two years


this is just a song about nothing
for it seems nothing is all i have
lost alone in a sea of darkness
swimming towards an unknown shore
nothing is exactly what i feel
love and loss with joy and sorrow
all in one horrific blend
and mashed together to form my soul

in these two years
what am i now
i do not know
i do not care
when all the good
in me is lost
what have i left
but a bare soul

how can such a beautiful thing
cause you such unending pain
the rose once neautiful in the sun
fades to thorns in the moons light
perhaps tis better to have loved the rose
only to be pierced by its thorns
for every moment of the scent
is worth an eternity of the pain

in these two years
what am i now
i do not know
i do not care
when all the good
in me is lost
what have i left
but a bare soul

and so my soul is surrounded by thorns
the sweet smell of the rose is gone
and only the memory remains
to ease the pain of piercing wounds
caged within my fragile body
my soul is bound in seas of sorrow
forever unable to release its grip
and feel the warmth of love again