just a strand of life


i see them sitting there
always together 
always happy
being with eachother
i dream this dream as all things pass
dancing in my darkened eyes
seeing past all things before me
when will this dream come to the light
the light of day where all things change
this wheel of time brings new horizons
the things i dream will never be
all that i want 
all that i see
will forever be lost to me
i cannot make my dreams appear
in the world which sits before me
idleing, its rolling by
caring nothing for what i am
smothered by a fear within
unable to let my dreams reach out
this fear it holds me in its grasp
slowly robbing me of my dreams
unable just to say hello
my life is lost in a darken soul
lost in the seas of loneliness
drowning in my own lost world
a world where i see all things pass
unable once to feel alive
away i have been for a time
shortly i did feel alive
taken from me all i know
about the world i made my own
trapped and lonely within myself
unable to be something im not
joining all the rest i see
my true self now seems so unclear
my mind adrift with longings and fears
of life and love and all i feel
i cannot seem to take a hold
feeling something ever there
a piece of the world that passes before me
just a little simple thing
anything to build my hopes
and let me once again feel life