Illusions and Truth

Part 1

"I'm not coming out."

"Oh, yes, you are."

"No, I think, emphatically not."

"Well, alright, but if you don't come out, we won't be going to the
ball."

"That would be the general point."

"And, if we don't go to the ball, Xander will end up conversing
and," Buffy let out an exaggerated gasp, "dancing with the ever
lovely Miss Chase."

"Ha!,"
Willow snorted, "As if Cordelia would have ANYTHING to do
with Xander." She peeked out from behind the ornate, oak folding
screen, before stepping forth for inspection from her friend.

"
Willow! You look beautiful!" Buffy gushed, as she fluffed the poofy
dress and pulled the ties in the back a bit tighter.

Gasping as she felt her air become slightly more constricted,
Willow
looked down at the floor and blushed.

"I feel ridiculous in this dress on. It isn't me. It's too-too
much."

"Nonsense. Now stand still so that I can put your hair up."

~*~

"Miss
Rosenberg, Miss Summers, always a pleasure to see you two fine
ladies," Xander greeted them with a bow.

Buffy smiled and
Willow giggled before responding. "Mr. Harris,
looking as handsome as ever."


He smiled brightly at her compliment and offered an arm to both
ladies, ready to escort them to the main ballroom. "Simply in
attempt to compliment the beauty of my two lovely dates."

"
Well, Mr. Harris, I believe that a certain Mr. Finn would have a

word of contradiction to that statement," Buffy laughed.

"Well, until your actual escort for the evening arrives, I am the
lucky man with you on my arm, and I fully intend to take complete
advantage." Upon her look, he immediately dropped his smile and
began to re-think his wording. "Uh, not advantage, as in to be
taking advantage of YOU, specifically, but just I meant, advantage,
as in the advantage of enjoying your company in close proximity
while still being in public, and also engaging with another lovely
woman, not that I mean, I'm just going to be quiet now."

Both girls laughed as he looked down, blushing furiously.

Upon entering the main ballroom, the small trio was immediately
greeted by Mrs. Summers and a long time friend of the family, Mr.
Giles.

"Buffy, sweetheart, so glad you could finally make it," her mother
greeted her. "We arrived nearly an hour before. What kept you?"

"Sorry," Buffy apologized, hugging her. "We would have arrived
earlier," she rolled her eyes and glanced at
Willow, "but it took a
bit of effort to coax
Willow into her dress."

Willow blushed deeply as Mrs. Summers took in the transformed
redhead.

"There was no coaxing," she mumbled. "Just, you know, some
encouraging, and a little commanding a-and maybe some bribery."

"Why, Willow! You look absolutely enchanting! I hardly recognize you
with your hair up like that. Doesn't she look lovely, Mr. Giles?"

"What? Oh, uh, yes, actually, you look very becoming this evening,
Willow, as do you Buffy," Giles replied, sounding slightly
distracted.

"Buffy," a voice called from behind them. Turning around, Buffy's
face broke out into a wide smile at the sight of her current
suitor. "You look stunning," he said, as he bent and kissed her
hand.
Willow watched with a smile, while Xander stood behind Riley,
making a sick face and mimicking the bow and kiss in a mocking
gesture. Looking up, he stopped, as he saw
Willow glaring at him,
disapprovingly.

"As do you,
Willow, Mrs. Summers," Riley said, turning and bowing to
the other two women, before shaking hands with the men.

"Buffy," he turned back to her, extending his arm, "would you do me
the honor of joining me in the next dance?"

"I'd love to, Riley, thank you," she replied with a smile.

"If you'll excuse us," Mrs. Summers said, as she took the offered
arm of Mr. Giles and swept regally to another group of guests,
leaving the young couples alone.

"What do you say, Willow?" Xander asked, turning his attention to
the redhead. "Join me for a dance?"

Willow, whom had secretly harbored feelings for her childhood friend
for years, turned red and ducked her head a bit.

"Actually, I-I think I'll sit this one out."

"Are you sure?" He asked, slightly dejected.

"Yeah, you know, I'm not really a very good dancer," she tried to
explain. "In fact, I'm not even sure that I would be familiar with
the dances tonight."

"Oh, Willow, you're a wonderful dancer. I've seen you."

She blushed again and shook her head, just as Cordelia Chase glided
up to the group.

"Good evening," she said, her head held a bit higher than usual. "I
see that my parents are inviting just about any riff-raff to their
parties these days," she said disapprovingly. The group
collectively fixed her with a scowl, before turning to ignore her.

"And,
Willow, I see you decided to play dress-up this evening. How
adorable! Borrowing one of Buffy's outdated dress, are you?"
Cordelia smiled at her insult, watching as
Willow frowned and looked
down at her dress.

"Excuse me!" Buffy interjected. "That dress is NOT out dated. It's
nearly brand new and it looks stunning on her. Clearly you're just
jealous."

"Right," Cordelia shot back, "because deep down, what I really
aspire to be is a mousy bookworm, with almost no money, socially mis-
fit friends, and parents that spend nearly the entire year outside
of
New York. Buffy, you really have me figured out, don't you?" She
sneered before turning away.

"Well, isn't she just a lovely ball of sunshine?" Xander quipped as
he watched her prance away.

"
Willow, don't listen to a word she says," Buffy whispered, placing
a comforting arm around her friend. "She's just shallow and
conceited."

"Yeah," Xander chimed in, "and besides, your friends are DEFINITELY
not social mis-fits." Buffy glared at him, and he quickly tried to
change the subject.

"Is there no hope of persuading you to dance?" Xander asked.
Willow shook her head, looking miserable and wishing she could
leave.

Buffy took a hold of her hand and dragged her away, excusing them
for a moment. "Willow, what are you doing?"

Willow gave her a confused look.

"Xander is asking you to dance!"

"Yes, I AM aware of that, Buffy," she replied.

"And you are saying no, why?"

"Buffy, you know me, think about it. Xander, plus me, plus my two
left
feet equals complete embarrassment on the dance floor."


"
Willow, that's not true."

"Trust me, Buffy. Add in my rapid beating heart, sweaty palms and
fidgeting nerves and I'll scare him away for good."

"Not possible,
Willow. You couldn't scare someone away from you if
you tried," Buffy chided, but seeing her friend's face, she knew she
would not win this argument right now and sighed in defeat before
returning to Riley.

Willow found her way to an inconspicuous corner of the room and
proceeded to watch the many couples spin and glide across the dance
floor.

~*~

"Well, what about that one?"

"No, too skinny."

"Alright, what about that one?"

"
No, hair's too, I don't know, floufy."


"What does her hair possibly have to do with anything?"

"I, unlike you, have certain standards, and I'm not willing to duck
below them."

With a sigh, the Irishman turned and noticed a pretty redhead
standing alone near by.

"Fine then, William, what about that one, there?"

"Which one?"

"
Right there, with the red hair. Not ten steps away. What about that lass?"


Spike paused, thinking. He had been watching her earlier and had
become somewhat captivated, wanted very much to learn more about the
girl. Killing her, therefore, wasn't in his immediate plans, though
it wouldn't do to explain to Angelus exactly why that was.

"No," he replied, "too scrawny and appears very uninteresting. Nothing to look at."

Angelus scoffed. "Uninteresting? Yer telling me that girl there looks uninteresting?"

"Completely, mate," Spike answered, attempted to appear as bored as
possible. "Besides, why would I bother with a little chit that
can't even find herself a dance partner?"

Willow's face flushed and she tried not to appear too upset as she
overheard the conversation. She was certain they were talking about
her, and while she had never been as outgoing and popular as Buffy
or Cordelia, she still found it difficult to hear this man's
description of her. It took all the effort she had to not jump up
and run from the room, as she stood there, fending off the tears
that threatened to fall.

"Well, William, I don't know what it is that yer lookin for here,
but I'll be damned if I can find it," the Irishman said as he threw
his hands up in defeat. Turning, he saw a slightly older looking
woman and gentleman coming toward them.

Part 2

Buffy came up behind Willow, seeing her mother heading over from the
other direction, beckoning to the two girls.

"Oh! Buffy, Willow, allow me to introduce you to Sir William, from
England, and his traveling companion, Lord Angelus," Mrs. Summers
said as the two girls approached. Both men bowed courteously to the
ladies and smiled. Buffy's eyes quickly scanned the room as she got
a strange, uneasy feeling, but seeing nothing unusual, and knowing
that all of the guests had been invited to the small, private ball,
she ignored it and smiled back at the new acquaintances.

"Where about in England are you from?" Buffy asked.

"A bit of a ways from London, Miss," the tall blond responded. "My
family owns a manor with quite a bit of land there."

"Ah, and where do you hail from, Lord Angelus?" She questioned the
other man.

"Born and raised in Ireland, Miss," he replied in a thick Irish
brogue. Buffy nodded, completely oblivious to the disdainful looks
the redhead was throwing toward the blond when he was seemingly not
paying attention.

"And what brings you to New York?"

"Been lured into travelin with me good friend William here," he
responded with a nod and a smile.

"They've just taken up summer residence at the Ellington manor," Mrs.
Summers explained.

"Oh, such a shame what happened to Lord Ellington," Buffy replied,
lowering her eyes respectfully. Willow paled slightly, remembering
the gruesome details of the murder. The two men glanced at each
other, both fighting to suppress a smile, and nodded solemnly.

"Yeah, well, worked out well in our favor," Spike replied after a
moment, trying not to sound too smug. The women gave each other a
look before Angelus spoke up.

"You'll have to be forgivin of me friend. He isn't always the most
polite, respectful person when it comes to speakin of such things."

Willow snorted and tried to suppress a bitter chuckle. Buffy glared
at her friend, not understanding what had come over the redhead, and
Willow looked down, blushing.

"Right, uh, sorry `bout that. Meant nothing by it," Spike amended.

"You must be very well off, to be able to afford such a manor, if you
don't mind me saying," Mrs. Summers quickly set out to change the
subject of conversation.

"Yes, well, my family has quiet a lot of money, actually, and I've,
uh, made some rather wise investments," Spike smiled in response.

~*~

Willow again found herself standing alone, watching the dance floor.
Xander was now dancing with a random young woman. She sighed and
looked down at a rose she had pulled from an arrangement on a nearby
table.

"How is it that a lady of such beauty and charm might be found
standing alone at a ball, while music plays?" The sudden voice behind
her caused her to jump and spin around, only to look up into crystal
blue eyes. She immediately scowled and turned away.

"Have I done something to offend you? If I have, I assure you that
it was unintentional," Spike said, moving to again stand in front of
her.

Not willing to admit that she had been listening to his conversation
or that anything that he had said had effected her, Willow simply
shook her head, not looking up to meet his gaze.

"How could anything you say or do offend me, Sir William? We don't
even know one another."

"Well, then I insist that we get to know one another better, so that
you have a number of reasons to choose from for which to dislike me,"
he said with a smile. "Now, let me see, what should we talk about
first?"

She looked up at him, again fixing him with an angry glare and shook
her head. "I really have no interest in talking with you about
anything."

"Well, then, if you don't wish to speak to me, perhaps I could
persuade you to accompany me in a dance," he said, holding his hand
out to her. She turned her head up and away, crossing her arms over
her chest.

"Trust me," she said in a voice dripping with disdain, "I'm not
really the kind of girl one dances with."

"And what kind of ridiculous statement is that?" He asked in
exasperation. "Not the kind of girl one dances with? And here, your
friends had tried to inform me that you were the smart one of your
circle." He bit back a smile, as he watched her face transform from
shy and reserved to enraged.

"Y-you…How dare you!" She snarled at him. "You know nothing of me and
are clearly the most rude, insulting man I have ever had the
misfortune to be acquainted with."

With that, she turned again, about to strut away, only to stop as he
suddenly, too rapidly for her to notice his inhuman speed, appeared
in front of her, blocking her escape.

"You," he smiled, "should watch your mouth little girl, or it might
get you into trouble." He reached up and flicked at one of the red
curls cascading down along her face, and whispered, "I can see the
temper matches the tresses."

Her face turned red in anger and she swatted his hand away.

"How-how DARE you!" She hissed. "I demand that you leave me be at
once."

"Oh, and now we're making demands, are we?" His eyes twinkled in
amusement, and she took a few deep breathes before speaking again.

"I see what you're doing," she said in accusation.

"And, what might that be, luv?"

"
You are trying to goad me into an argument with you. For what
reason, I can not begin to comprehend, but clearly you are a rude,
uncouth, foul man, and I will not waste another moment engaging in
this ridiculous banter with you."

"Is that right?"

"Yes," she looked toward the ballroom exit and then glared back at
him. "I would rather be attacked by a pack of demon spawn than to be
forced to endure another second in your company."

Just as she finished speaking, the main doors flew open and over a
dozen vampires suddenly burst into the room. The guests began to
scream and run in panic, to no where in particular, and Spike leaned
down smiling slightly.

"You were saying, pet?" He whispered.

Willow looked around in search of her friends and saw Xander and
Giles ushering as many people as they could out of the room, as the
vampires began to attack. Seeing Buffy reach under a table for where
she knew stakes had been stashed, she turned back to look at blond,
only to see that he was no where to be found.

Part 3

Suddenly, Willow felt a hand on her shoulder, and was spun around,
coming face to face with one of the vampires. She saw him lung
forward toward her neck, as his hands dug into her arms, and she
squeezed her eyes shut, expecting to feel the pain of fangs in her
neck. Just as she opened her mouth to scream, his grip suddenly
disappeared and Willow opened her eyes to see William standing in
front of her, dust settling around them. The redhead looked at him
for a moment, neither saying a word, before he quickly turned and ran
off in pursuit of another demon.

Without another thought, Willow ran for the door, stopping just as
she reached it, hearing a familiar voice cry out. Turning around,
she saw that one of the vampires had a hold of Cordelia, and just as
Willow was about to run to help her, she saw Xander jump out and
stake the vampire from behind, catching Cordelia before she fell with
the sudden, settling dust. Steadying her on her feet, he grabbed her
hand and the two ran for the door behind Willow.

"How-how did they get in there?" Xander asked no one in particular,
as he tried to catch his breath once outside.

"Well, I might have sort of invited them," Cordelia said quietly.

"What?"

"Well, I didn't KNOW that they were, whatever they were," she whined.

"Vampires. They're called vampires, and you know how the whole
invitation thing works, Cordelia. We've been through this before,"
he stated, glaring at the young woman.

"Look! Buffy!" Willow yelled, seeing Buffy emerge from the house,
knowing the fight must be over, and ran to her.

Xander was about to follow, when Cordelia grabbed his arm, stopping
him. "Xander, you-you saved me," she said, her voice much more soft
than he was used to. "How can I ever repay you?"

"Well, I…" he began, but was cut off when her lips suddenly descended
upon his in a passionate kiss. When she finally broke away, leaving
them both gasping for breath and slightly flushed, she looked up into
his bewildered eyes.

"That will work," he told her, before leaning in to initiate another
deep kiss.

"Did you see? Did you see?" Buffy asked giddily, as she jumped up and
down.

"Yes, Buffy we saw," Giles replied, his voice dry and humorless.

"All those vamps, and I staked every last one," she said proudly.
Turning toward Willow, she noted the scowl on the redhead's
face. "Well, almost every one. You all helped too, of course," she
added. Willow was still frowning. "Why the long face, Will?
Vampire's all dusty, party people still all alive and everything. I
said my thank yous, right Giles?" The slayer asked, looking back
toward her watcher.

"It's not that, Buffy," Willow explained.

"Willow, what's the big deal?" Buffy questioned.

"It's just, we know you're the slayer and that's great and
everything, but you do know that it is supposed to be a secret
identity, right?" Buffy nodded, looking confused. "So, if you run
out here yelling about how you dusted the vamps, people are going to
eventually catch on."

"Oh, please, Willow, look around you," Buffy said, rolling her
eyes. "These people couldn't BE more oblivious."

"A-and look at your dress," Willow pointed out. Buffy glanced down,
letting out a whine as she realized that her brand new silk dress was
now stained and ripped. "You look like you were just involved in a
tavern brawl."

"Well, I was, more or less. And since when do you care about
appearances?" The slayer put her hands on her hips, knowing she was
being a tad defensive, but not entirely caring at the moment.

"Buffy, you know I don't care about appearances at all, as far as
vanity goes," Willow told her, letting a frustrated sigh, "but you
have to be careful. You don't want the wrong people to find out who
you are. It will just cause you more trouble."

"Oh, Willow," Buffy said with a sigh and smile, swinging her arm
around her friend's shoulder, "forever the worrier." Glancing up,
she noticed Xander and Cordelia, still embraced in a deep lip-lock,
and Buffy's eyes widened as she tried to steer the redhead in the
other direction.

Not one to be easily fooled, the young witch pulled back. "Buffy,
what is…" Her voice trailed off as she took in the sight of her best
friend, the secret love, kissing their sworn enemy.

"I-I think I'm going home now," she mumbled, turning to walk away.

Buffy quickly caught up to the redhead. "Willow, are you alright?
Maybe it wasn't what it looked like," she suggested feebly.

"Right," Willow said dryly, with a roll of her eyes. "I'm sure he
just accidentally tripped and fell into her lips."

"Well, I…"

"Buffy, it's been a rough night," Willow said quietly, thinking of
Xander and remembering the biting words of Sir William, "and I'd
really just like to walk home alone, okay?"

"Sure," Buffy said grudgingly. "Just be careful."

Part 4

"Did you boys have a nice time this evening?"

"Yeah, pet, it was a laugh riot."

"Oh, did you run into any trouble?"

"Nothin we couldn't handle, Dru," Angelus said, a grin on his face.
He leaned in and kissed her as he tossed his overcoat onto a chair.

"Yeah, just turned out that there were a few party crashers, didn't
know that the party had already been crashed," Spike said with a
smug smile.

"And did you have fun playing with all the nice people?" Drusilla
looked toward Spike as she licked at a finger that Angelus had
placed on her lips.

"Oh, bushels of fun, pet," he answered sarcastically, as he pulled a
cigarette out and lit it, leaning against the mantel over the
fireplace.

"I think Spikey here found himself a new girlfriend," Angelus
taunted in a sing-song voice, chuckling as Spike growled lowly at
him.

"A new girl?" Drusilla perked up a bit, waiting for details. "Tell
me, tell me," she sang, clapping her hands, bouncing up and down on
her toes and looking expectantly at Angelus.

"Some fiery little redhead got William here all hot and bothered,"
Angelus said with a laugh.

Spike glared at him, hearing his Sire use his previous name.

"You," Spike gestured toward Angelus with his cigarette, "don't have
a bloody clue what you're talkin `bout, mate."

"Ah, I saw how ya were fightin with her, goadin her on, lovin every
minute of it."

"Ohhh, I think my little Spikey has finally found himself a love,"
Drusilla cooed, wrapping her arms around Angelus and giggling.

"Sod off!" Spike yelled, moving toward the large staircase leading
to the elaborate second floor. "She was nothing more than a plain,
mouthy little girl. Not even worth the effort to bite, I'd wager,
and YOU know my name, mate, so bloody well USE IT!" With that, he
turned and stormed out the door.

Drusilla turned and scowled at Angelus.

"What?" He asked with an innocent smile.

"Youuuuu, you know how he hates to be called that," she scolding him.

"Well, it is his name, isn't it?" he grumbled.

"Well, we don't call you Liam, now do we?" He growled and slightly
tightened his grip on her arms.

"No, because if you did, you know what would happen. It would make
daddy very unhappy, and we wouldn't want to do that, now would we?"

Drusilla simply giggled and shook her head.

Suddenly, her giggling stopped and she looked up at him, her face a
cross between disgust and anger.

"What now, Dru?" He asked in annoyance, never able to keep up with
her moods.

"You-You were near the Slayer tonight," she said, her voice
accusing, as she took a step away from him.

"What? How do ya…"

"I can smell her on you," she told him.

Stepping toward her, he grabbed her arm and pulled her hard into him.

"Yeah, baby, I was near the Slayer tonight," he said in a low, deep
voice.

"Oh!" She leaned back in his grasp and clapped her hands again,
happily. "So now we know who she is! Now you can kill her, my
Angel! No more worry of her, then."

"Ya know it's not that simple, Dru," he told her. "One dies,
another rises, over and over. But this one, this one will just die."

His threat hung in the air and he smiled at the dark haired vampress
who was grinning at him.

"And does my Spikey know of her now as well?"

