,
“What a TV? Why you
have that?” Cyanne walked back in looking at it a little bit touching it
Ulisa smiled,
"A TV's a little machine that tells stories with pictures and sound. My
kids sometimes will watch it briefly, for about thirty minutes, before they go
to bed or go out to play.” Cyanne just looked at her confused and then at me.
“I never see this
before. She ran her fingers along the buttons, turning it on by mistake; Cyanne
jumped and flew behind us.
“Make it go away!
Mamma make it go away! It’s going to get me! The monster going to get me! That
thing I no like.”
Ulisa quickly
snapped it off. "<Little one, it won't get you...it's not real. It's a
machine, just like a stove or spinning wheel.>" Ulisa smiled, trying to
be reassuring. "And you don't have to like it...not all my kids like
it." On cue, Neari came flying down the stairs, decked in animal hide and
waving around a miniature version of a metal sword
Cyanne peeked around
slowly, glaring at the thing then, then at the child coming down
“You got sword? I
like swords too, I see? “Just then Peace called out
“Me.”
“You wanting to play
Peace?” She shook her head no, “Me!” She cried out. I stood trying to figure
out what she was telling me. I looked at Ulisa to see if she could figure it
out
Ulisa blinked, remembering a similar reaction
from Honur, "Peace...do you want me to have them take those things
away?" she nodded whimpering reaching back for me again, her eyes widened.
“Me, ME, Me,” She
cried out more burring her face. Revealing a large scar along the back of her
neck.
Ulisa turned to Neari,
"Neari, if you and Chyanne want to play with those, go play outside. Peace
doesn't like them" Neari nods and gestures Cyanne to follow her
Cyanne stopped a
moment,
“I Cyanne, Chyanne’s
my sister.” Then ran out behind. Peace
kept her face hidden enough that when Ulisa turned back she could see the
horrible scar.
Ulisa sighs,
"sorry...I can't tell you apart!" and she turned back to Peace.
Looking the scar over, she raised her eyes to Selena, "Sword scar...not
old but not fresh either...probably given to her in the camp"
“Probably why she’s
so scared of it.” I looked down to see that she was gazing back and forth at
us. And don’t worry. I get those three mixed up all the time. Then turned to
the child.
“Can Mamma show her
the other scars?” Peace slowly sits up so I can lift the back up there revealed
several other slashes and scars. Some more fresh then others though
Ulisa said softly,
"Peace, can I touch them...I promise I won't hurt you but I won't touch
them unless you say I can. Can I?" Peace just stares for a moment then
slowly goes to her, nodding,
“There’s more on her
legs too, mostly the backs. There’s also what look like old burn scars there as
well. From what I couldn’t tell you
Peace looked like
she wanted to cry as one of them were being touched.
Ulisa nodded as she
gently ran her fingers over the scars. Doing so, she muttered,
"sword...about 3 years old, dagger, about 1 year, sword...sword...sword.
These last three are fresh, probably not even a week old." Kneeling down,
she gently looked over the burns, "these were made with a torch. This one
with a hot coal." Catching Selena's look, she said, "Part of a Barbic
warrior's training." Looking up at Peace, she asked, "does that hurt
still, she nodded then spoke
“Me go to new old go
bye bye. I bad. They hurt.” I looked up at Ulisa,
“You mean there are
more of these camps?” My heart was racing. A mile a minute.
“I want to check on
the rest of my kids, and tell the older ones to keep the younger ones inside so
that they don’t fall to that can I use the communicator?”
Ulisa nodded,
"By all means." turning to Peace, she said gently, "Sweetie, do
you want me to fix those up for you...so they don't hurt anymore?" She
nodded but turned seeing me head out the door, and let out an ear piercing cry,
“Peace, Mamma’s just
going in the other room a minute, I just want to tell Darcy something really
quick. The child’s screams kept going. I turned to Ulisa,
“Go ahead and do
what you need to with those, I’ll be there in a second.”
Ulisa nods and picked the child up and whispered
to her, "Your Mama is just gonna check on the other children. Let's get
those wounds fixed up." Trying an old tactic, she started to gently rub
the cub's temples, praying that the tactic worked on this child
Slowly the child put
her pinky in he mouth and closed her eyes. Whimpering a bit. Everything’s fine
Darcy knows what to do, if there's any trouble she’s going to get a hold of me
right away.
