Aug.

8/29/00

Now that i'm an official college student, a few things about college. One, the most important word at college is "free". I've gotten more free stuff in the last week than i have in the last year. Two, the phrase "all you can eat". When it comes to food you have to go to the all you can eat. That's where you spend hours eating as much as you possibly can for under four bucks. Then, there's always the take home box. You usually grab two or three for all the other meals you want, but can't afford, after all, college is all about living off of no money.

On the topic of money, why the hell are college books so god damn expensive! I mean over a hundred dollors for one damn book! That sucks sooo much ass. Maybe there's a reason college students don't have any money. Books. Well, at least food is cheap.

So I had my first calculus class here yesterday. I'm still trying to figure out the physics behind how my proffesser used two entire pieces of chalk in less than twenty minutes. And it wasn't like he broke it in half, he used two entire brand new pieces of chalk, on the first damn day! And then, the only way he can hear you is if you scream at the top of your lungs straight into his face. Atleast this makes saying snide comments about him in class extremely easy and we take full advantage of it. Maybe books cost so much because they have to pay for all that chalk.

8/26/00

I think that friends are one of the most important things to have in your life. And, i don't say this lightly. My friends are honestly the most important things in my life. To all you back in cali, or SC, i miss ya all and am looking forward to seeing you soon. Nothing like pool and denny's on a friday night. Or, as one friend says, "nothing like sex on a sunday afternoon." You can guess who that was. Anyway, never go through life without friends cause that's worse than death.

You ever have one of those dreams where it's so real that you think you're awake? Or those dreams that you can't wake up from for some reason. Those freak the shit out of me. This one time i was in this dream and i couldn't get out of it. I knew it was a dream but i honestly couldn't wake up for hours. Finally, i just screamed like hell and i got out of that dream... but i was still dreaming! It sucked. I eventually woke up and found that i had been asleep for over twelve hours. This was a long time ago but it still scares me sometimes. The worst dreams i have is when i'm sitting there and suddenly my thumb or something just gets fucking huge, and i mean sky scraper sized. That shit's just so fucked up it freaks me out, but atleast those only last a minute or two. Dreams are a funny thing. People claim that they have all these hidden meanings. Personally, i have never found any deffinative meaning in any of my dreams, although, i did have this one dream over and over when i was a kid of this place with certain people doing a certain thing and a few years later i went to this resort near St. Louis MO and saw the exact same scene with the exact same people doing the exact same thing. This freaked me out. But, how come my sex dreams never come true? Oh well, if you know anything about dreams or have an opinion/comment send it to me. My instant email thingy is on the bottom of my main page. Till next time... late.

8/25/00

I saw this really cool bumper sticker today. It said "Can't feed em, don't breed em" I just thought this was cool and made a good point. Population control is, or should be a big issue in our lives, especially since soon we're going to either run out of food or be forced to grow food on every inch of the earth, which whould eventually kill us since that would cause the earth to die. This just furthers my point that humans are just another species and that we have become a parasite of the earth, taking what we want and not caring about the effects of what we do. We must remember that the Earth was not made for us. This is the one thing our civilization lost a long time ago. Whenever our poulation expands we compensate my growing more food, destroying more land. Eventually we will run out of room to grow food, then we die, and everything else with us.

8/19/00

We should get rid of every damn car in the world and just go back to horses and trains and stuff. And what happened to the good old (very old) days when you could step outside and take a walk in a forest without having to drive like, 50 miles just to see a god damn tree. Traffic pisses me off and we'd have a lot less if we didn't have so many damn cars. We should have planes, trains, and freakin horses. So they shit alot, better than leaking oil and screwing up the planet. Afterall, the planet never did anything to you, did it? This world is getting destroyed and it's all because we don't know how to live anymore. We're so worried about schedules and debts and pointless shit that we never take time to enjoy life.

What's up with religion, why was there no such thing as adultery until some a-hole on a hill told us we couldn't do it. And while i'm on the subject... why God, why not many Gods, like the egyptians, or the greeks, or even the babylonians. You want to know why only one God... we got cheap. Why spend time worshiping many gods when you can quickly worship just one. And hell, they were closer to creation than we were, shouldn't they know a little more about the subject than us. On creation, no "god" did not reach down and make us and no we're not freakin monkeys. This bullshit has gone on too long. Monkies don't up and evolve overnight, and then never evolve again. Personally, i believe an ET race came down and had fun with some monkeys in their spare time, you know, messing around with genes, cloning, having fun, JUST LIKE NOW. Those few generations of cro-magnum things they dug up in ONE valley was probably where they experimented, constantly improving until we came, then it's just all messed up cause they built the pyramids, had some wars, then up and left when the fun was over. Ever wonder why "God" in the bible is refered to in plural form. "and then god said let US make man in Our image, OUR likeliness." - Genesis. Yea, isn't that cool all you theology majors, and don't give me this shit that god is everywhere crap cause i don't talk about myself in plural form, granted i'm not a god but i am still a single entity being. And, atleast i'm not a damn hypopcrate like "god" is.

God is a hypocrate. Thou shalt not kill, unless it's me doing the killin'. Because, after all, he (or she) is the leading cause of death. Yea, ever heard of the crusades? Millions of people died from those. All the first born egyptians, all the aztecs and other central american civilizations from the god damn spanish conquistodors. Lucky for them their god gave them guns but not the aztecs. The aztecs were smarter than the spanish. so they sacrificed a lot of people. Atleast they didn't go around killing everyone that was different then them. Besides, you know any conquistodors that could do long division, or tell you the lunar or solar cycle? Aztecs, yes spanish no. Point proven lets move on.

God creates world for man. Man conquers world. World Dies. Man dies with it. Everything else on earth fucked. Do we give a shit. Well, does it look like it! We're still killing it because god created it for us and only us and we can do anything we want to it. Sounds like a baby that breaks it's toy because it knows its parents will buy it another one. Slight problem, we don't have parents and we don't have another earth. Sucks to be us.

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