How long can you wait
for a spirit, child?
Why are you sitting
here as the winds whip your face, leaving smart lines like traces
of tears, and the cold freezes your blood and constricting your
breaths.
Do you not understand
that he left you for such relationship is impossible?
Has he not said that
you would be better without him and that it hurt him as much
to leave?
Even if your dont
mind his ghostly hands on your skin and his cold lips on yours,
they make you bleed not in flesh but in spirit.
Its such an imprudent
thought to believe love transgresses all else for the dead cannot
remain among the living.
You should stop thinking
about him and move on even if they mean leaving your soul behind
to writhe and burn like dry leaves.
A person is entitled
to love someone he chooses; yet he should make priority of his
being.
Are you afraid not
of death, of the day when there will be no warmth left in you,
and your flesh will rot slowly until there remains naught but
stark white bones?
Are love, passion,
desire, want and need so important that you disregard yourself?
Perhaps, there are
many things I do not understand for a human I am not.
I shall not say more
but bid your happiness and serenity in your own world.
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