laughing all around
joy spreading no frowns
swimming in this pool alone
can’t feel myself get cold
i see it every day
never comes this way
all i ever wanted was
to get on my way
it seeps in cold as ice
piercing every vain
no escape to surface soon
air is running out
struggling to rise
drowning all the time
when will this hell in me end
when will it rise out
time is running thin
hanging by a thread
ready to come crashing down
on my shattered soul
heart beats growing dim
too faint can’t even feel
as all those around me rise
and i’m still falling down
falling down forever
never again to rise
this hell it burns inside of me
flames never go out