"Yes, though I think he was a bit more preoccupied with his new
little friend to be taken much notice. He knows the slayer is here
and he knows who she is."

"And your trinket? Is it here as well?" She asked.

"It's here. I can feel it, somewhere in this town. I just have to
find it," he told her, another feral smile crossing his face as his
eyes flashed amber.

"OH, and tell me of this girl that has captured his heart," she
begged.

"Ah, you'll love her, Dru. She's all sweet and innocent and full of
good intention. She'll make a wonderfully evil demon. She'll be
the perfect mate for our William."

"Mmm," Drusilla hummed, dancing around her Sire. "Pretty little
thing, all light and dark at the same time. She'll be useful, my
Angel. Don't let her slip away."

Ignoring her ranting, Angelus lifted his childe up, hearing her
squeal as he kissed her forcefully and headed to bed.

 

Part 5

Willow wandered down the quiet city streets, heading toward the
park. Her mind was a blend of unhappy thoughts that she tried, in
vain, to push away. Entering the darkened park, the redhead
wandered in among the trees, grateful to find even the smallest
amount of solitude.

Spike stalked through the streets, angry and looking for a good
kill. Catching the scent of something familiar, the blond looked
up, surprised to see the redhead from earlier that night, walking
alone down the street. Being the stealthy vampire that he was,
Spike began to follow her, wondering where she was heading, and what
he would do when they got there.

As she slowly made her way through the strange maze of tall, twisted
trees, her mind continued to race, running over the words she had
heard said about her earlier that evening, and flashing images of
Xander and Cordelia.

Following the girl into the park, the vampire found himself
surprised, not for the first time that night, by the redhead. He
wondered why in the world this girl would be wandering into a park,
alone, at night, when she clearly knew what was lurking in the dark.

The wind was starting to pick up and her long, red hair whipped
about her head like flames. Her long dark green dress blew back and
flapped like a bird desperately trying to take flight. She glanced
up at the moon that was shining down and pouring through the leafy
ceiling like falling stars as the wind tossed the branches about.
She could see light clouds gliding across it, momentarily
illuminating her, before passing by and returning the dim light.
Small, slightly crystal raindrops began to fall around her. She
closed her eyes and took a deep breath, feeling the earth and air
around her. It was all connected.

Willow started to chant in a whispered voice, as she slowly began to
spin around and around, gaining slight speed and momentum with each
twirl. She had been practicing magic for about a year now, and
though she wasn't extremely strong yet, she was becoming rather good
at commanding the elements, water especially.

Her eyes stayed closed and her face tipped back as she felt the
drops hit her skin. She smiled as she saw lightning flash through
her closed lids and heard the rumble of thunder that soon followed.
Still she continued to spin and spin, as if completely oblivious to
the storm now raging around her.

His eyes were transfixed on her, as if she were some how hypnotizing
him with her spinning, and he thought that perhaps she really was.
He watched as she lifted her hands to the sky, still turning, and a
streak of lightning flashed across, connecting with the ground
somewhere near her. As the earth shook and the air boomed, he was
finally brought out of his trance, and moved towards her as she fell
to the ground, holding her hands out in front of her, pressed
against the grassy floor. He ran to her and stopped just in front
of the redhead, watching for a moment, his head cocked to the side,
eyes relaying confusion as he looked on.

Suddenly her head snapped up and her eyes burned into his. She
broke out into a small smile and reached out toward his hand. He
knelt before her, taking her hand in his. She reached out slowly
and took his other hand, placing it on the wet ground. Immediately,
he felt the current run through him, from the forest floor, through
him and out to her hand still grasping his. She smiled at his
shocked face, and for just a moment he was sure he felt his dead
heart beat again. Willow thought that she felt a strange jolt, but
choose to ignore it.

"Wha-what was…" he began to question.

"Shhhh," she stopped him, bringing her finger to his lips. "Feel,"
she whispered, "it's all connected."

Again she closed her eyes, and he quickly followed, reveling in the
feeling of power rushing through his body. After several minutes,
he opened his eyes, realizing that it had ended. The storm was over
and the moon was once again reflecting down on him. Suddenly he
realized that there was no longer a hand holding his, and when he
looked up he saw that she was gone, no where in sight.

~*~

Willow entered the large house quietly, and headed toward her room,
passing Buffy's as quietly as possible. She was exhausted from
everything that had transpired that evening, and wanted nothing more
than to crawl into her bed and fall asleep.

Pausing for a moment at her door, Willow's mind flashed back to her
dancing in the park not long before, and the spell she had cast.
Spells as strong as that almost seemed to take on a life of their
own, often leaving her memory of it vague and distant. It was
strange, it almost seemed to her as though that horrible man,
William had been there, but she knew that it must not have been
real. Her mind was hazy and stirred with confusion. It seemed like
he was there, but yet not, at that same time. Shaking her head at
her own rambling thoughts, Willow entered her room. She must have
been imaging things. It was not possible that William had actually
been there. She was sure of that.

Just as Willow was about to close her door, she heard another open
and let out a soft moan of frustration, knowing what was about to
come.

"Willow?" She heard the whispered voice, and forced herself to smile
weakly as she peered back out into the hallway. A moment later,
Buffy appeared in front of her.

"I was worried about you," the Slayer told her.

"You shouldn't worry, Buffy," Willow chided. "You know that I can
take care of myself."

"I know, but, where were you all this time?"

"Out for a walk," Willow told her, with a shrug of her shoulders.
It wasn't a lie. Not exactly, and though Buffy was well aware of
Willow's practicing magic, she suspected that the Slayer would be
less than pleased to know that Willow had gone off alone, into the
park, at night to cast.

"Willow, you know better than to stay out alone." It was Buffy's
turn to scold the redhead.

"Just needed to clear my head," Willow explained, as she closed the
door quietly and joined Buffy on her bed.

"How are you, about the whole Xander thing?" Buffy questioned, a
sympathetic look crossing her face.

"I'm okay, I guess. I mean, he was never mine. Not really. I knew
eventually he would find someone. I just didn't expect it to be
Cordelia." The redhead pulled a face, and Buffy chuckled softly.

"I know," the slayer said with a slight groan. "Who would have
expected those two to be together?"

Willow simply made another disgusted face.

"Listen," Buffy said, standing up and heading toward the
door, "tomorrow night, there is a dinner party at the Kendell's, and
we're going. It'll cheer you up."

"Buffy, a party at Harmony's? Why are you doing this to me?" Willow
whined. She hated being dragged to these parties and balls and
dinners and functions, with all of the New York socialites and their
snobby society. She always felt out of place. No matter how much
Buffy tried to dress her in borrowed dresses, and pin her hair up in
borrowed combs, and cover her in borrowed jewels, Willow always
still felt like the same frumpy wall flower, and dreaded every place
she was dragged to.

"That isn't going to cheer me up, you know. It's the very opposite
of anything cheery," Willow told her.

"Oh, come on, spoil-sport. Besides, Sir William and Lord Angelus
have been invited. They both seem like very interesting, good
looking, AVAILABLE men."

Again, Willow made another face.

"What?" The Slayer questioned, frustrated with her friend's attitude.

"Buffy, you know I'm not out looking for a husband. And besides,
Sir William is one of the most unbearable men I've ever come across."

"Really? What happened?" Buffy questioned, stopping at the door, and
waiting with wide eyes, to hear the story.

"Nothing big," Willow lied, with a shrug. "I just over heard him
talking, saying not so nice things about me. Then later, he
actually tried to come and ask for a dance."

"Maybe he was sorry," Buffy suggested. Willow gave her a look of
clear disbelief. "Or maybe he's a complete jerk."

"He was insufferable. Completely full of himself, thinking he's so
smart. I.-I mean, he is probably really smart, but still, you don't
have to flaunt it like that."

Buffy knew that tone in Willow's voice. There was something else
there, that the witch wasn't saying.

"And he really wasn't THAT good looking," Buffy supplied, a slight
twinkle in her eyes, as she fought to suppress a grin.

"Oh, no, he's very good looking, but does he have to make it so
obvious that he knows it?" The redhead said with an annoyed sigh.

Buffy said nothing more, and simply gave her friend a knowing smile,
before wishing her a good night and heading back to bed.

 

Part 6

"I really hate these things," the redhead grumbled. "Why do I keep
allowing you to drag me to them?"

"Because you love and adore me," Buffy said with a wide grin.

"Oh, is that it?" Willow replied wryly. Looking around the large
room, Willow spotted Xander and Cordelia, on the opposite side,
looking to be deeply involved in a heated discussion. Turning back
around, she sighed, seeing that Buffy had already moved away, making
her rounds, greeting everyone that she saw.

Willow stood alone for a moment, fingering the pendant that hung
around her neck. Buffy had given it to her early that day, hoping
that the small gift would cheer the redhead up. She had gotten it
from some small pawn shop a few streets over, and thought that the
green gem in the middle would compliment the witch's eyes
perfectly. Rubbing it between her fingers, Willow thought she could
almost feel some sort of magic coming from the object, though it was
faint and she couldn't exactly place where the energy came from.
Letting it go, she mentally reminded herself to ask Giles about it
when she saw him, just before Buffy grabbed her arm and dragged her
into a cluster of people.

Spike walked into the ballroom and immediately felt the hairs on the
back of his neck stand up. He couldn't quite pin point what it was
he was searching for, but he quickly and thoroughly swept his gaze
across the room, desperate to seek out what his senses were trying
to warn him of.

Suddenly his eyes stopped on a flash of red. A woman, her head
thrown back in laughter, louder and longer than most proper women
would dare. And there she was. He knew immediately who he was
watching, the enchantress from the woods, the woman from the other
evening's
ball. She was here, in this room, among them, and in full

reach of him.

He watched from the shadows, in a far corner, wanting to attract no
attention to himself until necessary. He watched as she talked and
laughed and smiled and seemed to be the perfect mix of awkward
innocence and strength. He couldn't keep his eyes from her.

Finally he found a moment when she was alone, and he darted over to
her with inhuman speed.

"My lady?" He drawled out. She suddenly looked up, mirroring the
same shocked expression he had given her in the park.

"Sir William?" She questioned her voice timid and quiet.

"Please, just William," he replied with a slight bow. Noticing the
pendant with the sparkling green jewel around her neck, he smiled.
It seemed to compliment her green eyes just right. "Lovely little
bobble you've got, pet."

"I don't think we know each other quite that well," she told him,
her voice turning colder. "And thank you for the compliment. It was
a gift from a friend."

"I believe that we have been well acquainted, my lady, though it may
had been in a different life than this one," he smirked at her and
arched his eyebrow. She scowled back at him, surprising him just a
little. She acted and looked nothing now as she had the other
night, but he was sure this was the same woman.

"I must say, I am surprised to find a forest pixie such as yourself
in a place like this," he smiled slyly, "among such company."

"I assure you that I have no idea what you're talking about," she
said in a hurried hushed voice, panic setting in as she realized
that perhaps he really had been there with her. "Now, if you will
excuse me…" She went to move past him, but he stopped her with light
grasp on her arm.

"Now, now," he smiled again. "A feisty little treat, aren't we?" He
whispered in her ear.

"Sir! This is highly inappropriate!" She hissed at him.

"Ah, but dancing in the park at night is not?" She blushed deeply
and scowled at him.

"Well, you-you have no idea, I-I don't know what you're talking
about," she said haughtily, her hands on her hips.

"Little tip, pet," he whispered slightly too close to her
ear. "Little helpless thing like you shouldn't be out alone at night
like that. All sorts of nasties out there, never know what might try
to eat you all up." He smiled at her deep scowl and flushed red
cheeks, before releasing her arm and sauntering away.

Willow stood, seething in anger, his words echoing in her head. How
dare he!

Turning in the direction that he had walked off in, Willow stormed
after him, grabbing the blond's arm and tugging at his elbow,
forcing him to turn back around. Spike fought to suppress a grin,
amazed at how beautiful the fiery redhead was when she was angry.

"You are the most annoying, unreasonable man that I have ever met,"
she shot at him, her voice low and angry. She glanced around,
making sure that no one was paying them any attention, and then
continued in a harsh, hushed voice. "You don't know the first thing
about me, and I promise you that you need NOT worry at all about me."

"That right?" He replied with a predatory smile. She was a feisty,
interesting woman, to say the least, but at the same time, William
the Bloody did not take insults lightly.

"Yes, that IS right. You clearly have no idea how to behave in
polite society," she told him, poking him in the chest. "You might
think you're something great, and maybe you are where you come from,
but here, you're no different or better than the next man."

"You sure about that, pet?" He said with another smirk. She had no
idea just how `different' he was.

"Yes! No! Actually, you are different. Everyone else here may not
be able to see through your little façade, but I can," she hissed,
her anger getting the better of her. "You're not the same as
everyone else here. You're beneath them."

Gripping the witch's arm in a painfully tight hold, Spike growled
lowly in his throat, the grin quickly melting from his face. Willow
appeared sweet and innocent, and for the most part, she was, but she
did have a certain knack for seeing the truth in people, and on the
very rare occasion the redhead would allow herself to use those
truths as ammunition. Usually, she was sorry afterwards, sick with
guilt over letting her temper run away with her mouth. This time
would be no different. She would be sorry, though for an entirely
different reason.

Looking up in alarm, Willow could have sworn that she saw the
blond's eyes flash gold, if only for a moment, but shook the thought
away. He couldn't be...Surely she would have known if…

Spike tightened his grip on her arm, delighting in the small whimper
that escaped her lips. Yanking her slightly closer to him, the
vampire opened his mouth, about to let lose with a tirade of
threats, when he was suddenly cut off by the sound of a woman
screaming. It took him a moment to realize that it was not Willow
that was screaming, but someone else from across the room.

 

Part 7

Letting go of the redhead's arm, Spike spun around, surprised to see
a group of vampires storming in through the front door.

"Bloody hell," he mumbled. "Not again." Turning back around, his
eyes narrowed in anger as he realized that the witch had disappeared.

Willow ran up to Buffy, whom had just pulled away from Riley on the
dance floor at hearing the woman scream.

"Buffy, there's more of them," Willow said, pointing toward the door.

"Not again," Buffy mumbled, running toward a near-by table and
reaching under for a stash of stakes.

"Hey! Where are the weapons?" Buffy yelled, surprised to find
nothing underneath the table.


"Oh, well I took the liberty of removing those for you, Miss," one
of the vampires stated as he stepped up in front of the slayer,
looking deceptively innocent. "Pesky nuisance they are."

"Really? I find them rather helpful," Buffy replied, just before
reaching out and punching the vampire hard, knocking his head back.
The Slayer shrugged. "Of course I can still work without them."

"Where the hell are they coming from?" Spike growled, running up to
his Sire, who was glaring around the room.

"They're here for the same thing as us. I'm sure of it," Angelus
told him.

"That damn Gem," Spike grumbled. "Nothing but trouble since the
minute you went searching for it."

"Listen to me, boy," the older vampire growled, grabbing the blond's
collar roughly. "That `damn gem' will be our salvation. It's here,
in this house. I can feel it. I'll be damned if a bunch of weak
little minions are goin ta get what's mine."

Suddenly, Spike remembered, The pendant that had been hanging around
the witch's neck. "I think I just might know where your gem is,
Sire," he said with a wide smile. Angelus gave him a questioning
look.

"Giles!" Buffy yelled.

"Already on it," he called back, knowing that she was expecting him
to help the guests escape unharmed. As quickly and smoothly as
possible, he ushered the screaming crowd out the front doors, while
Xander helped a few out one of the side entrances.

Buffy was caught off guard as an arm shot out, a fist catching her
jaw with a swift right hook. Her head snapped to the side, though
she quickly recovered, spinning around and kicking the offending
vampire back. Another reached around from behind her, ready to snap
the Slayer's neck. Grabbing his arms before he could grasp her
neck, she flipped him easily enough over her shoulders, tossing him
to the ground and jumping into a fighting stance as he jumped up and
stood next to the other attacker.

"Did you see that?" Harmony asked Cordelia as they stopped just in
front of the entrance.

"Uh, ladies, you might want to, uh, vacate the premises," Xander
told them, trying to usher them out.

"I mean, she just flipped that guy over her shoulders, like it was
nothing," Harmony commented, still staring as Buffy began to fight
both vampires at the same time.

"Yeah, she's just strange like that," Cordelia told her, gripping
her arm and pulling her through the door and out into the sprawling
yard, Xander behind them.

Buffy kicked one of the vampires back as she blocked another one's
swing. "Giles! I could use a stake here!" She yelled.

"Buffy!" The Slayer glanced up, noticing that the room was almost
empty, and saw Willow a few feet away. The witch quickly glanced
around, seeing that no one seemed to be paying her any attention,
and muttered a few words, just before a wooden chair slide across
the floor, stopping in front of the Slayer.

"Thank, Willow!" Buffy yelled, quickly grabbing the chair and
smashing over one of the vamps, grabbing a piece of wood and staking
first one and then the other. Turning, she immediately found
herself facing a third demon.

"Willow, go!" Buffy yelled, seeing that most of the vampires had
been taken care of and the room was mostly clear.

The redhead turned toward the door, panting slightly from the strain
of the small amount of magic she had just used. She was ready to
happily obey her friend, when a hand shot out, and Willow suddenly
found herself spun around, looking up at William.

"We need to have a little chat, pet," he told her in a grim, cold
voice.

"Uh, now really isn't a good time," she replied, glancing toward
Buffy. The Slayer was too busy fighting off two more vampires to
notice the redhead.

"Right. See, there's just a little something that you have, that I
need," he told her, reaching toward her chest, where the pendant
rested.

Willow took a startled step back, gasping in shock at his apparent
audacity, and suddenly found herself colliding with a hard,
unyielding object. Feeling hands grasping her shoulders tightly, she
glanced back, startled to see one of the other attackers behind her.
Peering closer at him, she realized that this was actually a human,
not a vampire. Willow's forehead crinkled in confusion. The man
was dressed similarly to the vampires. Worn pants, frayed at the
bottom. An old, faded shirt with a few patches sown in, and a large
hat, looking as though it belongs to the captain of one of the ships
in the harbor.
His hair was long, the dark locks cascading half way

down his back, and his face was covered in a thin sheen of dirt.

"Actually, I think the lass has somethin that WE be needin," the man
told Spike, yanking Willow back to him harshly.

"Sorry, mate. The little girl is with me," Spike told him.

"Hey! I'm not a little girl!" Willow argued. Both of them rolled
their eyes.

"You're not taking her," Spike told the intruder.

"I believe you're wrong about that," the man responded, just as
three vampires leapt onto the blond. Willow screamed as she saw
William attacked, and felt the man behind her yanking her harshly
toward another exit at the back of the room.

"I don't understand," Willow cried out, as she struggled against
him. "You're human. They're demons."

"That they are, lass," he replied with a snide smile. "Good to
have `em workin on yer side, aren't they now?"

"Buffy! Giles!" Willow yelled out, just before he clamped a hand
over her mouth. No one seemed to hear her. Struggling in the
strong embrace, Willow opened her mouth and bit down hard on his
hand.

"Oh, do it again," he cooed in her ear, before laughing maniacally.

Willow immediately began to struggle again. "That's enough o that,"
he growled, before squeezing her neck in just the right place,
feeling the redhead fall limp in his arms and dragging her away.

The three fledgling vampires weren't much of a match for Spike, but
by the time he had dusted all three and turned around, the blond saw
that the redhead and the man that had taken her, were no where to be
found. Running to find Angelus in the after math of the melee,
Spike's mind began to swim, as he tried to sort out exactly where
they might have taken the small redhead, and the pendant that his
Sire so desperately wanted.

 

Part 8

Willow slowly came to, her head throbbing and her arms aching. It
took her only a moment to realize that she was standing up against a
cold, hard wall. Actually, she was being held up by a set of chains
that were fastened around wrists, the metal digging into her soft
flesh. The room was cold and damp, and lit only by a few rays of
light that streamed through cracks in the wooden walls. The room
seemed to tilt slightly back and forth, and she felt her stomach
becoming nauseous from the tilting pattern.

Looking down, she noticed first that her dress was torn in several
places and covered in dirt. She didn't care so much for her
appearance though, and was appreciative of the fact that she still
remained modestly covered. She wondered how long that would last.
The second thing she noticed was that the necklace she had been
wearing was gone. She let out a small sigh. Why was it that every
little thing she had ever been given had to be taken away?