You need help with
her? Should I hold her or anything?”
Ulisa smiles and says, "Just hold her
hand. Tell her that this'll sting just a little but then when the sting goes
away the pain'll be gone.
Doing that I also
added in
I’m sorry I wish I could
have protected you little one, those guys will never hurt you again. As I spoke
to he the Peace woke and let out screams like mad and started to kick and
squirm a bit,
“I know Peace, I
know I told her trying to comfort her the best I could. She cried as hard as
she could while the stuff was being put on. I tried smoothing her hair down and
talking to her some more and then starting singing to her as I did the others
when they were either sick or injured. I looked at Ulisa to see how things were
going
Thinking for a
second I got an idea, Ulisa I’ve got an idea how to get her to hold still, hold
on a minute
Ulisa smiled,
"almost done. The worst is over. Trust me, I know how that stuff stings. I
need to put some stitches in some of these wounds."
“Let me go get
Cyanne, she’s got this calming effect on Peace let me get her before you do
that”
“Okay”
Cyanne walked over
to the girl and sure enough the fighting stopped, she looked at the child and
they started talking using words that neither one of us understood,
“I think it's their
own thing, they do this all the time and Peace will settle and let anything
happen
As if to prove it,
the child relaxed enough and never made a noise while the stitches were being
put in.
Ulisa added colorful
bandages, to keep the stitches from being ripped out and said, "That
should do it"
Thanking her I told
her that I really didn’t feel to comfortable leaving the other children alone
like that right now knowing that those things are out there, and that we should
be heading back.
Mamma we have to? I
having fun” Cyanne looked at Ulisa to see what she'd say Ulisa smiled,
"Sorry sweetie but your Mama's right. We don't want any of you other kids
have to go through this either again or for the first time. But maybe your Mama
can arrange for you all to come over sometime
Tears welled up in
her eyes, and she glared at me.
“No Fair! I want to
stay!”
Cyanne, I’m sorry
now get your stuff and come on.” I told her picking up a sleeping Peace. She
shook her head
No!”
“Cyanne, please
don’t start this, get out to the wagon.”
She shook her head and ran out of the room,
“Can you hold this
one a second; I have to get the other
Ulisa nodded, taking
the child gently, knowing first hand how trying children could be
Taking hold of a now sniffling Cyanne in one
hand, I headed back to Ulisa to gather Peace back into my arms, telling Cyanne
to stay here; she glared at me but followed as I walked out. I place Peace on
my side for a moment and started to head for Cyanne again who started running
again.
Cyanne Walker you
get back here right now, and get in there.”
“Me” Peace started
to whimper at the same time,” I looked to both my daughters, trying to figure
out what to do. Ulisa walked out, looked at Cyanne and said, not unkindly but
sternly, "Cyanne, listen to your mother. Part of the training of a Barbic
solider is to listen
“I want to stay here
and play”
“Cyanne, if you do
not back here right now you aren’t going to come with me when I go somewhere
for awhile, and you’ll get another spanking. Now Come on!” Cyanne shook her
head and ran behind Ulisa saying, "No I stay here." Ulisa looked down
at Cyanne, giving her a glance quite similar to Ursa's. No Barbic cub she knew
dared challenge that glance and Cyanne was no different. "You can come and
play some other time." but I want to play Ulisa, mamma mean she make me go
home early I gave Ulisa the go head nod as I was calming Peace.
I know you want to play but think of it this
way: if I know when you're coming back then we can have more fun because I have
more time to plan. And if you're good for you Mama I might train you a bit when
you come back, how's that?
Really?
If you're good and
that means listening to your Mama. I do that, I guess. Timmy get to go train
with Ursa, mamma won't let me do that, says I'm too little but I'm big enough
but I go now I gave her that how do you do that look
She never listens to
me... What?”
I see that's why
that seemed familiar then, "Well we better get going, I'll talk to you
later, You coming our way to get her stitches removed?”
I will thanks, I
said clicking to the horses in front of me Thanks again.
Ulisa smiled and
waved after them, "no problem..."