Tugging with the little strength she had at the chains, the redhead
could see easily enough that she wasn't going anywhere anytime soon,
and fought back the tears of fear and frustration that were
threatening to fall.

A few minutes later, the door burst open, and the young witch was
temporarily blinded by the blast of sun light that spilled into the
room. A moment later, the door was kicked shut, and Willow forced
her eyes open again, finding herself staring up at the man that had
kidnapped her.

"'Ello, poppet," he said with a toothy grin. "I `ope yer findin our
accommodations up to yer standards." Willow was about to open her
mouth to tell him exactly what she thought of his accommodations,
but was cut off by his cruel, taunting laugh.

"Yer a feisty lil tart now aren't ya, luv," he mused. Willow was
getting very tired of hearing just how "feisty" she was. She'd show
him feisty.

Closing her eyes, the redhead concentrated for a moment on the chair
that she had seen across the room. Mumbling a few words, only loud
enough for herself to hear, her green eyes suddenly popped open
again, as the chair slid across the room, slamming into the back of
the pirate's legs, knocking him over.

Willow struggled to contain the smile that was ready to burst across
her lips, as the man stood back up with a scowl.

"Yer gonna pay for that, you lil…"

The man loomed over her, ready to strike, as Willow huddled back
against the wall, the smile completely gone from her face. Just
before he brought his hand down, the door once again burst open,
temporarily illuminating the room. The pirate looked to see who had
disturbed them, ready to shout an angry threat, before quickly
closing his mouth, seeing the captain entering the room.

Willow looked out the open door, quickly confirming her suspicions
that they were on a boat, and dread filled her. It would be one
thing if they were hidden some where in the city. There was still a
good chance that Buffy could find her. But here, now, on some
unknown ship, out on the open sea, she would be nearly impossible to
find, even for the Slayer.

"What have I told ya about damagin the goods?" The captain shouted,
grabbing the pirates hand as it still lingered in the air, and
yanked him backwards, away from the girl.

"She used magic on me!" The man protested. "She's the devil's child,
she is!"

"What nonsense are ya talkin?" The captain asked in annoyance.

"She done somethin to make objects leap out at me. She's evil I
tell ya!"

"We're evil, ya daft fool," the captain said with a roll of his dark
eyes. "This is just a lil slip of a girl who ain't gon'ta hurt no
one. Ain't that right, girl?"

Willow nodded, giving him her most innocent look. "The ship simply
tipped, causing the chair to tumble," she told him in a timid voice.

"Right then. You," he commanded, turning back to the other
pirate, "back out with the others. Now!"

The pirate scowled at the redhead before leaving the room.

"And you my lil pet," the captain added, making his way back to the
door, "will make us a good sale."

"A sale?" Willow asked in a mix of confusion and alarm.

"Aye, the black market. A sweet lil slave like yerself will fetch
us a pretty penny to be sure." At that, the captain turned and
walked out, slamming the door behind him.

 

Part 9

"Hear anything yet?"

"Nothing."

"This is bad. This is very bad."

"Yes, I would say so, Xander. She's been missing for almost twenty-
four hours. It isn't like Willow to go off alone for so long. Did
anyone see her after the attack at the party the other night?"

Xander shook his head, looking mournfully at the Slayer.

"Giles," Buffy called, turning toward the Watcher, who was deeply
absorbed in one of his books. "Giles!" Finally, he looked
up. "What do we do?"

"You're asking me?" He said, not able to hide the surprise in his
voice.

Buffy rolled her eyes. "You ARE more or less the one in charge
around here," she told him.

"When it's convenient for you," he muttered to himself. "Well,
Buffy, I'm not entirely sure. I'm waiting for a few contacts to get
back to me, to see if anyone has seen or heard anything. Until
then, other than patrolling, there isn't a whole lot that CAN be
done."

"I was afraid you'd say that," Buffy muttered, looking down
dejectedly.

~*~

Willow spent several hours in the silent dark, trying desperately to
remember a spell that would free her from the chains that held her
to the wall. Unfortunately, her mind was swimming and hazy from all
that had happened in the last day, and even well after she knew that
the sun had set, the witch still found herself trapped in the room.

She had no idea where she was or where she was going, and neither
did anyone else. Buffy would never be able to find her on a ship in
the middle of the ocean, and now, if these pirates didn't kill her
first, she was going to be sold as a slave to lord only knew who!

Suddenly startled out of her thoughts, Willow heard the unmistakable
sound of a distant cannon going off. A few moments later, the
entire room shuddered as the ship shook on the waves. Shouts could
be heard all around the ship.

"Attack! We're under attack!" One pirate yelled out, as he passed by
her room.

"Who the bloody hell is attackin our ship?" Another questioned,
running past. "We're the bloody pirates. We should be the ones
attack them!"

Willow continued to hear cannon and gun fire shots, eventually
screwing her eyes tightly shut as she huddled as far back against
the wall as possible, praying that no one came into the small room.

Outside were the sounds of fighting and screaming, things breaking
and people being broken. Inside the room, the only thing Willow
could hear was the sound of her panting, shaking breathing. In and
out.
In and out.


Hearing voices outside growing louder, she squeezed her eyes shut
tighter, and willed them to pass her by and leave her be. She knew
she would never be so lucky, but she hoped and prayed to her goddess
that she might be spared for now.

Her eyes were closed and she stood, huddled against the cold wall
for what felt like an eternity, her arms straining against the
chains. She had not noticed, at first, that she had been holding
her breath, but after what had to have been several minutes, she
sucked in a deep breath, shuddering slightly. Willow became aware
of the fact that she could no longer hear the voices. They must
have actually gone away. Thankfully, she let out a long, deep
breath and slowly opened her eyes, a small happy smile on her face.

Her expression immediately shifted as she screamed, startled by the
two figures standing in front of her. The brunette was standing
nearly nose to nose with her, and gave her sickeningly evil smile as
she screamed, before clamping his hand down over her mouth to
silence the shaking girl, and growled menacingly.

Lord Angelus and Sir William. She had no idea how they had come in
so silently. Her entire body was shaking both out of shock at
seeing the two men in the room and fear as to why they were there.
The thought that they had come to her rescue had never even crossed
her mind. Willow remembered what she had seen of these two men the
night she was kidnapped, the yellow flicker in William's eyes, and
she was too smart to think that they had come to help her.

"Bloody hell, Angelus! Are you trying to get the entire crew to
come running in here?" The blond yelled, standing near the door,
hissed at the one holding her still.

"Don't know, might be fun," he answered, turning to look back at the
blond near the door. She could see that horrible grin on his face
again and jumped when he whipped his head back around to stare at
her.

"Now, listen to me, little girl," he growled close to her ear, with
a thick Irish brogue. "I'm goin ta take me hand away from yer mouth,
and yer not goin ta make a single sound. If ya do try to so much as
clear yer throat, I will rip it out. Understand?"

She nodded her head quickly, assuring she understood, as tears
cascaded down her cheeks.

"Good," he smiled and slowly removed his hand. She opened her mouth
half way, as if contemplating screaming again, but then thought
better of it and quickly snapped her mouth shut again.

"Good girl," he whispered, looking her up and down, making her blush
and want to hide away from his stare. She was dressed in a thin,
torn dress. It hid all that mattered, but still left her feeling
nearly naked. Her red hair was tangled and wild around her flushed,
dirty face, and her big green eyes were glossy with tears.

"Looks like some pirates do find treasures after all," he said with
laughter in his voice, as he turned back to look at the blond again.

"That they do mate," Spike replied leering at her and licking his
lips, causing her to shudder and cower more firmly against the wall.

"Pirates?" She whispered. "And all this time I was fearing demons."

Angelus whispered into her ear, his voice cruel and mocking. "We are
not really pirates, lass. I would never associate meself with such
filthy humans." He paused dramatically before adding, "and yer right
to be fearin demons."

At that, the dark haired vampire let his true face slip forward and
grinned as the redhead's eyes widened in horror.

He leaned in and sniffed her neck. "Afraid?"

Her panic was rising with her thoughts and after a long pause she
finally just let out a small squeak and nodded her head, looking
steadily at the floor.

The man smirked. "You seem like nothin more than a little mouse."
He leaned in again and whispered in her ear. "But I'll bet deep
down you're a wild cat." She closed her eyes and wildly shook her
head no, tears still falling.

"Look, Angelus, are we going to spend all night talkin to the little
chit or are we actually going to have some fun?" Spike questioned,
his
annoyance and boredom clearly evident in his voice. He had

wanted the girl and he suspected that Angelus knew that, though he
was not ready to give in and admit it just yet. After her scathing
comments about him, and stubborn temper, he wasn't so sure that he
wanted the girl for his own anymore. She had hurt and angered him,
hitting a sore spot that he didn't even know existed.

"I am having fun William," the dark haired man hissed at the
blond. "And I think the little redhead here is having fun too,
aren't ya?"

Willow simply whimpered, keeping her eyes tightly shut, silently
begging that they go away. Suddenly she felt pain shoot through her
head. Gasping, her eyes shot open and she looked up into an angry
yellow glare. Angelus had a fist full of her hair and yanked her
head back painfully.

"When I ask I question, I expect an answer," he growled.

At that point she nodded her head frantically, not even remembering
what the question was that he had asked.

"See? We're having fun," he told the blond, his hand still holding
firmly onto her hair. "But I suppose yer right, we should really be
movin on. Sun will be up soon," he said with a sigh, releasing her
with a small shove. Willow stumbled a little, feeling the metal
cutting into her sore wrists as she caught herself.

"Right then," the blond said, turning to open the door.

"I think though," he was interrupted by the other man's amused
voice, "I'll be keepin the kitten."

Her eyes went wide with horror. In reality, she knew it would only
be a matter of time until they had reached the shore and she was
sold, and god only knew who she would end up going to or what fate
would await her. But at least then, she knew she still had a little
time… a slight, tiny chance that someone might rescue her before
that happened. Now, though, it seemed her fate was sealed with this
cruel, taunting demon and she shuddered at the very thought of what
would await her.

Spike glared at Angelus, completely sure now that his sire knew
exactly what he was doing.

"No, no please, just leave me," she begged, finally finding her
voice, as he reached up and snapped the chains from the wall.

"Sorry, not an option," he told her as he tugged her toward him with
the chains in one hand. "Besides, ya don't really want to be left
here. Ya see, in a few minutes, this ship is goin ta be completely
engulfed in flames, and I would hate to see this beautiful little
face of yers all burnt up." He smiled again and pulled her toward
the door.

"Sure you want to bother with a pet, mate?" The blond growled,
glaring at her. She looked up at him and felt a wave of fear go
through her. He could feel it radiating from her and smiled at the
intoxicating smell.

"Don't worry, me boy," Angelus smiled as he exited the room, knowing
exactly what had his childe so angry. "Maybe if yer lucky, I'll
even let ya play with the kitten once in a while."

"Yeah, well, you take a pet in, don't expect me to be lookin after
her," Spike growled.

As she stepped outside the room, Willow quickly glanced around the
deck, seeing a few vampires moving around, looting the ship and
feeding a few growing fires. She looked up at the dark sky,
twinkling with stars, and said a silent prayer for strength and
guidance before suddenly jerking away from Angelus, startling him
and causing him to drop the chains he was holding. She knew this
was her one chance. She had no idea where she would run to, where
she might hide, but she had decided that risking death by drowning
was a safer bet than going along with these two demons. Turning
toward Spike and bringing her knee up hard, she caught the blond
right between the legs and he doubled over in pain. Turning, she
took off across the ship.

Willow ran, feeling the rough wood against her bare feet and the
cold, salty air whipping against her face. She was nearly blind
with tears and let out a sob as she stopped against a rail,
realizing that she had come to the end of the ship and had no where
to hide. She had just begun to climb over the railing when a strong
arm reached around her small waist and pulled her backwards and down
into a hard, unyielding body.

"Not a smart move, little girl," Angelus snarled, hauling her back
away from the railing. "I promise that ya WILL be punished for
that." He threw her over his shoulder and made his way back to his
own ship, the scowling younger vampire following behind.

 

Part 10

Squeezing her eyes shut, Willow beat her tiny fists against the
strong back she faced. Kicking and pounding, she desperately
struggled to get free, though she had no idea where she could
possibly run to if he did let go.

She felt him move at an impossibly fast speed, and then suddenly
vault off of the boat. Her stomach leapt into her throat as she
became dizzy, feeling them fly through the air. A moment later, they
landed with a jolt and he barked out a few orders to men she could
not see, before casually carrying her into his room. After kicking
the door closed, he made his way over to the bed and deposited her
onto it, none too gently. She scrambled to sit up and get her
bearings.

"Don't move," he growled at her.

Ignoring him, she immediately bolted from the bed, running across the
room and desperately fumbled with the locked door knob. Hearing his
footfalls pound across the room, she let out a scream as she felt his
large hand latch onto the back of her neck, pulling her backwards and
throwing her to the hard, wooden floor.

Whimpering, she scrambled to her knees only to find his hand clamp
down on her arm in a painful, bruising grip. Yanking her up to her
feet, he shoved her forward onto the bed again, this time looming
over her, holding her down on the large mattress.

"I SAID don't move!" He repeated, a vicious growl accompanying his
command.

Grabbing the chains around her wrists, he yanked up roughly, causing
her to yelp in pain. Pulling them up around the headboard, he
clamped them together with a pad lock and dropped the key into his
coat pocket.

"You, my little kitten, are goin to learn to behave yourself, now
aren't ya?"

She said nothing and simply stared up at him in wide eyed fear.

Reaching down, her grabbed a fist full of red hair and yanked
harshly. "Don't be makin me repeat myself, girl, understand?" He
ground out.

Willow nodded her head wildly as he let go of her hair. Taking a
step back, he looked down at his newest acquisition. Just then,
there was a knock at the door.

"We're not to be disturbed!" He yelled toward the door.

"Angelus?" She heard the voice of the other demon that had taken her
and watched as her captor let out a sigh of annoyance and moved to
the door, unlocking it and throwing it open.

"What do ya want, Spike?"

"Just thought you MIGHT be interested in knowing the ship is down,
the minions have gathered everything together, and there's a certain
piece of treasure you may want to take a look at. That is, of
course, if you can tear yourself away from your new pet for a few
minutes," he said, peering around Angelus and glaring at the girl.

Angelus turned around. "I will deal with you when I come back," he
said in a low, menacing voice, leaving Willow with no doubt that she
definitely did not want to be "dealt with."

"Not that I think ya can get out of those chains, but if ya do, I
suggest ya stay put. Ship full of men out there that are ten times
crueler, cruder and more barbaric than I, and they haven't had a
woman in months." Giving her a sly grin, he turned back toward the
door and walked out with Spike, leaving the girl alone in the room.

Part 11

"Well? Is this it?" Spike stood impatiently, watching Angelus as he
looked over the necklace. 

The dark-haired vampire turned the small pendant over in his hand,
again and again. He could feel the power coming from the charm. It
was faint, but it was there. Ignoring Spike, he passed the necklace
to Drusilla, who took it into her hands eagerly, and held it up to
her ear, giggling as if it were whispering a secret to her. 

"Dru?" Angelus called out to her, needing her confirmation. "Is it
the real deal?" 

"Mmmm, it hums to me," she cooed, rocking back and forth on her
heels, cradling the charm to her ear. "It sings such pretty songs of
pain and destruction." 

Angelus let out a satisfied growl, grinning from ear to ear. 

"It's powerful, my Angel," Drusilla told him, her eyes closed, her
head swaying back and forth to the music that only she could
hear. "Mmmm, it will make the world shake and shudder." 

"Good. Can't wait ta have a go at it," Angelus said with his most
evil of smiles, snatching the necklace back from the vampiress and
reveling in the feel of it's power in the palm of his hand. 

"'Bout bloody time," Spike grumbled. They had spent far too long, and
gone through far too much trouble for this stupid little bobble.
 
Angelus turned and headed toward the door. "Have ta go see me little
redhead, thank her properly for me gift," he told his childer, before
heading back to his waiting pet. 

After the older vampire left, Spike looked toward Drusilla, trying to
ignore the mental images of exactly how Angelus would be thanking the
young witch. 

"So, then, ducks, care to fill me in on exactly what this little
charm does?" He asked nonchalantly.  

"It makes them all suffer and scream," Drusilla cooed in a
deceptively sweet voice, her eyes closed and her lips turned up in a
wide smile. 

~*~ 

Willow jumped as the door flew open, and looked up, her eyes wide
with fear. She sat up on the bed, trying to hide the guilty
expression on her face. She had been trying, again, to remember some
sort of spell to remove the chains from her wrists, but had been
unsuccessful in the short time that Angelus had been away. 

Now that he was back, looming over her, his tall, thick frame
dwarfing her petite one, Willow once again felt terror rising within
her. Her heart raced and pounded in her chest as her mind swam. The
feral grin that graced his deceptively handsome features did nothing
to alleviate her fears. She knew enough to know that a grinning demon
was a dangerous demon. 

"Willow, darlin, how can I ever thank ya for me gift?" He asked,
sweeping into the room and looking down at her as she knelt on the
bed. He chose to ignore the guilty look on her face, preferring to
concentrate on the terror in her eyes and waves of fear that rolled
off of her. It was intoxicating. 

"G-gift?" She squeaked, barely able to find her own voice. 
The vampire flashed her another smile as he held the necklace out,
letting it swing from his fingers. 

"My necklace!" The redhead sat up, the necklace momentarily
distracting her from the demon that held it. "B-but why do you…" 

"Do ya have any idea of the power held by this charm, little one?" He
questioned, amused by the shifting expressions on her face. She
seemed to be struggling between fear, anger and confusion all at
once. Angelus would have considered it adorable, were he inclined to
think such things of humans.

Willow shook her head. She had suspected that the necklace held some
sort of power, but there was no need for him to know that just now. 

"I've been searchin the Earth for this, and how fortunate that I
should be findin it around such a sweet, little neck." A low growl of
satisfaction rumbled from deep with in his chest, as Angelus took
another step toward the bed, reaching out and running his fingers
through her hair. Slipping a hand into a pocket, Angelus tucked the
pendant away, and turned all attentions to the redhead before him. 

Willow closed her eyes and scrunched up her nose, trying to wriggle
away from the vampire, as he leaned forward, inhaling the sweet scent
that floated from the pulse point on her neck. His fingers were
tangled in her hair, holding her head still, even as she tried to
shrink back. A small growl warned her against further struggles, and
Willow managed to open one eye, peering at him nervously. 

"Do ya have any idea how intoxicatin yer fear is?" He asked, his
voice low and husky. Willow simply shuddered in his grasp, not able
to find her voice. Her eyes closed tighter as she felt a cool tongue
run up her neck, before blunt teeth suddenly nipped at her ear, the
hand in her hair tightening. The redhead gasped in a mixture of
surprise and pain, as he yanked her head back. Her eyes popped open,
and Willow found herself staring into the golden eyes of the demon
before her. 

"When I ask ya a question I expect an answer," he reminded her. "I
won't be tellin ya again." Willow nodded frantically and felt his
grip on her hair slightly loosen. 

"You'll learn ta obey, girl," he told her, "but I do hope ya never
learn ta not be afraid." The dark haired vampire chuckled and
released her with a slight shove, watching with amusement as she
steadied herself on the mattress. 

"Looks to be yer lucky night, Willow," he said, lazily pacing the
room. "I'm feelin incredibly good. Now don't think that I've
forgetten all `bout yer temper, or yer little attempt at gettin away,
before." Pausing, he leaned in again, grinning as he saw her
flinch. "Wouldn't be forgettin a thing like that. But, since ya were
so kind as ta help me find me necklace, and since I'm feelin so nice
tonight, I suppose I might be willin to let it slide, just this
once." 

Willow let out a sigh of relief, dispelling a breath that she hadn't
realized she was holding. 

Suddenly, his face broke out into another wide grin and he
shrugged. "Then again, I could just act like the bastard that I am,
and…" At that, he lunged forward, a snarl escaping his lips as he
shifted into his true face. Wrapping a strong hand around her neck in
a solid hold, he yanked the redhead as far forward as her chained
arms would allow, and sank his fangs into her throat, greedily
drinking from her. 

Angelus stopped when he felt her lose consciousness. She tasted
delicious. Something in her blood that he wasn't quite able to place.
It was filled with innocence and purity, and just a hint of something
darker. He could easily have sucked her dry, but then, he supposed,
she wouldn't make for a very good pet if she were already dead. 
Dropping the redhead to the bed carelessly, the brunette wiped at the
blood on his chin with the back of his hand, before lapping up what
remained on his lips. Turning, he sauntered out of the room. 

Part 12

Spike grumbled and growled as he walked down the dim hallway,
carelessly toting a tray with bits of fruit and cheese on it.

"Send me to feed your bloody pet," he groused to himself, "as if I
got nothin better to do." In truth, there really was very little else
to do on the ship that night. The blond had already eaten earlier
that evening, feeding off of one of the prettier maids, much to
Angelus' annoyance. His mood was dark, and the prospect of having to
see the redhead again did little to brighten it. He knew that Angelus
had an inkling as to his interest in the redhead, and suspected that
alone was the driving factor in his sire's interest in taking a new
pet. He always knew exactly what to do to torment his blond childe.

Thinking back, the vampire chastised himself for ever having thought
that she was something special. Clearly, she was nothing more than a
mouthy little witch, without even enough power to free herself from
her current captivity.

That thought spurred another one. Spike knew that Willow was a witch,
or at least that she was capable of some degree of magic, but he
suspected that Angelus was unaware of that fact. The blond supposed
that the right thing to do would be to tell his sire, warn him to
stay on his toes with the girl, but then, Spike was never very
inclined to "do the right thing," and didn't think that he should
start that nasty habit now.

Balancing the tray in one hand, he shoved the heavy wooden door open
with the other, and stalked into the dim room, ready to show the girl
exactly who was the dominant one. She had one upped him a few too
many times, and he was bound and determined to regain his footing,
instilling in her the understanding of exactly why he should be
feared.

Moving toward the bed, his face was a cold, stony mask, his jaw
tightly clenched and his frame ridged. "Feeding time, witch. Angelus
sent me to…"

Spike paused as he noticed that the girl was not moving on the bed.
Her heartbeat was thudding in a dull rhythm, indicating that she was
indeed alive, and her chest rose and fell at a slow, steady rate. She
was asleep, but with the noise he was making, she surely should have
awakened by now.

Moving closer, he took in her appearance. She was curled up as
tightly as possible, one hand clutching at her neck. Reaching down,
he pulled her hand away, dropping it to her side, and taking in the
harsh bit mark on her neck. His demon began to rage within. This girl
was to be his to bite, not his sire's.

As soon as the thought entered his mind, Spike took a step back,
shaking his head. She wasn't his, and he didn't want her. Not any
more. She had hurt him, attacking at full strength, and finding the
one chink in his iron. He hated to acknowledge that she had been able
to affect him, but old wounds die hard, and though she was unaware
that she had reopened his deepest one, she had, and he wouldn't soon
forget it.

Looking down at the sleeping girl again, his demon called as he
smelled the dried blood that stained her neck and the sheets below
her. He ached for a taste, wondering what riches he would find
within, but forced the thought away with every last bit of will-power
he could muster.

Reaching down, he grasped her shoulder, shaking her. After a moment,
he saw, with what he wasn't willing to admit was a bit of relief,
that her eyes were beginning to flutter open.

Willow groggily opened her eyes, her vision slightly blurred and her
head pounding. There was a dull ache penetrating from her neck, and
she let out a groan as her eyes adjusted to the dim light of the
room.

Looking upward, she was startled to see the blond vampire standing
before her. Too fatigued, mentally and physically, to do much of
anything, she simply looked up at him with tired, dull eyes.

Spike watched the girl, silently, as she took in her surroundings. He
could feel the fear radiating from her, though it wasn't quite as
strong as he would have expected.

"Brought you some food, pet," he told her, cursing the gentle tone of
his voice. Bloody ponce!

Her eyes widened slightly, and seemed to look almost hopeful at his
words. Her gaze shifted slightly, as she took in the contents of the
tray, the sight reminding her of just how hungry she was. It had been
at least a day, if not more, since she had been fed anything, and her
throat was dry and hoarse from lack of water.

"Thank you," she said, her voice barely audible. Setting the tray
down, Spike quickly poured her a mug of water and handed it to her,
watching as she greedily downed the cool liquid, thankful as it
soothed her scratchy throat.

"Thank you," she repeated, this time much more clearly.

"Yeah, well, don't suppose Angelus would like it much if I left his
pet all damaged, now would he?" Spike stated, his tone harsh,
causing Willow to flinch slightly, reminding her of who it was she
was speaking to. "No doubt he'll want you at tip top shape, ready to
moan and scream for him later," he told her with a snide smile.

Willow glared at him, her eyes once again burning with anger and
distaste. She watched as he lifted up the tray and tossed it down
onto the bed next to her. Reaching forward, she snatched up a block
of cheese and quickly began to eat, never taking her eyes off of the
blond before her.

His presence made her extremely uneasy, though she began to feel
herself calm and relax as she ate the offered food. Pushing aside the
hateful thoughts of the blond for a moment, she turned them instead
to the other master vampire. Angelus. She had no doubt of exactly how
cruel and ruthless he could be, despite his ability to appear
congenial. Willow wondered if he would, indeed, be causing her to
scream and moan, and how, exactly, he would accomplish that task.

"What will he do?" She asked, her voice suddenly vulnerable and meek.

Spike softened slightly at her tone, and sank down onto a chair
across from the bed. The blond shrugged. "Anything he likes, I'd
wager."

Willow shuddered slightly at the prospect.

Spike let out a frustrated sigh, running his hand through his hair.
He didn't want to think about what Angelus would be doing with the
girl, and really didn't want to examine the reasons why that was.

"Look, pet, just do whatever he tells you to, don't fight him, and
don't talk back to him. Submit to him. The more you fight, the more
he gets off on it. And keep your mouth shut. You learn to keep that
tongue of yours in check, you just might survive this."

Willow glared at him indignantly. She knew that what he was saying
made sense, and that it would be in her best interest to do exactly
as Spike had just said, but the thought of having to submit to that
sadistic vampire made her blood boil, and how dare he tell her to
keep her mouth shut!

"You just want me to keep quiet so that I don't make you look like
the fool that you are," she shot at him, glaring daggers at the
blond.

Spike once again felt his rage rising, and sat forward, glaring back
at the redhead.

"I'd watch what you say, luv," he told her in a dark, dangerous
tone. "You're not exactly in a position to be insulting people."

"Well, I may not be in the best position," she conceded, "but you are
the one that's coming in here and more or less serving me, so I'd say
that still puts you beneath me." She smiled triumphantly, briefly
closing her eyes and sitting up proudly.

A second later, she let out a terrified scream, as the vampire lunged
at her, snarling, grabbed the tray of food and throwing it across the
room. The sliver platter hit the wall and fell to the floor with a
loud clatter, and Willow looked from it, back to the blond before
her, who was now in full game face, golden eyes glaring at her.

Spike pinned the girl down, luxuriating in the feel of her slight
body trembling below his. Holding both of her arms above her head
easily with one of his, he gave her a feral grin as he leaned in and
sniffed her neck. The smell of her fear truly was intoxicating, and
it called to him. His eyes traveled to the mark on her neck, made
earlier by his sire, and Spike felt the demon rage to make a mark of
his own, deep and claiming.

Glancing back at her face, he saw that her eyes were wide with
terror.

"Now, who is beneath who?" He growled, letting his weight fall a bit
further onto the redhead and bucking his hips slightly against hers.

"Spike?" Came an amused voice from the doorway. "Did I give you
permission to play with my pet?"

Part 13

Spike let out a snarl as he heard his sire at the door, turning his
head and glaring at the older vampire. Willow was frozen in fear as
the two simply stared at each other in silence. Finally, Spike backed
off and his human mask slipped back into place.

"If ya wanted ta play with the kitten, William, all ya had ta do was
ask," Angelus told him, smirking at the frown that appeared on the
blond's face at the use of his former name. "I'm sure that I would
have eventually been relentin."

Willow shrank back as far as possible against the wall, unsure of
which vampire she feared more. The rational part of her knew that it
was most wise to fear both equally, but the rational part was far
from fully functioning at that point, and her mind swirled with
horrified possibilities at what these two might do.

"Don't want to play with your bloody pet," Spike spat in disgust. The
redhead flinched at the venom in his tone.

"Really? Not lookin that way ta me. Willow, what do ya think? Think
me boy here was lookin ta play with ya?"

Willow looked up with terrified eyes, trying to calm herself down, as
Angelus moved toward her, making a small tsk sound. He leaned over
her, grabbing the chains that still hung around her wrists. It was
only then that she noticed that they were no longer attached to
anything else, Spike having broken them a few moments before.

"Aw, look what ya done. Perfectly good set a chains, completely
ruined," the dark-haired vampire stated, holding up the loose end of
the chains, pulling Willow up on her knees in the process. "What ever
am I goin' ta do with ya, Spike?"

Angelus sounded more amused than anything else, but both Spike and
Willow knew enough to know that wasn't a good thing.

"Yeah, sorry `bout the chains, mate. Get ya a new set if ya like,"
Spike told him, not looking toward either his sire or the redhead.
Anger and loathing were radiating from him, and the blond knew that
he needed to get some more blood in him soon.

"No need ta bother," Angelus told him. "I think me little kitten here
knows better than ta try and leave this room without me. Isn't that
right, Willow?"

Willow nodded her head, and realized only a moment too late, her
mistake. Moving faster than the girl could see, Angelus was leaning
over her, a fist full of hair held tightly.

"Ya seem to be havin a hard time rememberin the rules, kitten," he
growled, his voice low and dangerous.

"I'm-I'm sorry," the redhead whispered, suspecting her apology would
do little, but having no idea what else to say or do.

"Master," he growled. Willow gave him a confused look, and he simply
sent her an angry glare in return.

"I'm sorry, master," she whispered, choking on the last word as she
realized what he wanted.

Releasing his hold on her hair, Angelus stood back up and grinned at
her. "There now. That wasn't so hard, now was it?"

Willow was about to shake her head no, before reminding herself. "No,
master," she whispered.

"Ya see, Spike, me boy, that is how ya train a pet," Angelus told the
younger vampire, walking over to him and throwing his arm around his
shoulders.

"Can think of a many more fun ways to train a pet," Spike mumbled.

"Me too, Spikey, me too," Angelus replied with a chuckle. "And I'm
sure we'll be exploring each and every one of them, won't we kitten?"

"Yes, Master," Willow replied, tears filling her eyes. She wouldn't
cry. Not in front of them. Not any more, or at least that was what
she told her self. There weren't a lot of things she had control over
at this point, but her emotions were one, and she wouldn't let that
go.

Angelus led Spike to the door and held it open for him. Just as the
blond was about to leave, Angelus grabbed his arm, pulling him close
and growling low in his throat. "Don't even think about touchin her
without my permission again. Understand?"

Spike nodded grudgingly and stormed off toward his own room, leaving
Angelus alone with Willow.

"And you," he said, turning back toward the redhead. "You're gonna
learn ta behave if it kills ya." He thought for a moment before
adding, "which it most probably will."

Part 14

"Put this on," Angelus growled, throwing a long, green, silk dress
at her. Willow looked up at him in confusion, and the vampire sighed
in aggravation at having to explain himself. "Ya aren't fit to be
dinin with me like that," he told her, pointing at her torn and
dirty dress. "Clean yerself up. You'll be goin to the dining room
with me shortly."

Willow moved quickly to obey his commands. As she washed her face
and hands, before changing her clothes, the redhead thought back on
the last few days. For the most part, Angelus had left her alone in
the room. When she was alone, she was afraid. Every noise caused her
to jump, and her head and stomach nearly always felt sick from the
rocking of the ship. The silence rang in her ears like a siren,
causing her brain to redouble its efforts, thinking up every
horrible scenario it could. When she was alone, she was afraid, but
when Angelus was in the room, she was terrified. Actually, she was
pretty much terrified of any vampire that came into the room.
Occasionally, one of the female maids would come in to clean or to
bring her some food. Willow had tried to talk to them once or twice,
but it was clear that they were given strict instruction to not
speak with the redhead.

Angelus slept during the day, as most vampires do, and Willow was
gradually growing accustomed to keeping his hours. A few of his days
had been spent in Drusilla's bed. Willow preferred those days the
most. She was left alone and able to rest on the bed. The days when
he was in his own room, Angelus slept on the bed, leaving Willow to
the floor beside it, giving her a small thin blanket and informing
her that she should be grateful to receive that. It surprised her
that the vampire had not taken her to his bed with him, but she
wasn't about to complain about it. She only hoped her luck would
hold out a bit longer.

The dark-haired vampire seemed to be very preoccupied with
preparations for something important, much to Willow's relief. She
had no idea what it was, though it seemed to be some sort of ritual,
from what she had over heard. He hadn't said a word to her about it.
Not that Willow was surprised by that, of course, but she was a
curious girl, by nature, and with as much time as she had to ponder
things, she couldn't help but wonder what he was up to.

Each night, as she sat alone in the small, dark room, the witch
spent hours meditating, building her energy and concentration,
hoping that if she worked hard enough, she might be able to come up
with a way to free herself, without getting killed in the process.
She could whip up a mean storm, but the redhead supposed that
sinking the ship wouldn't really get her any less dead than if she
were to jump overboard. Still, her magic was growing. She could
feel the energies that surrounded her strengthening with each night.
What she wasn't aware of was the fact that Angelus could feel it as
well. She appreciated his attention being diverted from her, and
wondered at why, suddenly, tonight, he had taken an interest again.

Shaking her thoughts away, Willow finished getting herself cleaned
up, before quickly reaching into a small hiding place she had found
in the room, and grabbing a small vile, downing the contents. She
wasn't entirely sure why, but her intuition was flaring, and she
supposed she was better safe than sorry, or at least as safe as she
could get.

Finally dressed and ready, Willow presented herself to Angelus. The
vampire looked her up and down, his feral eyes taking in her form
greedily. The dress suited her. Dark green, to compliment her red
hair and pale skin, and form fitting, to compliment, well,
everything else.


"Delicious," he said with a low growl that made Willow suddenly
wonder what exactly was on the dinner menu.

Grabbing her arm, he led her out of the room and toward the small
dining hall. "Stay behind me," he warned her in a hushed voice. "You
will sit and eat. You will not speak unless spoken to. You will keep
your eyes down unless instructed otherwise. Understand?"

"Yes, Master," she whispered, trying to remember everything he had
just said.

As they entered the dining room, Willow's eyes lifted, though her
head stayed lowered, and she scanned the room. Her fear and anxiety
increased ten-fold when she saw Drusilla and Spike sitting at a long
oak table, both drinking from goblets. She couldn't see what it was
they were drinking, but her suspicions were enough to cause her to
shudder.

Angelus roughly led her to the table, seating her next to Spike,
giving him a warning glance before sitting at the head of the table.
A moment later, one of the servants brought out a platter of food
for the hungry redhead. Willow looked up nervously at Angelus, and
he nodded to her, indicated that she may start eating. She quickly
ducked her head down and started to devour the food greedily.

"Don't understand why you had to bring your pet along," Spike
complained.

"Don't recall askin for yer opinion, boy," Angelus growled,
amusement dancing in his eyes. It was clear to anyone watching,
that the older vampire knew exactly what he was doing.

The blond rolled his eyes. "Spoils the mood is all," Spike grumbled.
Willow glanced up at him, scowling slightly, and he couldn't help
but take delight in it. "Drinkin with a pathetic little human like
that in our midst, just doesn't seem right, now does it?"

"Leave it be, my Spikey," Drusilla cooed. "The girl is of great
importance. She sings of darkness and evil."

"That right?" He replied with a bitter chuckle. "Find that a little
hard to believe, Dru. A frightened little girl is all she is." He
was purposely trying to anger her now, and she knew it. Even so, the
words had the desired effect as her face flushed with anger. "Ain't
got the strength or power to do much of anything, I'd wager."

Now, Spike knew that was a lie. After all, he had seen her in the
forest, and knew he had only just tasted a drop of the power
stirring inside of the girl, but then, the redhead wasn't the only
one that knew how to get under someone's skin. Spike could find a
weak spot just as quickly as she could.

"It's no wonder really that none of the men at those little
gatherings bothered with her," he mused.

Willow slammed her fork down on the table, glared at the blond.
Angelus watched in amusement, knowing perfectly well what his childe
was doing.

"Temper, Willow" Angelus chided with a grin.

Fuming with anger, Willow picked her fork up again and stabbed at a
bit of potatoes.

"I'm just saying, she's rather plain and boring when you get right
down to it," Spike commented, smirking slightly. "Barely worth
talking to, and really nothing to look at it."

"She may look plain," Drusilla noted, "but she has such pretty red
hair. I have a dolly with pretty red hair. She's always whispering
such naughty secrets." The vampress giggled while the other two
demons rolled their eyes.

"Would be a damn near miracle for the girl to have any suitors at
all," Spike stated, grinning as he saw the redhead snap. Jumping up,
her chair tipped back, cracking as it hit the floor, and Willow
loomed over the blond, fork pointed at him accusingly.

"I seem to recall SOMEONE showing some interest," she stated through
gritted teeth.

Before either could say anything further, Angelus was standing
between them, gripping her tightly at the back of her neck, with a
fist full of red hair. Yanking her head back, he forced her to look
up at him, his eyes flashing yellow as she stared at his demon
visage.

"I did NOT give ya permission to speak, *pet*," he growled, the last
word spat disdainfully.

"I'm sorry," Willow whimpered. "I didn't mean to-"

"Quiet!" He bellowed, yanking back toward his chair. The vampire
roughly shoved her down, and Willow landed on her knees, wincing at
the pain. "Ya will remain kneelin there until I tell ya ta move," he
told her. "And don't even think about speakin a word."

Willow felt her emotions playing back and forth between seething
hatred and utter humiliation as she knelt on the hard, wooden floor,
the blond vampire smirking at her cruelly.

Angelus could feel the anger flowing from the girl, and couldn't
help but grin. Leaning down a bit, he let his large hand slide down
her back, squeezing her bottom suggestively.
Willow's eyes widened
slightly at his actions, and Angelus leaned in to whisper in her
ear. "The more ya fight, kitten, the more fun the game."

Willow's sight became blinded with tears as she felt his hand
sliding along her body, heard his taunting words, and saw the evil
smirk on his blond childe's face. She had had enough, and though
Willow didn't know if it was rage or pain that drove her, her course
of action suddenly became very clear. She knew she would probably
not make it off of the ship alive, and even if she did, more of the
same horrible treatment would follow. At least this way, she could
hurt the bastard before that happened.

Concentrating, she quickly centered herself. Angelus felt the girl
relax slightly next to him, thinking that she had finally given in
for the moment, and took a sip of the blood before him. Willow
closed her eyes and concentrated on a piece of her broken chair that
had laid behind the master vampire, slowly levitating it and
pointing the sharpest part toward his heart.

"I'm sure that yer goin to be great fun once yer broken, kitten,"
Angelus told her, "but I gotta admit, me favorite part has always
been breakin me pets."

At that statement, Willow reared the makeshift stake back a few
feet, ready to plunge it through his back and into his dead heart.

"Willow?" The redhead's eyes flew open at the sound of her name,
just as the stake flew forward toward the vampire's unbeating
heart. Angelus smirked at her as he reached an arm back, grabbing
the stake easily before it could make contact, his eyes never
leaving hers. Willow's heart sunk as he held the large piece of
wood in front of her, snapping it in two as if it were nothing more
than a small twig.

He took a step toward her, coming nearly nose to nose with the
witch, growling. Willow tried to smile innocently, though she knew
she was failing miserably.

"Witch," he ground out.

"Just figuring that out?" Willow replied, forgetting her fear for a
moment.

"Mmm, she has such power," Drusilla stated, closing her eyes and
smiling.

"I had my suspicions," Angelus stated, yanking the girl to her
feet. "Could feel the power in the room. Seems someone's been
practicing."
He chuckled condescendingly, causing
Willow's anger to
flair, despite her still overwhelming fear. "Witches are nothing
but trouble. Ain't never been anythin else."

"Hey!" Willow shouted indignantly. "Like vampires are so much
better!"

Angelus reached out, grabbing the girl around the neck and yanking
her closer to him. "Vampires don't rely on dirty tricks and dark
potions," he growled. "Well, actually," he amended, rethinking his
words. "We do rely on dirty tricks, but we do it with a bit more
finesse."

"Right," Willow scoffed. "Grrr, argg, that's finesse."

Angelus growled loudly, his grip on her tightening, and Willow could
not contain a whimper as the pain coursed through her. "I'll show
you finesse, girl," he whispered, just before his fangs descended on
her neck.

Willow let out a strangled scream as the dark-haired vampire sank
his fangs into her neck. A moment later, he pulled his head away as
he howled in pain, and Willow couldn't help but smile in a mixture
of relief and vengeance.

"What the hell did ya do?" He shouted, shaking her angrily as his
throat burned.

"Me?" She asked innocently, taking a step backwards. "Just drank a
little holy water. Was that bad?"

"Cursed witch!"
He shouted, not noticing as Spike chuckled in

amusement. She really was a clever girl, not that he liked her any
more of course. But still, to see someone pull one over on his sire…
Reaching out, he grabbed a fist full of red hair again, yanking her
to him.

"I could snap yer neck in the blink of an eye," he told her, a low
growl emanating from deep within his throat.

"My Angelus," Drusilla interrupted, resting her hand gently on his
arm.

The older vampire spun around, glaring at her. "What is it, Dru? I'm
a bit busy maimin an killin."

"You can't snap her neck, lovey," she told him matter-of-factly.
Angelus rolled his eyes. "And why's that, Dru? She do some other
damned little trick I don't know about?"

Drusilla shook her head. "The stars, they tell me, bad things will
come of it if you do."

"The stars," he shouted, looking up at the ceiling, as if he could
see through it. "Well, what do they say about me drownin her?"

Drusilla thought for a moment, before grinning at her sire. "The
sweet little voices sing at the idea," she told him.

That was enough for Angelus. Gripping her arm tightly, he quickly
led Willow out of the room, dragging her out to the deck, where
several minions quickly gathered around them in curiosity.

Angelus roughly shoved Willow onto a wooden plank, grabbing a sword
and pointing it at her. "Do you know, Willow," he addressed her,
sounding almost jovial, "what they would do to witches in my time?"

Willow simply shook her head, swallowing hard. Angelus shrugged and
smirked at her. "Burned at the stake, pushed from a cliff, drown."
The last word was spoken in a low, threatening tone. "Time to take a
walk, lass," he told her with an evil grin.

Willow was now shaking with fear, suddenly thinking that her earlier
actions may have been a bit too hasty. Looking down, her fears only
increased as she took in the dark, swirling waters below.

Angelus took a step forward, bringing the tip of the sword to her
chest. "Walk!" He commanded. Willow took another step out, feeling
the thin plank wobble, knowing one more step would send her into the
deep waters.

"Angelus," came a voice. Willow glanced up, well aware of who had
spoken, and saw Spike looking toward her while he addressed his
sire. "You might want to think about keeping her around a bit
longer."

"Witches are trouble, me boy," Angelus told him, nudging her with
the sword again.

"Yes, sire, but considering your, well, plans, she might come in
handy," Spike explained.

Angelus thought about his childe's suggestion for a moment, before
reaching out and plucking the girl from the plank and holding her
before him.

"You know, William, yer right. And since it was yer brilliant idea,
I'll be given her ta ya until she might be needed." At that, Angelus
shoved the redhead forward, causing her to nearly collide with a
scowling blond vampire.

Spike opened his mouth to protest, but could see the determined look
on his sire's angry eyes and thought better of it. Grabbing a hold
of her upper arm in a bruising grip, Spike yanked her closer to him.
He could see the blood still lightly flowing from the bite mark on
her neck, and growled at the fact that, due to the holy water, he
could not taste it.

"Keep her out of trouble, and keep her out of me business, boy, or
it will be yer head I'll be after, understand?"

Spike nodded and mumbled something that no one quite caught, before
dragging the stunned witch down to his room.

 

Part 15

Willow was angry and frightened; a combination that did not bode well
for her tumultuous stomach. The world seemed to be spinning as she
was pulled through the ship, toward the living quarters, by an angry
vampire. The grip on her arm remained tight and painful, and he was
moving just a little faster than she felt able, causing her to feel
more dragged along than led.

She heard his heavy boot kick the door open just before being
propelled forward into a dark room. A dim stream of light fell across
her as she stumbled a few feet and dropped to the floor. A moment
later, the light was gone.

Spike slammed the door and stared at the girl. The room was shroud
in complete darkness, though he was still able to see her, even if
she couldn't see him. The redhead was shaking violently, huddled on
the floor, near the foot of the bed. She refused to look up at him,
her head hung low and her eyes tightly shut.

"Look at me," he growled, taking a few steps toward her. The witch
made no attempt to move, and Spike quickly swooped down, yanking her
up by her shoulders, shaking her slightly.

"Look at me," he repeated, snarling at her. Willow's eyes flew open
at the command, and Spike faltered slightly at the sheer fear
reflected in the green orbs. He could feel her shaking still, and her
wide, terrified eyes glistened with unshed tears. Gazing at her
frightened appearance, the blond felt his anger dissolving. He
didn't want her to be afraid of him. At least, he didn't want her to
be this afraid. The vampire had no idea why he suddenly felt that
way, but seeing the girl, who had at one time looked to be so strong
and powerful, suddenly diminished to this state…He couldn't explain
why he didn't like it, and was in no mood to examine where his change
of heart had come from.

The blond released her suddenly, and Willow stumbled, struggling to
keep from falling again. She watched him as he began to pace the
room, looking like a caged lion, preparing to attack.

"You do as I say, you don't cause trouble, and NO magic, got it?" He
snarled, disliking the vulnerable feelings being caused by the slight
girl.

Hearing his demanding tone, Willow felt some of her fears
dissipating. Her mind began to run over the events of the last few
weeks. She had been humiliated by this man, kidnapped and manhandled
by a gang of scrupulous pirates, taken by a couple of ruthless
vampires, chained in a room like an errant puppy, commanded like a
slave, punished like a child, and now passed around from demon to
demon, as if she were nothing more than a piece of property to be
bartered with.

"What gives you the right to tell me what to do?" She yelled back,
jumping to her feet, her face turning red in anger. "A-and no magic?
It's the only defense I have!"

With a movement so swift, her eyes were unable to follow, Spike was
on top of the redhead, who was now pushed down on the large bed. He
had a hand around her neck, though it was only lightly caressing it,
almost as if to tease and tickle her, more than to hurt. His other
pinned her wrists easily over her head, and when the witch squirmed
beneath him, trying to free herself, Spike only grinned cruelly,
pressing his body further into hers.

"I can tell you to do anything I damn well please," he told her
through gritted teeth, his voice so calm it sounded eerie. "In case
you missed it back there, Angelus handed you over to me, which means
that you now belong to yours truly." He leered at her with a
satisfied smile, finally putting the girl in her place, which was
beneath him in every way. "You're mine now, to command, to control,
and to do anything else I like with. You behave, you may just be
rewarded. Misbehave, and you will be severely punished. And don't
think that I won't enjoy every second of it. I may do things a bit
differently than my sire, but I can be every bit the bastard he is.
Understand?"

Willow lost whatever little amount of fight was left in her, her body
going limp beneath him as her face fell and she nodded. She
understood now. She really was nothing more than a mere possession,
something to barter with. She had belonged to Angelus and now she
belonged to Spike. The sooner she accepted that, the better off she
would be.

Seeing the change in the girl's disposition, Spike released his grip
on her wrists and moved away from her, watching her curiously. Her
eyes seemed to glaze over, looking more hollow…almost haunted, and he
wondered at what she was thinking. Letting out an aggravated sigh,
not wanting to care what she thought one way or the other, he ran his
hand through his hair and glanced around the dark room.

"The sun will be coming up in less than an hour," he told her. "It's
been a long night for everyone. Go to sleep." As the vampire spoke,
he tossed his jacket onto a near by chair and kicked off his boots.
Moving toward the bed, he sat on the opposite side from where she was
timidly perched. Still watching her intently, he saw the redhead
climb to her knees on the mattress, before swinging one leg off and
beginning to stand up wearily.

Willow felt a hand clamp down on her arm, stopping her movements.
She turned to look at the blond with questioning, tired eyes.

"I said to go to sleep," he growled, disliking her purposefully
disobedient actions.

Willow scrunched up her nose in confusion, and gestured toward the
floor. "I thought that…I mean," she blushed a little as she tried to
explain. "Angelus always had me sleep on the floor and…"

"Well," he interrupted, tugging her backwards slightly onto the
bed, "unlike my sire, I prefer to have a warm body in the bed with
me. Perk to having a pet, so you'll sleep up here, with me."

Willow's eyes widened at his words, and she wondered if she should be
afraid or grateful. On one hand, she would not have to sleep on the
cold, hard floor, but on the other, she WOULD have to sleep in the
same bed as the vampire she despised more than any other.

The redhead was exhausted, physically and mentally, and the more she
pondered her present predicament, the more difficult any thinking at
all became. Finally, she let out a deep sigh and gingerly lay down
on the large, plush bed, as far away from the blond as possible.

Spike watched with a small smirk as the witch turned her back to him
and moved as far toward the edge of the bed as she could. He waited
until she had finally settled herself under the covers, listening as
her heart beat slowed with her on coming sleep. Just before she was
completely asleep, he reached out, slipping an arm around her waist,
and gently tugged her toward him, tucking her small, warm body
against his hard, cold one. Spike heard her heart rate speed up
again and grinned.

"A warm, soft bed, and plenty of blankets," he whispered to her,
pulling her in a little closer. "I'm much better than my sire
already, now aren't I?"

Willow pondered that question for a few moments, before finally
allowing blissful sleep to over take her.

 

Part 16

 

Spike woke early the next evening, immediately aware of the fact that he was alone in his bed. His eyes flew open, and the vampire sat up, scanning the room, feeling a mixture of anger and apprehension as he found the room to be void of anyone else. Throwing back the covers, the blond gracefully stood, grabbing the shirt that he had discarded some time during the night, and pulling it on, not bothering to button it.

 

Yanking open the door, Spike stalked down the hallway, reaching with his senses for any sign of his newly acquired pet. He knew he was getting closer as he headed up onto the deck.  His anger was growing, as was his fears at what might have happened to the redhead, though he wasn’t quite ready to admit that to himself just yet.

 

Stepping out onto the deck, the vampire glanced up toward the sky.  It was darkening quickly, a deep red hue blending into the horizon, the remnants of the sun that had set not fifteen minutes earlier.  Scanning the deck of the large ship, his now golden eyes finally settled on the bit of red he had been searching for.  Spike let out a sigh of relief before stalking toward the girl, his anger now flaring up as his concerns were momentarily laid to rest. Nearly reaching her, the blond paused, seeing another figure moving nearby.

 

Willow was huddled on top of a wooden crate near the front of the ship, her vacant eyes staring out over the vast ocean around her.  Her arms were wrapped around her knees, holding in the little bit of body heat she could, though the witch was no longer aware of the cold air whipping around her, nor was she aware of the footsteps pounding toward her along the deck floor, and she nearly fell from her perch as she jumped and screamed, feeling a heavy hand clamp down on her shoulder.  Turning and look up, her eyes widened as she took in the vampire standing before her. He was dressed similarly to the pirates that had taken her, and she guessed he was relatively young.

 

“Looks like I found me a nice little treat,” the vampire stated with a sneer, yanking the girl up by the arm roughly.  Willow tried to pull away, but his grip simply tightened, painfully holding her in place.  “Now what is a sweet lil thing like you doin out here?”

 

Willow shook her head, not sure of what to say or do, and tried again to yank her arm away, earning her a warning growl. With a snarl, the vampire suddenly lurched forward, ready to sink his teeth into her neck.  The witch closed her eyes tightly, wincing at the pain she knew was about to come.

 

“Remove your filthy claws from my pet.” Both Willow and the vampire looked up, surprised to hear the calm, commanding voice from behind them.  Willow felt a sudden rush of relief at seeing Spike standing before them, though his angry glare quickly transformed her relief to newfound fear.

 

“I’m…I’m sorry, Spike,” the vampire groveled, backing away from the redhead, head bowed.  “I didn’t know that she belonged to you. The girl don’t have your claim, and the boys said Angelus gave his pet up.”

 

“He did,” Spike replied, still sounding frighteningly calm.  “He gave the girl to me, and I don’t take kindly to anyone else tryin to snack on what’s mine.”  At that, Spike punched the demon as hard as possible, sending him flying back into a pile of crates.  Leaning down, he quickly grabbed a piece of broken wood and thrust it though the vampire’s chest, effectively dusting him before turning back to the cowering redhead.

 

“And just what the hell do you think you’re doing out here?” He yelled, grabbing a hold of her arm.  Willow winced as his fingers dug into the already bruised flesh.  When she didn’t answer, he gripped both shoulders, shaking the redhead slightly.  “Answer me,” he commanded.

 

“I needed fresh air, and a chance to think,” she told him softly. "It was still light out when I left."

 

“You do NOT leave that room without my permission,” he told her with a growl.  “Understand?”

 

“Yes,” Willow whispered.

 

“What if I hadn’t come out to find you just now?” He questioned, his anger still raging.  Seeing the other vampire ready to sink his teeth into the girl had shaken him, causing feeling he did NOT want to feel.  “That vampire would have killed you in a heartbeat.”

 

“So what?” Willow whispered, so quietly he almost didn’t catch it.

 

“What was that?” He questioned.

 

“So what if he did,” she repeated, louder, her own anger beginning to grow.  “What’s the difference if he kills me or you do? Either way, I eventually end up dead.  At least it would all be over with.”  Spike just gaped at her, shocked to hear what she was saying.  “I’m tired of being treated like this! Passed around, locked away. If you’re going to kill me, just get it over with already!”

 

Spike released the girl and took a step back, staring at her in surprise for a moment before his expression darkened.  “You might want to be careful what you ask for, pet,” he told her.

 

“You know, I could conjure a storm big enough to sink this entire ship,” she replied in a cold, emotionless tone.

 

The blond arched an eyebrow at her, almost as if daring her to do it. “Vampires can breath underwater, luv.  You sink this ship, you’re only killing yourself.”

 

“Maybe I don’t care anymore,” she stated quietly, some of the venom leaving her voice.

 

“Bullocks.” His short reply surprised the redhead, and she looked up at him incredulously.  “You do care,” he told her.  “If you didn’t, you wouldn’t be fighting me. I’ve seen that fire, luv. I know what’s lurkin inside of you. You do still care, and in the end, that will be your downfall.”

 

Watching the range of emotions playing across his face, Willow wondered briefly who that little speech was meant for more, her or him.  He was right, of course.  She did still care, and she suspected that it would indeed lead to her demise, but pretending to no longer care seemed to be so much easier than fighting any of them anymore.

 

Part 17

The next several days were quiet ones aboard the ship. The demons
seemed more subdued than usual. Angelus spent most of his nights
locked away with Drucilla, or reading up on the ritual he was
preparing for. That left Spike alone with his pet, much to the
blond's amusement, and to Willow's chagrin.

The girl was a paradox to him. Whenever around anyone else on the
ship, she became subdued and withdrawn, terror pouring from her in
waves. The other demons on board relished it, he knew, and fed off of
the inner tension she held. She was clearly terrified of both Angelus
and Drucilla, hiding from them as much as possible, and cowering when
in their presence. Yet when she was alone with him, her demeanor was
completely different. She was defiant and obstinate, barely afraid
of him, and then only when he was raging to the point of nearly
losing control.

Willow was smart. Spike would give her that. She could carry on a
conversation better than most women he had met, and her wit was razor
sharp. She was cunning, and he was sure that, given the right
opportunity, she could be down right ruthless if her life, or more
likely the life of someone she cared about, was in jeopardy. At the
same time though, she still held an air of innocence which appealed
to the demon in him, and called to the remnants of the man that was
once there. He found himself wanting to make her smile more than
scream, and he himself, more often than not, was fighting an internal
battle. She was a pet, a human pet, there for his use and amusement,
and yet, he found himself slowly thinking of her as something more.
She tugged at a soft spot in his heart, creating a weakness that made
him cringe. He was not supposed to feel this way about her, and yet,
knowing that seemed to do little to alleviate the problem.

For Willow, each day was becoming more and more trying. She
oscillated between bouts of terror and anger, one minute worrying
over her impending death, and the next minute feeling frustration
over something that Spike said or did. It seemed as though the blond
purposefully goaded her into heated discussions about just about
anything, and he would play devils advocate each and every time,
disagreeing with her about any topic.

She could never fully puzzle him out, which keep her constantly
uneasy, never quite sure of what his next move would be, or where his
mood would next turn to. Just when she would get used to his gruff,
angry demeanor, the blond would suddenly flash her a moment of
kindness, giving her a glimpse of what she would almost term as
compassion. But it would be gone in the next instant, leaving her
feeling empty once again, and dizzy with loneliness and apprehension.

He oozed darkness and evil. He was intelligent and insidious, and
surprisingly enough, could carry on a very interesting conversation
when he felt inclined. They had actually spent many hours engaged in
arresting verbal exchanges filled with witty banter and lively
debate, though generally it would end once Willow grew tired of
Spike's snarky comments, or the blond became too frustrated with the
witch's surprisingly misanthropic view of the world. Occasionally,
Willow would actually forget who she was talking to, momentarily
deceived by his charm and intelligence. The vampire was handsome.
There was no doubt of that, and he knew it too, carrying himself with
an air that clearly announced to the world just how lucky they were
to get so much as a glimpse of him. Willow found him arrogant and
narcissistic, and though she suspected that he might have every
reason to be so, it still infuriated her to no end.

Still, even with the momentary pleasantries that would pass between
thetwo, Willow's mind was frazzled and her nerves frayed. She could
never fully relax, always worried about what would set the blond
vampire off next, or who else might come strolling through his door.
She felt isolated, her inner voice becoming more tumultuous and
difficult to listen to. She was starved for fresh air and sunshine,
almost never allowed to leave the room, and then only with Spike.
Even when they did leave the room, she was seized with terror,
constantly worried that the vampires that leered and growled at her
would suddenly snatch her up and tear her throat out, and that Spike
would do little more than laugh at the sight.

The redhead was surprised, to say the least, when she felt the ship
shudder and pull to a stop one night, just before Spike sauntered into
the room.

"We're here, pet," he announced. The vampire appeared to be in a
relatively good mood, and Willow couldn't help but wonder at what was
happening. A part of her feared that they had reached whatever
destination they were heading to, and a part of her prayed that it was
so. She had caught onto bits and pieces of whatever it was that
Angelus was planning, but was still not completely sure of his
scheme. There was a ritual involved. She had figured that much out,
and she could bet that the results would not be good. Demons
performing rituals were almost never noble in intent, and more often
than not were simply attempting to destroy the earth. Years of
helping the slayer had taught Willow a good many things, the very
least of which was that the world ending was not a good thing, and
should be stopped if possible. She knew she would have to get more
information on whatever he was planning, though she hadn't yet
discovered exactly how to do that.

Willow pulled herself away from the small chair that she had been
curled up in, setting down the book that she had been given, and
tossed him a questioning look.

"We've docked for a few hours," he told her. "Need to pick up some
supplies."

Willow's face lit up at the idea of being able to leave that horrible
ship, even if just for a few hours. "Don't look at me like that,
pet. You're not coming with." Her face immediately fell as she
looked down. A moment later, she glanced back up, fire in her eyes.

"Why can't I go with you?" She demanded. "I've been trapped on this
ship, mostly in this room, for days! Please, Spike, I…"

"Quiet!" He boomed, startling her. She faltered, her expression
dimming again, and Spike immediately felt a pang of guilt. "Got a
few things need takin care of," he told her, his voice decidedly
softer this time. "Need you to stay here, be a good girl for me."

Willow crossed her arms defiantly and looked up at him with a pout,
saying nothing.

"Don't give me that look," he told her, his voice slightly lacking in
conviction. "Angelus, Dru and I will be leaving with most of the
minions. There will still be a few on board. They have been given
explicit instructions to leave you be, but just to be safe, I want
you to stay in here while I'm gone."

Willow rolled her eyes. She was always in this room, nothing new
there. Then a thought hit her. Angelus, Spike and Dru would all be
gone from the ship. This would be the perfect opportunity to take a
look around and see what she could find out about the ritual that the
dark haired vampire was planning to perform.

Spike was surprised when the redhead suddenly waved a hand
dismissively, and almost skipped back over to her seat, plopping down
and grabbing her book. It seemed almost too easy, he thought, but
wasn't about to question her compliance.

"Remember, stay in this room. I'll be back in a few hours," he told
her, before finally leaving, not seeing the smirk on Willow's face.

 

Part 18

The ship creaked eerily as it rocked back and forth, the calm harbor
water lapping at its sides. It was unusually quiet, with most of the
crew in port gathering supplies, and Willow shivered, shaking off the
nervous tension created by the quiet atmosphere.

Moving quickly down the hallway, the redhead glanced around, being
sure to not call attention to herself. The minions rarely came down
into the main living quarters, much to Willow's appreciation, and she
let out a deep sigh of relief when she finally reached Angelus' room
and slipped through the door, seemingly undetected.

The room was dark and cool, the remnants of a fire glowing under the
mantle. Her eyes darted around, before finally settled on a small
pile of books near the bed. Moving toward them quick, she carefully
perched herself atop the high mattress and began to flip through the
papers and books, stopping when she found what she was looking for.

~*~

"Come in!" The Englishman called out in response to the knock at his
door.

"Thank ya so much for yer hospitality," Angelus said with a
smirk, "and of course the invitation."

"Who are you? What do you want?" The man shouted as he jumped up from
the table he had been sitting at, his books and papers toppling over.

"Now, now, Benjamin, no need ta get riled up. At lease, not yet. We
just want to be askin ya a few questions. Isn't that right, Dru?"
Angelus turned and looked back at Drucilla as she strolled into the
room, one of his hands clamping down hard on the man's shoulder,
pushing him back into his seat.

"What do you want?" Benjamin asked nervously, removing his glasses
and cleaning them thoroughly.

"Word has it that ya work for the council. That right?" Angelus
asked, perching himself casually on the table in front of the
frightened man, leering at him. Benjamin simply nodded his
head. "Well, then, Bennie, ya might just be able ta help me. See,
I'm tryin ta figure out a certain ritual. `Immortalis Eversor.' Ever
hear of it?"

The man's eyes widened, as did Angelus' grin. "Well, now, I can see
that ya have. Good! Then ya can help me. See, I'm havin a little
trouble translatin all of it."

The man shook his head wildly. "Immortal destroyer," he whispered.
"You…you can't. You would need the gem to…"

"Oh, ya mean this?" Angelus interrupted, pulling out the necklace
that he had taken from Willow. Again, the look on the man's face was
enough to confirm that the necklace was what Angelus had suspected.
It was the gem of Immortalis Eversor. "Yeah, got it off a sweet,
little redhead."

"
Ya see, the part I'm havin a bit of trouble with is this here," he

stated, tossing a small piece of paper down with several words
scrawled on it. Benjamin looked down, reading over the paper, before
again looking up and shaking his head.

"I can not help you," he whispered harshly. "You must NOT perform
this ritual. You don't know what you're dealing with here."

"I know exactly what I'm dealin with. I think perhaps yer the one
that's confused," Angelus growled. "Let me make it clearer." At that,
he let his demon visage slip forth, his hand on the man's shoulder
tightening its grip, holding the now terrified Benjamin in place.

"Kill me if you must," Benjamin told him. "I will not help you with
this."

Angelus rolled his eyes and let out an aggravated sigh. "That's not
the way this works," he told him. "Yer no help ta me dead. Not until
ya tell me what I need to know, anyway. But that don't mean we won't
kill the rest of yer family. Ain't that right, Dru?"

"Oh yeah," she agreed with a smile, glancing around the room as if
she could see things that the other two couldn't. She inhaled deeply
and her smile grew. "There's a sweet little girl in the next room.
Her blood calls to me."

"No! Please! I'll tell you what you need to know. Please, just leave
my daughter be," Benjamin pleaded.

"Talk," Angelus demanded. "Tell me what this means."

The watcher looked over the paper, reading it several times to
himself before looking up nervously. "It speaks of requiring a human
sacrifice at the time of the ritual."

"That all?" Angelus asked, surprised that it was that easy.

"It…It can't be just any sacrifice. It must be one with strong occult
ties. Magic."

Angelus sat, pondering that for a moment, before a wide, evil grin
spread across his face. "Well now, I think I know exactly where I
might find such a person."

"Our Spikey's little redhead?" Dru questioned. Angelus simply nodded
his head in reply.

"That wasn't so hard, now was it?" He asked the man. "Thank ya for
all the help."

Benjamin gave a nervous smile, sighing in relief as the vampire stood
up and turned toward the door. Just when the Englishman thought he
would remain unscathed, the dark haired vampire spun back around and
punched him square in the face, knocking him out cold.

Drucilla looked up at her sire, confused as to why he didn't just
kill the man. Angelus simply shrugged. "Don't prefer me blood that
aged," he told her. "Now, go grab yerself a snack from the next room.
We're headin back ta the ship."

~*~

The redhead scowled as she looked over the paper. It was clearly the
ritual, though it was in a language that she did not understand. A
few words had been translated and scrawled into the margins. They
didn't make much sense to her, and she quickly abandoned the paper in
the hopes that the books would be of better use.

Reaching for one of the older, larger texts, the redhead was startled
as she heard a noise outside the door. Dropping the book with a
thump, she quickly jumped up from the bed and ran toward the door,
leaning against it and listening to the sounds on the other side.

"Ya seem to be spending an awful lot of time with the girl, William."
Willow panicked as she heard Angelus speaking. She hadn't realized
how much time had passed, and looking around, she saw no immediate
means of escape. Her heart was racing as her fear gave way to
hysteria, her entire body beginning to shake.

Spike let out a low growl, detesting his sire's use of his given
name. "Not much else to do around here," he commented, unaware of the
redhead listening nearby.

"I think ya might be havin a soft spot for the little witch," Angelus
teased, a smirk on his lips. Willow's ears perked up at the topic of
conversation, despite the discernable terror coursing through her.

"You don't know what you're talkin about, mate," Spike told his sire,
gruffly. Angelus simply chuckled in response. "She's a right pain in
the arse," Spike told him.

Willow gaped at the door in outrage. They weren't friends, she knew
that, but they seemed to have been building a common companionship
over the last few days. Of course, he scared her now and then, and
frustrated her to no end, but still, she had been sure that a part of
him liked her, at least a little bit, and she was surprised to hear
him denouncing such a claim openly to Angelus.

"Yes. Reminds me of a certain blond I once knew," Angelus replied
with a knowing grin. His childe need not admit his admiration for
the girl. It was clear enough to anyone looking. She reminded him so
much of Spike, it was almost uncanny, and Angelus figured that his
childe deserved every bit of trouble that the witch gave him, and
then some. At least, that was, until he sacrificed her.

"She's obstinate, pig-headed and dull," Spike told him decidedly,
though both vampires knew it was untrue. "She's overly opinionated
and too smart for her own good. Not to mention far too perky and
innocent."

At those words, the voices began to fade, both vampires moving along
down the corridor and toward the dining hall. Willow let out a sigh
of relief, opening the door slightly and peering out, making sure
there was no one about before quickly slipping back down to Spike's
room.

Once inside, the witch sank down onto the floor near the bed,
wrapping her arms around her knees. Her green eyes filled with tears
as she replayed the conversation she had just over heard. Sure, she
knew better than to think that Spike was anything close to fond of
her, but to hear his harsh, cruel words…A lump formed in her throat,
which she quickly choked back, trying to block out his dark, taunting
voice. She chastised herself as she realized that she had, in some
small way, been beginning to grow fond of the vampire. The redhead
hadn't realized just how much she had come to look forward to their
time together, their chats providing her with the only enjoyment she
found on the ship, and her heart broke just a little at the
realization that to him, she was still nothing more than a pet to
bide his time with.

 

Part 19 

Angelus walked into his room, unbuttoning his shirt and tossing it onto a nearby chair. Sitting on the bed, he grinned, thinking back to earlier that evening and the things he had learned from the watcher. So, the little witch would come in handy after all. He would have to remember to thank Spike for keeping her around. 

Spike. Now there might be small glitch. Despite his constant protesting about not liking the girl, it was clear that the vampire was smitten. Had been from the minute he set eyes on the redhead. Personally, Angelus couldn’t understand why. She was human, and meek and innocent at that. But then, she did remind him so much of William before he was turned, and Angelus supposed that was where the attraction came in. It made his childe weak, though, and that was not something the older vampire appreciated. They would all be far better off when the witch was good and dead, and Angelus finally had the power he was searching for. 

Glancing around the room, his smirk suddenly faltered as he noticed one of his books lying on the floor near the bed. Leaning down, he lifted the book up, looking it over carefully. Inhaling deeply, Angelus growled. How had he not noticed it the minute he walked into the room? Her scent was everywhere. Willow had clearly been there, and recently. The dark haired vampire stood up, seething with anger. He had no idea what she had found out, but he couldn’t take the chance that she knew something that might jeopardize his plan. He had come too far now to have some pathetic little human destroy it all. He couldn’t just kill her. Angelus knew that. He needed her. He would just have to be sure that Spike kept her in line, reminded her of exactly who was in charge on the ship. 

~*~ 

The next evening, Willow woke to find Spike already gone from the room, and was extremely glad for it. He had tried to engage her in conversation after returning to the ship the previous night, but she had been in no mood to speak with the blond. Willow was tired of being pushed around. She was tired of being a pawn in the vampires’ twisted games. She was tired of…Well, she was just plain tired, of everything. Hearing Spike’s cruel words had been the one thing to finally break her spirit. The one thing that had given her the tiniest bit of joy on the ship had just been blackened, and she had no interest at all in holding up their charade any longer. 

Spike had noticed the shift in the redhead’s mood. It had been obvious enough from the moment that he was back on the ship. She seemed to be mad at him about something, though he had no idea what, but beyond that, she seemed more saddened than usual. He suspected that it might simply be home sickness, but doubted it. Her countenance had changed so quickly, he was sure that something specific must have caused it. He tried to question her on it, but of course, the witch was not forthcoming on much of anything, and despite his misgivings on his own emotions, the vampire found himself desperate to make her smile again. He felt uneasy, knowing she was unhappy with him, and racked his brain for a way to bring her back around to her more pleasant self. 

The lock on the door clicked, and Willow glanced up as Spike entered the room. Her face was a cold mask hiding all emotion. Walking over to her silently, he reached down and gently took her hand in his, giving her arm a slight tug. When she made no movement to get up, he let out sigh, rolling his eyes and giving her a slightly pleading look. 

"Come with me, pet. Want to show you something," he told her. Spike had finally decided that perhaps the girl simply needed to get out of the room. She had, after all, been unhappy about being left aboard the ship when they docked for supplies, and he did have to remind himself that she was human, and needed things like fresh air and sunlight, neither of which she was afforded much of. 

"I don’t think you have anything I want to see," she informed him matter-of-factly. 

"Just come with me," he responded, with another tug, forcing her to stand up. 

Willow yanked her hand away and glared at him. "It’s going to rain, Spike." 

He wondered a bit at how she knew that. She hadn’t been out of the room in days, and there were no windows to see out of. He remembered her command of the elements, back in New York, though. She seemed particularly strong with water, and he thought perhaps that was how she knew. 

"All the more reason for you to hurry up and come with me," he told her, becoming increasingly frustrated. Reaching out, he went to grab her hand again, but she quickly moved it out of range, twisting her body away from him. 

"I really don’t want to," she told him gruffly. 

"Willow, do as I say, and come with me," he growled. 

"I really don’t think…" 

"Just bloody follow me or…" Spike stopped himself, running his hands through his hair, trying to calm down. He closed his eyes for a moment, willing the demon away, before looking at her again with pleading eyes. "I’m not going to hurt you, pet," he told her, his voice soft and gentle again. "Just want to show you something." 

"A dead body kind of something or a nice kind of something?" She questioned warily. 

Spike fought to suppress a chuckle at her question and gave her a slight smile. "A nice something. Just trust me." 

"Right, because a horrible, murderous demon is really a guy you can trust," she stated, rolling her eyes.  

"I promise you’ll be safe," he told her with an exasperated sigh. 

"You’ll have to excuse me if I don’t completely believe you," she replied. 

"Have I ever lied to you?" He asked, still holding his hand out. "Steal, cheat, maim, kill…I do all of those, but I don’t lie. At least, not to you." Seeing her resolve waver, he reached out and took her hand again, leading her yielding frame out the door and toward the upper deck. 

~It’s hard to listen to a hard, hard heart
~Beating close to mine
~Pounding up against the stone and steal
~Walls that I won’t climb 

Spike led her out of the room, and up the first staircase, reveling in the sound of her heart beat, the blood rushing through her veins. Her cheeks were slightly flushed from their small argument, though her eyes were dull. She seemed to have been fading within the last few days, and that was something that he couldn’t bare to see. That fire, that spark that was so uniquely Willow…He simply couldn’t bare to see that extinguished especially by his own hand. 

As they walked from the rooms below, up to the top deck, Willow’s eyes were glued on their joined hands. His was cool, but surprisingly soothing, as his thumb absently stroked over the back of her hand. It seemed to fit perfectly with his, and as that thought struck her, Willow felt her eyes start to water. It wasn’t supposed to feel so right. He was harsh and cruel, and nothing she was supposed to feel ‘right’ with. 

Hearing growls, Willow’s head shot up just in time to see that they were passing by a group of minions, all of whom were watching her with hungry gazes. The redhead shrunk in closer to Spike, pressing her slight frame against his strong one, cowering behind him. 

She felt him squeeze her hand in reassurance.

"No one will touch you, pet," he told her in a low, soft voice. "You’re safe with me. Won’t let anyone hurt you." 

"Who will protect me from you?" She wondered. It wasn’t until she saw him turn toward her with a look that seemed to be a mixture of anger and sadness that she realized that she had spoken out loud. 

"Why is it that you seem to be so much more afraid of those pathetic minions than you do of me?" He asked. Spike knew that there was a part of her that feared him. She was too smart not to. But she didn’t cower and hide from him the way she did from the rest of the vampires, and he wasn’t sure if that made him glad or angry. Mistaking her question for sarcasm, he decided to momentarily allow anger to win out. 

"You don’t scare me like they do," she confided quietly. "I-I mean, you’re frightening enough, what with the-the grrrr and all, but-but mostly, you’re just annoying."

A small grin curved the edges of her lips and Spike had to smile. This girl was something else. 

Willow looked up toward the sky as they reached the top deck. Her mind flooded with thoughts and memories. Memories of her life, her former life, when she lived on land, and enjoyed the sweet comfort of home and friends, before she was taken in and possessed by a demon. Her gaze fell back to their joined hands again, and Willow felt as though her fingers were melting in with his, becoming one. It was an odd, unsettling sensation that left her dazed and confused. He had hurt her, again and again. He was cruel and taunting, and his words constantly haunted her from the first night that they had met. He hadn’t wanted her then. He hadn’t even given her a chance. Now, he seemed to more or less tolerate her. She wondered how long that would last.  

Spike led the redhead up to the railing, watching her tired, weary face as a mixture of emotions played across it. He frowned as a single tear made its way down her cheek. He would have given anything to know what was swirling through that mind of hers, but suspected that he would never be privy to such secrets. 

~Sometimes a hurt is so deep deep deep
~You think that you’re going to drown
~Sometimes all I can do is weep weep weep
~With all this rain, falling down 

"Why did you bring me out here?" She asked quietly, nothing but curiosity in her voice. 

"Thought you could use a break from that room," he told her honestly. "Sky’s still pretty clear. Can still see most of the stars. That, over there, that’s…" 

"Orion," she interrupted, glancing up at him with a slight smile and shrugged. "Knowing the stars, kinda comes with the whole witch thing," she explained. 

"Right, should have known that," he mumbled, looking away from her as the clouds rolled across the sky, blocking out the images above. 

Leaning over the railing, Willow looked down into the darkened sea below. The wind was just beginning to pick up, and the water was turning chopping and turbulent. It wouldn’t be long before it would be fully raging. She was startled to realize that for the first time sine she had been brought onto the ship, she had no thoughts of jumping into those waters. She wondered at when, exactly, she had stopped considering that to be the better alternative. Looking away from the bleak darkness, she willed her tears away and turned toward the vampire standing next to her. 

He looked at her with a curious expression that she couldn’t quite place, and gestured out toward the night sky. Willow turned and looked up, watching as streaks of lightening danced in the distant darkness. She could feel the electricity in the air, and hear distant thunder rumbling. It was beautiful and violent all at once.

The witch’s eyes glanced up as she felt a cool rain drop fall. A second one landed on her cheek, and she brushed it away quickly, watching a third splatter on the railing. 

~Strange how hard it rains now
~Rows and rows of big dark clouds
~When I’m holding on underneath this shroud
~Rain  

Looking back out toward the storm on the horizon, the redhead tried to ignore the emotions stirring within her. She could feel him there, beside her. Even though they were no longer touching, it was as though they were connected some how. As if their hands had never left one another’s. She saw a slight movement out of the corner of her eye, just before she felt his hand slip into hers again. It simply had to be there. There was no alternative. 

~It’s hard to know when to give up the fight
~Two things you want will just never be right
~It’s never rained like it has tonight
~Before 

Looking toward him again, she was startled by the emotion that shone in his blue eyes. Willow didn’t think it was possible that such emotion could be directed at her, but the intense gaze begged to differ. She felt her stomach flip-flop and her heart speed up, tears welling up in her eyes again. She wasn’t supposed to feel this way. She wasn’t supposed to have this kind of reaction. Not to him. He wasn’t even doing anything, just standing there, and yet she couldn’t seem to drag her gaze away from his. It began to rain harder, as the wind whipped around them, but neither seemed to take notice. 

Spike watched her face for some sort of idea as to what she was thinking and feeling. Then he heard it. Her heart beat began to race and her breathing hitched in her throat. That was all he needed. He knew. This fiery, defiant, obstinate, infuriating, beautiful, powerful, magnificent creature was looking at him as if he were the world. Suddenly, her gaze, her heart, and her breathing told him all he needed to know. He was death, personified, and here, standing before him, was life, eternal. 

~Now I don’t want to beg you baby
~For something maybe you could never give
~I’m not looking for the rest of your life
~I just want another chance to live 

Drawn by a sudden, urgent need, Willow leaned in, tentatively, feeling his hands slowly sliding up her bare arms, coming to rest on her shoulders. The rain was now pouring down around them, though neither cared. The wind caused her hair to dance around her face, giving her a strange, ethereal glow, and as she leaned in further, Spike was sure he was about to kiss a true angel. 

Willow held her breath as her eyes drifted closed and her arms slipped around his waist, encouraging him toward her in a surprisingly innocent gesture. Finally, he took pity on the girl that was now shaking with need, and claimed her lips with his own, in what began as a gentle, almost chaste kiss, but quickly escalated into something much more akin to passion and desire. 

~Strange how hard it rains now
~Rows and rows of big dark clouds
~When I’m holding on, underneath this shroud
~Rain 

Hands grasped at drenched clothing and fingers entwined with rain soaked hair as they both lost themselves in one another. Opening her eyes, Willow found that they were now back in Spike’s room. She could feel the ship rocking as the storm raged outside, and heard the faint crackle of the fire under the mantle. The redhead sucked in a deep breath as she felt Spike unlacing the back of her dress and slowly slipping it from her frame. 

"Gotta get you out of these wet clothes," he told her in a low, husky voice, stepping back to admire her as she was bared to his view. The vampire smiled, his eyes conveying to her how beautiful he thought her. Willow blushed under the intense gaze. 

Reaching out, she attempted to grasp his shirt, wanting his clothes to be gone as well, but Spike easily held her hand at bay with a grin. Gently, he pushed her down to the bed, urging her to lie down as he covered her body with his own, claiming her lips in another passionate kiss. When he finally pulled back, he smiled at the sound of her whimpered protests. 

"Patience, luv," he admonished with a grin, before quickly removing his own clothes and again covering her body with his own. 

Spike felt her shiver below him, a result of the combination of the cold rain and her heated passion. She began to beg incoherently, desperate to feel everyone inch of his body against her own. Clutching blindly at his shoulders and arms, her nails bit slightly into his flesh, spurring him further along. 

Pulling his head back, slightly, Spike gave her a questioning look, silently requesting permission. 

Willow simply nodded, before peppering his neck and chest with fevered kisses. His request granted, Spike positioned himself over her, before quickly entering her in one smooth motion. Hearing the redhead gasp, Spike stilled his movements, allowing her a few moments to adjust to him. When he began to feel her move against him, the vampire took that as his cue, beginning a steady rhythm, slowly sliding back just to the edge, before plunging in again. 

Within only a few moments, Willow felt herself begin to shake and shudder, as wave after wave of ecstasy washed over her. Feeling himself about to tumble over the edge as well, Spike’s face shifted to his true features, and Willow was only dimly aware as he bit into her neck, the bite deep and claiming.  

~Strange how hard it rains now
~Rows and rows of big dark cloud
~While I’m holding on, underneath this shroud
~Rain Rain Rain

Part 20

It had been several days and Angelus had barely seen Spike. He had
been spending almost all of his time in his room with the redhead. He
knew that Spike had finally taken the girl. About damn time, he
thought. At first he suspected that the blond had finally grown a
pair and forced the girl, but later realized that she was with him as
a very willing partner. That thought left Angelus feeling extremely
uneasy. He couldn't afford Spike getting too attached to the girl. It
was time to drive a small wedge between the two love birds and remind
them both of Spike's true nature.

~*~

"Giles, what is it? Why are we here?"

"We're borrowing a small ship from a friend of mine," Giles told the
slayer.

"This?" Xander questioned, gesturing to the very small fishing boat
next to them. "This isn't a ship, Giles. It's barely an oar."

"It's more than sea worthy, Xander," Giles told him hurriedly, as he
tossed several supplies and weapons on board. "It will do for our
purposes."

"And what exactly are our purposes? You haven't even told us what's
going on?" Buffy reminded him.

"Right. A friend of mine, from the council, sent word. He thinks that
he might have located Willow."

"Willow?" Xander shouted. "Where? Is she alright?"

"Hardly," Giles told him grimly. "Apparently, she's in a bit more
danger than we originally suspected. The friend that I spoke to, he
believes she is being held by a group of vampires that are preparing
to perform a very dangerous ritual and it is suspected that Willow
will be their sacrifice."

"What kind of ritual?" Buffy questioned, her voice low and dangerous.

"Immortalis Eversor," Giles told them. "It's an ancient ritual,
which, if performed correctly, will render a vampire not only
completely unkillable, but more powerful than any other being in
existence."

"So, that's bad, right?" Buffy mumbled.

"Sacrifice," Xander spoke up. "You said something about Willow being
used as a sacrifice?"

"They need a witch to sacrifice at the time of the ritual," he
explained. "The vampire who spoke to my friend said that he had
gotten a necklace needed for the spell from a redhead and that he
already had someone to sacrifice."

"Willow," Buffy whispered with dread, once again feeling overridden
with guilt. Squaring her shoulders, she looked up at her watcher. "So
where are we heading?"

"They were seen down the coast a bit. Not terribly far. The ritual
has to be done during the new moon, so they're stalling for time.
Heading down in the direction my friend suggested they might be going
would be our best bet."

"Then let's go," Buffy replied, hopping onto the boat, grabbing a
sword and holding it up, mentally preparing herself for whatever they
would soon face.

~*~

Spike woke to a knocking at the door, and carefully extricated
himself from the bed, making sure not to wake Willow. Reaching the
door, he flung it open groggily, just after pulling on a pair of
pants, and glared at the minion standing on the other side.

"Master Angelus requests the presence of your company in his
chambers," the vampire told him snidely.

Spike let out a low growl and glanced back at the sleeping redhead.

"Your pet is to stay here," the minion told him. Upon Spike's
incredulous glare, he continued, "Two guards are to be left at the
door, to ensure that no harm comes to the girl."

"Bloody Angelus," Spike mumbled, walking back across the room. He
grabbed a shirt and pulled it on, leaving the buttons undone and
slipping on a pair of boots.

"Spike?"

The blond vampire looked over to see Willow sitting up in bed and
rubbing her eyes, holding a sheet around her chest. Moving over to
the bed, he reached out, stroking her cheek and giving her a slight
smile.
"Go back to sleep, luv," he told her softly. She gave him a

questioning look, knowing better than to ask. "Angelus wants to have
a little chat. I won't be gone long. I want you to be good and go
back to sleep. Do not leave this room and do not open the door for
anyone, understand?"

Willow scowled. "Why is it that every time he yells jump, you ask how
high?" She asked quietly.

"He's my sire," he explained impatiently, stroking a few strands of
hair back from her face.

"He's a bastard," she replied scornfully.

"So am I, Willow. Don't be fooled. I may act better around you, but I
can still be just as evil and cruel as he is."

The witch shook her head. "I think you're too sweet for that. You
could never be like him." Her words surprised the redhead just as
much as the blond. It had only been a few days before that she hated
him more than any other creature alive, and now, here she was falling
madly in love with him and thinking him sweet.

"You take that back!" He scolded playfully. A moment later, though,
the grin slipped from his lips and his face turned serious. "Willow,
I meant what I said. You should be afraid of me. I'll most likely
destroy you in the end and love every minute of it."

"We're like fire and ice," she told him, ignoring his
warning, "Opposite attractions."

"Fire and ice never do too well together, in my experience," he
responded in a dark tone.

"Okay, then we're something else," she amended with an impish
smile. "Something that goes better together, like…"

"No, I think you were right the first time," he interrupted, kissing
her forehead. "Fire will melt the ice, and then what's left of the
ice will extinguish the flame."

Willow shook her head as Spike leaned in and kissed her lips
passionately. "I don't want to see your light go out," he whispered,
sounding desperate in his admission. A moment later, the blond pulled
away and walked out, locking the door behind him.

 

Part 21

 

“Angelus, it’s barely after sunset. What the hell is it that you want to talk about?” Spike said as he entered the main sitting room.

 

“Ah, come in me boy. Wanted to have a nice chat with ya,” Angelus told him, looking back over his shoulder as he poured two glasses of whiskey.

 

“Yeah, got that part. What exactly is it you wanted to chat about?” Spike questioned, not in the mood to play games.

 

“Wanted to talk to ya about yer little pet, Spike. Seems ya haven’t been keepin a close enough eye on the lass,” Angelus told him, handing him a drink before sitting down, gesturing that he do the same.

 

Spike stayed standing, leaning against the mantle over the fireplace, and sipped the drink.

 

“What makes you say that?” Spike asked.

 

“Seems the little girl has been snoopin around in places she doesn’t belong,” Angelus told him. Spike raised an eyebrow in question. “She was in here a few nights ago,” Angelus clarified, an angry growl deep in his throat.

 

“Did someone see her?” Spike questioned, not fully believing that Willow would have gone into Angelus’ rooms after specifically being told not to, but then not totally believing that she wouldn’t either.

 

Angelus shook his head, “Not that I’ve been told.”

 

“Then why the hell are you accusing her of coming in here?!” Spike yelled, slamming his glass down on the mantle top.

 

A second later, the blond vampire found himself shoved toward the nearby wall, and pinned against it. Angelus growled as he held the younger vampire against the unyielding wall, leaning in close and speaking in a low, dangerous tone. 

 

“Can’t ya smell her, boy? Her scent is all over this room,” the older vampire told him, inhaling deeply, his eyes closing briefly, before opening again, flashing gold.

 

Spike sniffed the air and realized with a mixture of dread and anger that Willow had indeed been in the room. 

 

“Now, I believe that I would recall havin a sweet little tart like that in me room recently, and seein as how I don’t have the pleasure of that memory, but her scent is lingerin in the air, I have ta wonder what she was lookin for and what she found.”

 

Anger bubbling up inside of him, Spike growled, shoving Angelus off of him, and glared menacingly. “I specifically told her to stay out of here,” Spike told him, beginning to pace the room.

 

“Well, apparently the girl isn’t listen’n to ya, Spike. Apparently ya don’t know how to control her.”

 

“I know bloody well how to control my pet!” Spike shouted, stepping up to the dark haired vampire, bringing them nearly nose to nose.

 

“Perhaps ya should leave her to me for a night. Could remind ya how to properly handle the girl,” Angelus said with a sneer, knowing exactly how to get to his childe.

 

“I SAID that I know how to control her,” Spike growled through clenched teeth.

 

“Recent actions would say otherwise, boy,” Angelus growled back. “It doesn’t look good for ya ta have a pet that don’t listen. The boys, they’re startin to think that ya might be goin soft.”

 

“You listen to me,” Spike began, reaching out to grab a hold of Angelus’ neck. Before he had a chance to say more, his hand was shoved away, and he found his Sire’s fist wrapped tightly around his own throat. Angelus’ face morphed to his true visage as he growled at his childe.

 

“No, ya listen to me, boy. I told ya that if ya wanted the girl, ya would have to be lookin after her. I would hate to think that me own childe couldn’t handle his responsibilities. We have come too far and are too close to havin this ritual done. I will not let that little witch destroy what I have worked so hard for.”

 

Spike growled at the implication and tried to shove Angelus away, finding that his grip only tightened.

 

“I find out that yer pet was in here again, not only will I drink her dry, but I’ll be punishin ya as well. I expect that ya will be takin care of this matter straight away?”

 

Angelus let go of his childe and Spike shoved him away angrily.

 

“I don’t need you to tell me how to handle my pet,” Spike growled.

 

“If ya don’t think yer man enough to punish the lass…”

 

“I’ll take care of it,” Spike stated, before spinning on his heels and storming out of the room, not seeing the evil grin cross his sire’s face.

 

Part 22

 

Willow heard Spike storming up to the room, and sat up, kneeling on the bed nervously. The doors flew open, slamming against the walls loudly as he entered.

 

“Spike?” She whispered nervously, seeing the anger flashing in his eyes.

 

“You little bitch!” He yelled as he reached the bed, just before back handing her. Willow fell back, feeling pain burn across her cheek and tears spring into her eyes. Before she had a chance to react further, she felt herself wrenched upright, coming face to face with Spike, his human mask gone.

 

“How dare you disobey my orders!” He yelled, shoving her hard.

 

Willow fell backwards for the second time, clutching her injured cheek, her tears spilling over. Dread filled her as she realized that he knew. He knew where she had gone and what she had done.

 

Again, he grabbed her arm harshly, and dragged her up, this time pulling her from the bed and gripping her shoulders tightly as he held her before him. Shoving her backwards, he grabbed a dress and threw it to her. 

 

“Put this on,” he commanded coldly, watching as she quickly pulled the dress over herself.

 

“I specifically told you to stay out of his room, didn’t I? I gave you everything, and I’ve clearly been far too lenient with you. You think you can do anything you wish?” At that, he struck her again, sending her to the ground.

 

Willow didn’t know how much she could take, though she was sure she was about to find out. She glanced up, noticing that several minions were now standing at the doorway, along with Angelus and Drusilla and the redhead looked away in shame and fear.

 

Once again, she felt the blond vampire grab her arm and haul her up, this time dragging her from the room and up to the deck, where a large group of vampires had congregated. Grabbing rope along the way, Spike wound it tightly around the redhead’s wrists before securing it to an overhang, leaving her swaying on her toes, facing the crowd.

 

He circled her several times, looking every bit like a hunter stalking its prey, before stopping in front of the helpless girl, gripping her face and forcing her to look at him, commanding that she open her tightly closed eyes.

 

“Look at me!” He demanded. “Do not forget who I am. I am your master, and you will do as I say, when I say it. Understand?”

 

“Yes,” she whispered hoarsely. “Please, I…”

 

Before she could say more, he took a step back and struck her again. Willow cried out in pain, fighting in vain against the rope that held her there.

 

“You will NOT disobey my orders again! You will show your master respect and submission!” Stepping behind her, he grabbed a fist full of red hair, yanking her head back painfully before addressing the congregated vampires. 

 

“There’s been some talk of me goin soft,” he yelled out. “Anyone wishin to challenge me, look no further. I’d hate for ANYONE to forget his or her place aboard this ship.”

 

“Please, I’m sorry! Please…” She whispered, hearing the demons cheer him on and taunt her.

 

“You will remember your place and behave accordingly!” He yelled, ignoring her pitiful pleas. Walking in front of her again, he glared at the girl with what she understood to be pure hatred and disdain, and he seemed to be almost shaking with anger.

 

Willow hung limply from the rope, pain coursing through her, sobs wracking her body. Stepping up to her, Spike grabbed a handful of hair again, and wrenched her head backwards, exposing her neck to him, before biting down harshly and drinking deeply. Just before she was ready to pass out, Spike pulled away, and let go of her with a slight shove, glancing briefly at her eyes, which were dull and barely open.

 

Turning back toward the crowd, Spike wiped at the blood on his lips before grinning maliciously. “Anyone here have any doubts that I know how to control my pet?” He questioned loudly. The crowd grew silent, and he glanced over at Angelus and Dru, who were both smiling at him proudly.

 

“Right then. Glad to get that squared away,” he stated, before turning back to the redhead and grabbing the rope binding her wrists, pulling harshly. The rope came free and Willow felt herself fall limply to the wooden boards with a painful thud, not able to move as she lay at Spike’s feet. Reaching down, he grabbed a hold of her roughly, and hoisted her up over his shoulder, before carrying her back to his chambers, kicking the door shut behind him.

 

Reaching the bed, Spike tossed Willow onto it unceremoniously, ignoring her soft sobs. “You brought this on yourself,” he muttered, before storming out of the room again, not allowing her to see the pain and guilt etched on his face.

 

Stepping back out to the deck, Spike saw that the crowd was already disappearing, and he grabbed a hold of one of the human maids as she walked by. “Go, bring my pet some water and tend to her wounds. She is not to be spoken to, and no one but you is to go into the room.”

 

“Yes, sir,” the young woman said with a slight bow, before turning and running off to carry out his commands.

 

~*~

 

It was several hours before Spike returned to the room. Walking in quietly, he saw through the darkness that Willow was asleep, sprawled out across the bed. Walking up to her, he could see the tear tracks along her cheeks and brushed a lock of hair away from her face.

 

Willow woke with a start, looking up at the blond in wide eyed horror, before suddenly sitting up and scrambling backwards, wincing at the pain coursing through her. She looked up at him momentarily before cowering and keeping her head hung low.

 

“Come here,” he said softly. Willow hesitated, still staring at him in complete and utter fear. “Come. Here,” he commanded more harshly, seeing her finally force herself to move toward him. She crawled across the bed, pain evident on her face, and knelt in front of the blond vampire.

 

“Stay here,” he told her, turning her slightly so that he sat behind her. Willow obeyed, unsure of what to expect. Knowing better than to look back, she didn’t see him pull a small jar from his pocket. A moment later, the redhead gasped, feeling something cold on her injured neck.

 

Spike waited a moment for the girl to settle back down, before continuing to smooth on the salve, being sure to cover the bite mark thoroughly.

 

“Don’t ever disobey me again, luv,” he said, his once again gentle voice, now over flowing with emotion, bringing tears to her eyes. “When I tell you not to do something, there’s a reason. I don’t ever want to punish you like that again, understand?”

 

Willow nodded mutely, her cold, weary eyes staring straight forward.

 

“If you ever go into Angelus’ chambers again without permission, he’ll be the one punishing you, and I promise that tonight will seem like a walk in the park compared to that.”

 

Again Willow nodded.

 

Finished tending to the wounds on her back, Spike carefully turned the girl around, ready to seize her lips with his own passionately, but was stopped by the stoney stare of her eyes.  Her face held no expression, but her eyes...They seemed to be filled with hatred and disgust. 

 

Reluctantly, the vampire released his gentle grasp on her arm and motioned for her to lay back down.  "Go to sleep," he said softly, his voice catching in his throat.

 

Willow turned away ridgedly and buried her face in her pillow, finally allowing her tears to fall freely.

 

Spike sat down, toeing his boots off before lying back on the bed. Waiting until he knew that she was asleep, Spike carefully pulled the redhead closer to him, wrapping an arm around her thin frame, knowing that the damage done tonight would be irreparable.

 

Part 23

"Giles!" Xander yelled. "Come take a look at this!"

The watcher quickly moved to the front of the tiny ship, where
Xander was standing with a telescope, waving his arms wildly.

"There's a boat heading this way!" Xander told him, handing over the
telescope. "Is that the ship?"

Giles looked toward the distant object before letting out a
sigh. "No, Xander, that is most definitely not the ship we're
looking
for. It-it looks almost like a small rowboat filled with

men."

"What would a rowboat be doing out here alone?" Xander questioned.

"Well, I suppose it's possible that it's a trap, though we won't
know for sure until we reach them. Go, get Buffy, tell her to grab a
weapon and come up here."

Xander quickly ran off to find Buffy, while Giles grabbed a sword
and continued to watch the small boat, mumbling to himself. "Who
knows what kind of dastardly scheme they might be plotting."

~*~

"Oy!
Look! A ship!"

"We'll take this one, I'm sure of it."

"With what? We ain't got no cannons, and only one rusty sword."

"I got me pistol still. Got one bullet left."

"We ain't gonna take a whole ship with one bullet, you bloody twit."

"Well it ain't my fault we used up the other shots. Had to test the
damn thing now didn't I?"

"Yeah, and then ya `ad to be shootin into the water like the daft
fool ya are, thinking ya'd get a fish that way."

"What's wrong with that? I almost did get me a fish. Would have been
more'n we've eaten in a week."

"If ya `ad gotten a fish, how would ya `ave cooked it?"

"Both of you shut your bloody traps!" One of the pirates yelled,
eyeing the approaching ship.

"Who died and made him the captain?" One of the men mumbled.

"The captain," another reminded him. The pirate holding the gun
nodded and shrugged.

~*~

"Giles, this is what you were worried about?" Buffy questioned,
still holding tightly to a crossbow, just in case.

"Well, I had no idea what we would be coming up on. They could have
been dangerous," Giles reasoned.

"Hello! Pirates here!" The captain of the tiny boat yelled out. "In
case you all missed it, we are dangerous. We're the most feared
sailors of the sea."

The two men gave them doubtful looks as Buffy rolled her eyes.

"That's right, and now we're goin ta be taken over yer ship,"
another yelled out.

The captain turned and glared at the out spoken pirate. "What the
hell are you doin?"

"What? I was just `splainin to them why they should be fearin us."

"You don't tell someone that you are about to attack them," the
captain explained. "It sort of takes away the whole element of
surprise."

"Oy, right! Sorry!" The pirate replied. "Never mind that `ole
thing `bout us takin yer ship. Don't know what I was thinking."
Buffy rolled her eyes again.

"So, you're pirates," Giles spoke up.

"Hey look! We got ourselves a real smart guy here, now don't we?"
One of the pirates responded, causing the others to laugh heartily.

"What kind of pirates travel in a rowboat?" Xander questioned.

"Listen here boy!" One of the men called out angrily. "We `ad a
grand ship, but it was sunk by a bunch of bloody demons. Once we get
ourselves a new set of sails, we'll be goin after the bastards, take
back what's ours."

"So, you got out-pirated by a bunch of demons," Xander summed up,
hearing several of the men growl and curse angrily.

"You thinkin what I'm thinkin?" Buffy asked Giles quietly. The
watcher nodded.

"Do you recall taking a young woman with red hair aboard your ship?"
Giles questioned.

One of the men nodded his head eagerly, about to reply, when the
captain turned and glared at him. "Can't say mate," he
answered. "Why do ya ask?"

"Well, our friend was kidnapped by some pirates and we have reason
to believe that she is now being held by a group of vampires."

"Well, how much ya willin ta pay for a bit of information?" The
captain asked with sneer.

"When are we goin ta take over the ship already?" One of the other
pirates questioned, waving his pistol around.

"I'm negotiatin here! Pipe down!" The captain yelled back.

"Tell us what you know, or die," Buffy ground out, quickly losing
patience.

The men all began to laugh at her seemingly idle threat. "You ain't
nothing but a bitty girl!" One stated with a chuckle.

Losing her patience, Buffy lashed out, punching the pirate hard,
sending him sprawling back into several of the other men. Stumbling
for a moment, he righted himself again. Looking up, his eyes were
wide with surprise as he held his now broken nose. The other pirates
roared with laughter at the sight of the girl knocking the man over.

"Tell me what you know," she demanded.

"Oy, she was a real looker, that one," the pirate with the pistol
stated with a grin. "Had a firey temper at that, and…"

He was interrupted by the captain, who grabbed his shirt and roughly
pulled him forward.

"I told you to SHUT UP!" He yelled, sending his fist into the man's
face. The other pirate fell back at the impact, losing his grip on
the pistol. A moment later, they all heard a loud pop, and the
pirates felt their boat shake and shudder slightly.

"What the `ell was that?" One of them yelled out.

They all moved slightly to the side, looking down to see the large
hole that was now quickly filling with water at the bottom of the
rowboat, thanks to the gun that had shot through the wood.

"Now I know why you lost your ship," Xander stated. "Filling your
own boat full of holes, not exactly the way to go."


One of the pirates quickly grabbed a rusted sword and swiped at
Xander, cutting his shirt straight across, and just barely missing
his stomach.

"Hey!" The young man shouted, jumping back a little.

"Tell us what we need to know, now," Buffy demanded, grabbing the
captain's neck tightly, as the men looked back and forth between the
rising water the and other ship.

"Ya still ain't said how much yer willing to pay," the captain of
the now sinking ship stated calmly.

Buffy raised her eyebrows at him. "I really don't think you are in a
position to be negotiating here."

"Well, we don't know a thing," the captain told her decidedly,
shrugging her off of him and crossing his arms over his chest,
looking away from her. His gaze fell for a moment to the water
rising at the bottom of the boat, before quickly shifting upwards
toward the early evening sky.

"Fine," the slayer responded, "enjoy the water."

"Oy! You can't leave us `ere! We'll drown!"

The blonde shrugged and gave them doubtful looks. "You're pirates.
Time you learned how to swim."

"Buffy," Giles interrupted. "They are human. You can't just dump
them in to the ocean."

"Come on, Giles," Buffy whined. "They're BARELY human. I mean, look
at them. Besides, they took Willow. They deserve a little pain."

"I'm right there with you about the pain, Buffy," Xander told
her, "but death by drowning is a little severe, don't you think?"

"No," the slayer replied, giving the two men her most innocent look.

"What in the bloody hell are you two doin fightin with a lil chit
like that?" One of the pirates questioned.

"Hey, quiet," hissed the man that Buffy had punched before. "She
might be a lil nothin but she sure as hell don't hit like no girl."

"I assure you that she is much more than just some girl," Giles told
them.

"Looks like someone's kept under a bit of a tight leash, don't it
boys?" One of the pirates taunted, before another made the sound of
a whip lash.

"I am NOT whipped!" Giles yelled indignantly.

"Are you sure I can't toss them into the sea?" Buffy questioned
hopefully.

"No, you can not," Giles replied with sigh, "as unfortunate as that
may be."

Buffy rolled her eyes in aggravation, before grabbing some rope to
secure the pirates and bring them on board.

"Well, this is all good and fine," Xander commented, "but now we're
playing host to a bunch of pirates, and we're still no closer to
finding Willow."

 

Part 24

Willow caught barely a glimpse of Spike over the next few days, and
was extremely glad for it. Her heart ached and her head pounded at
the very thought of the vampire and all that had happened regarding
him. She had gone from hatred to love, and now…Now she wanted to
hate him, detest him with every fiber of her being, but at the same
time, there were small shards of her shattered heart that kept
remembering. Of course, the feminist in her insisted that she should
and would hate him. How could she not? He had struck her, several
times, and then humiliated her in front of every other creature on
the ship. He had struck her and then bit her.

That last thought sent her hand up to her neck, where the wound was
still healing and sore. The vampire had insisted that she put the
salve that he had brought her on it several times a day, and a part
of her almost wanted to rebel, to leave it swollen and infected,
just to remind him of what he had done. Of course, the rational part
of her knew that doing so would be incredibly stupid and painful,
and more of a punishment to herself than to him. Thankfully,
rationality won that fight.

At first, the blond had tried to be as soft and gentle with the girl
as possible, clearly feeling guilt and shame for what he had done,
but Willow would have none of it, so eventually he gave up and went
back to storming in and out of the room, yelling occasionally, and
tossing her some food now and then. Each time she would hear him
come in, the witch would steel herself, raising an invisible wall,
her eyes glazing over and turning cold as her entire body stiffened.
She would only look at him when forced to, and even then, it was
more that she looked through the vampire than at him. She held her
head up, refusing to look down submissively at him, and held a look
that was the perfect mixture of disinterest and disgust. When Spike
was in the room, she had the entire of act of distance and
indifference down cold.

Once Spike was gone, though, it was a different story. When that
door was closed, the walls came crumbling down, and she had to fight
the tears that always ended up falling. There was no keeping them at
bay. They simply wouldn't have it. Each and every time, her heart
would break all over again, her despair becoming just a bit more
tangible. He had gained her trust, and then smashed it to pieces,
leaving her broken and hollow. He had warned her too, the reminder
of which only served to cause her more pain. He had warned her of
what he really was, but she had refused to see it, thought she was
the smart one, seeing beyond it, but understood now that it was
nothing more than a mirage, created by her own desperate mind. Spike
was a demon, and beyond that, there was nothing.

Willow's eyes flickered up as the door opened, and she watched with
cool indifference, as the vampire walked in. He looked tired and
weary, though she could muster no sympathy for him. He sat next to
her on the bed, knowing better than to try and get too close, and
gave her a sideways glance. He saw her desolate stare and let out a
sigh.

"How much longer are we going to play this game?" He asked, anger
and aggravation evident in his voice.

Willow merely arched an eyebrow at him. That was no surprise to the
vampire. The girl had not said so much as one word to him since `the
incident.' His heart ached at the memory of it, though he refused to
allow any outer evidence of that fact. He had lost. Spike knew that
now. He had been playing a dangerous game, not fully aware of the
rules, and in the end Angelus won. The bastard always did. It should
not have been so shocking to the blond. Angelus knew what Spike
wanted, and the older vampire had always detested the traces of
humanity that disseminated from him. Willow enhanced that, and Spike
should have known better than to think that Angelus would allow it
to continue.

Of course, Spike also knew better than to truly blame his sire. He
was the one, after all, who had handled things incorrectly. He was
the one who had been too soft too quickly, and then too harsh too
late. He was the one, dear god, that had struck the girl, bit the
girl
, reminded the girl of the demon he truly was. And the worst bit

of truth was the fact that each and every time he thought of it,
though a part of him ached over the fresh memory, a part of him
applauded the display. He was a demon. He had never pretended to be
anything else, and he could not ignore what had been done. He had
claimed the girl. Of course, this had yet to be explained to her,
for rather obvious reasons, but none the less, the claim was there.
He could feel it, smell it, taste it, every time he walked into the
room
. It was tangible, an element of its own accord in the room, and

it screamed at him to grab the girl, handle her, take her, taste
her
. Of course, he didn't. It was that humanity. Angelus had always

said it would be his undoing, and the older vampire was close, but
not quiet right. It was not the humanity that would be his undoing.
Spike knew that now. It would be the girl.

"How much longer will you keep this up?" He asked gruffly.

She simply gave him an innocent look, as if having no idea what game
he was referring to.

Spike leaned in closer, his patience completely dissipated, and let
out a low growl. "Answer me," he commanded.

Willow clenched her jaw tightly before speaking. "What do you want
me to say?" She asked with a bitter laugh. "It's done, Spike. It's
over and done. You were right. I should have listened. You ARE every
bit the bastard that Angelus is. Don't worry, though, I've learned
that lesson well."

Spike looked, for a moment, as if he had been struck by her, taken
back with shock and pain at her words. He steeled himself a few
seconds later, glaring back at the redhead.

"Can't say I didn't warn you, pet," he told her snidely. "You broke
the rules, you had to be punished. Not surprise there. You brought
it on yourself."

"I did," she agreed, again surprising him. " I despise you, Spike,
and I don't want to. I want to love you, but I can't. Not now. I
can't love you, and that fact makes me despise you all the more. It
was my mistake to ever think I could trust you, but don't for a
moment believe that I will ever be afraid of you. I won't allow you
that luxury."

Spike gave her an incredulous look, leaning in closer and letting
his demon face slip forward, baring his fangs.

Willow simply stared back impassively. "Won't work, Spike. You can't
induce my fear. For that, I would have to be afraid to lose
something," she told him, her voice suddenly become quieter and
almost shaking. "At this point I have nothing left for you to take."

At that, she turned away from him, refusing to allow him to see the
tears that filled her eyes. She knew her role in this, and would
play her part accordingly. To forgive him now would be treacherous
to herself, and Willow had no one but herself left in the world.

Part 25

"Where are we? Why have we slowed down?" Spike asked gruffly as he
stormed out onto the main deck, finding his sire grinning like the
cat that just ate the canary.

"Tonight's the night, me boy," Angelus told him. "New moon, got me
little bobble," he said, holding up the necklace. "The ritual is all
set. We have…" He paused, giving his childe a long, pointed
look, "everything we need."

"Good," Spike replied. "Want this over with." At that, he turned to
head back to his room, but his sire's hand on his arm stopped him.

"Yer pet? She's in yer room?" Spike simply nodded. "Make sure she
stays there." Angelus' tone was one to not be questioned, and knowing
better than to make that mistake, Spike nodded curtly and walked away.

"He won't be happy with this, you know." Angelus turned around,
finding Drucilla walking up behind him.

"He'll get over it. She's only a human after all," the older vampire
responded with a dismissive flick of his wrist, turning away from her.

"You know she's much more than that," Drucilla chided. "Our boy loves
her, even if he won't admit it."

"Don't matter," Angelus replied, spinning around and gripping her
shoulders tightly, delighting in the small whimper of pain that
escaped her lips. "I need her for the ritual. That's why I've kept
her alive…So that tonight, I can be killin her."

~*~

"What the hell are we going to do with these guys?" Giles looked up
from the sword he was sharpening, seeing Xander walking toward him,
gesturing at the group of pirates tied to the mast.

"If it comes to it, we could always throw them at the enemy. Surely
they will, at the very least, annoy them to death," Giles quipped.

"Jokes?" Xander asked angrily. "You're making jokes now?"

Giles sighed. "Xander, what would you have me do? Run around in a
terrified panic?"

Xander shook his head, running a trembling hand through his hair, and
sat down next to the older man. "I don't know. I mean, it's just,
it's Willow, you know? Best friend since forever. I don't know what
I would do without her in my life."

"She seems to have that effect on people," the watcher noted with a
soft, wistful smile.

"She's everything, you know, and I didn't even realize it until…and…
and I can't even…I mean I couldn't even…If only I had…"

"Xander," Giles interrupted, "did you hand her to the pirates?" The
boy shook his head. "Did you lead them to her, or…or bind her for
them?"

Again he shook his head. "But I…I wasn't watching her," he said
quietly, desperation in his voice as it cracked. "I should have
been. I should have been protecting her and looking out for her, and…
and I should never have turned my back when…"

"Xander, it is not your fault!" Giles stated loudly, startling the
young man. "I know it seems easier to blame ourselves, but the
bottom line is that this is not your fault. You were busy, saving
others, and correct me if I'm wrong, but I don't believe that Willow
ever fancied herself as one of the helpless women of the city,
cowering behind the men. She was right where she wanted and needed
to be, and now we are going to be where she needs for us to be,
helping her. When the time comes, and you're called to it, you'll be
there for her, and you'll be sure that she is safe and well."

"What if I'm…I mean, what if I can't…Sometimes I feel like such a
coward, being so afraid, when she's the one that…"

"You WILL. You will, because it's her, and there will be no
alternative in your mind. You'll be the man I know you're destined to
become, and you'll do what you must, because it's Willow."

Xander simply smiled softly, wishing he fully believed the words that
the watcher was saying.

~*~

Willow watched as Spike walked into the room, more solemn looking
than usual. She wanted to ask why they had slowed down. She wanted to
ask why his mood had seemed to suddenly shift. She wanted to ask if
she would ever be seeing the light of day again. All of these
questions seemed horribly important, and she had been practicing how
she would ask, and which would come first, while he was gone, but the
minute that the vampire returned to the room, another question pushed
itself to the front of her mind and demanded attention.

"Was it all a lie?" Her voice was so quiet, he barely caught it.
Turning around, the blond gave her a questioning look, wincing at the
pain etched on her face.

"That night," Willow clarified, trying to stop her voice from
shaking, along with the rest of her. "When we…Was I just a game to
you?
Just your *pet*?" The last word was filled with disdain, and he

could see the tears forming her in her green eyes.

Spike stood completely still, his face an emotionless mask, leaving
Willow to only guess what he was thinking. After several moments of
silence, the witch spoke again.

"Because, you know, you didn't have to do all that." Spike's eyes
widened slightly in surprise.
"I mean, the seduction, and the sweet

words, and the…the looking at the stars. You didn't need to do all
of that. It was just…just mean, really, to lead me on and let me
think…And the worst part is that I was falling for you. Completely
and wholly, in a way I've never fallen for anyone." Her voice was
breaking along with his heart, as the tears streamed down her
cheeks. "I don't do that, Spike! I don't FEEL like THAT for any man,
let alone a DEMON! But I did. I loved you, and I gave myself to you,
and for what? For you to hurt me and to throw me away? You could have
done that without the precursory sweetness. I mean, that was just…
cruel! A-and I meant what I said, before. I hate you. I hate you for
hurting me, and for breaking me, and for making me care. And I hate
you for making me love you, still, even after everything! I want so
badly to not love you, Spike! So badly! But I can't just turn it off,
even when I know I should, and I hate you for that!"

She was crying freely now, and it tore at his long dead heart.
Taking a step toward the bed, he stopped, unsure of what to do. The
vampire ran a hand through his blond hair, uncomfortable and at a
loss for words or actions.

"It wasn't a lie." Willow barely caught the words, her face tilting
up and her eyes widening at the small declaration. Spike shook his
head. "I meant it. All of it. It wasn't a lie, and it wasn't a game.
I've always been forth coming with you about who and what I am,
Willow."

"But, that doesn't make it alright," she told him, a soft plea in her
voice. "You're a demon, great, but that doesn't give you free
license to step all over me when need be!"

"I never meant for it to go that far!" He shouted back, taking
another step closer to her, and feeling his heart tear further as she
flinched away from him. His voice was softer the next time he spoke,
and the vampire sat gingerly on the bed, next to the girl.

"I never wanted to hurt you, Willow," he told her sincerely. "We all
have our roles here. You disobeyed, and I got called on it. If it
hadn't been me, it would have been Angelus, and that would have been
far worse, I promise you."

"But then, at least I wouldn't hate YOU," she whispered.

Spike closed his eyes, letting her words sink in. "But I would
have," he told her. "He would have killed you and I wouldn't have
been able to live with myself if he did."

Willow thought about what he said for several moments, before
speaking again, her tone weary. "So where does that leave us?"
Reaching out, she gently touched his hand, despite herself, and
looked down.

Spike gripped her slender fingers in his own, desperate to never let
go, but knowing that he must. He shook his head, not sure of how to
answer her.

Willow shivered slightly, feeling his thumb rubbing over the back of
her hand soothingly, intimately. She closed her eyes, almost startled
when his soft, pained voice broke the silence again.

"I'll get you home." She looked up at him again, questioning,
disbelief, and something else that he would almost have taken for
disappointment in her eyes. "One way or another, I'll be sure to get
you where you belong."

Looking down, she blinked the tears away and nodded mutely. She
didn't bother to pull her hand away, wanting to feel his gentle
caress this one last time.

 

Part 26

"Tonight, our salvation is at hand," Angelus announced, his words
followed by cheers and shouts. "Tonight, I'll become the almighty
destroyer! I will be death incarnate, and the entire world will bow
down before me!" Again, the crowd of demons roared.

"Enough with the bloody theatrics already," Spike groaned. "Get on
with it."

"Patience me boy," the older vampire growled. "All good things…"

Spike rolled his eyes and looked around. "Where's Dru?" He asked,
suddenly taking notice of her absence.

"She's preparin the sacrifice," Angelus told him with a smirk.

"Sacrifice? You never mentioned anything about a sacrifice, mate.
Anyone I know?"

"As a matter of fact…" Spike followed his sire's gaze as the words
died on his lips, and his eyes widened, seeing Drusilla coming out to
where they stood on the deck.

"What the hell are you doing?" Spike growled, seeing that Drusilla
was leading his small redhead. Her hands were bound and she was had a
new dress on, a small amount of blood trickling from a cut in her
lower lip as well as twin puncture marks on her neck.

"Drusilla?" Angelus purred in a low and dangerous tone. "I thought I
told ya no bitin."

The deceptively frail looking vampire gave him an innocent
smile. "Our boy's pet didn't want to cooperate. I had to be a bit
persuasive, and I just wanted a small taste," she told him. "Her
blood calls to me."

"I told you NO sampling from the sacrifice!" Angelus bellowed,
causing Drusilla to whimper and back away with a pout.

"What the hell is going on?" Spike demanded, looking to his sire.

"Well, me boy, ya said she would come in handy, and now she has.
Seems we need a bit of magical blood spilt for the ritual, and your
girl here has all sort of magic flowin through her, now doesn't she?"
Willow eyes widened at horror as she swayed slightly on her feet.

Spike moved to go to her side, but was stopped as two minions stepped
between them, holding the blond back.

"You can't do this!" Spike snarled as he fought against the hold of
the two minions. "She belongs to me!"

Willow was about to open her mouth and protest that statement, but
quickly thought better of it.

Angelus growled and stepped up to the blond vampire, grabbing him by
the neck and holding his childe before him. "What belongs to the
childe, belongs to the sire, Spikey," he told him. "Yer pet is my
pet. Ya should know better than ta fight me on this. The girl belongs
to me."

This time, Willow was unable to hold her tongue. "I belong to no
one!" She shouted, swallowing a lump in her throat as Angelus turned
and glared at her, never releasing his hold on Spike. "A-and if I
did, it would never be YOU," she spat.

Angelus raised his free arm, and backhanded the girl, sending her
sprawling to the ground, and renewing the protests and struggles of
the blond vampire.

"Enough!" Angelus bellowed. "Take him down below," he ordering,
shoving Spike into the waiting grasp of two minions.

Walking to Willow, the dark haired vampire yanked her up harshly and
turned toward Spike. "This is for your own good, boy," he told him,
before he was dragged down below deck.

 

Part 27

"All ready, my Angelus," Drusilla cooed, pulling a bit on the ropes
binding Willow, causing them to bite deeper into her flesh.
 
Lighting a candle, Angelus began to chant the words to the ritual,
Willow's necklace in his other hand. Soon, a red light began to glow
from the gem, and the vampire could feel the power begin to
flow. Nearing the part that required the sacrifice, he grabbed the
dagger and moved toward the redhead.  

Willow shook her head frantically as she struggled against the
bindings. They seemed to be magically reinforced, and she couldn't
break them. Desperately, she searched her mind for a way to escape,
and her entire body began to shake as she saw him approach with the
knife. 

"Let this gift flow into you," he chanted, closing his eyes, "and
unto me, that I might defy all death, and be imbued with the strength
of gods." At those words, the vampire reached his hand out. Willow
closed her eyes tightly, awaiting the coming pain, and was startled
when, instead, she felt his hand upon her forehead, following by
searing pain inside her temples, as if something was being pulled
from her. 

"Let this gift flow into you, and unto me," he shouted again. Willow
could feel the power being torn from her, and her mind began to race.
Unnoticed to her, the waves around the ship began to pick up as the
wind whipped around them. After a few moments, the heavens opened and
it began to rain. Heavy, cold drops poured around them as the ship
was tossed amongst the now turbulent ocean water. 

Angelus' eyes flew open, as he became aware of the storm now raging
around them, and he could feel the witch's power, tied to the storm
and swirling through him. Raising the dagger, he was just about to
plunge it into her chest, when a cold, strong hand, gripped his fist,
stopping him. Spinning around, he came face to face with a blond
vampire. 

"Didn't I get rid of ya already?" Angelus asked in annoyance. 

"Sent me off with two mere minions. Should have known better," Spike
chided, just before punching his sire as hard as possible. Angelus
recovered quickly enough, pummeling his childe, delivering several
powerful blows and eventually knocking him off of his feet.
 
"I am the one that taught ya everythin ya know," Angelus stated,
sounding almost proud, before delivering a round-house kick, sending
the blond flying back into several crates and boxes.  

Spike quickly jumped to his feet, delivering a powerful kick of his
own. "Like Sire, like childe," he replied. "Now, let her go!" 

"No doin," Angelus told him, punching his childe before ducking
several blows. "We need her blood for the ritual." 

"Forget the soddin ritual!" Spike argued. 

"No!" Angelus relied with venom, grabbing the blond by the shoulders
and holding in a painful grip. "This is what I've been workin for,
waitin for, and I'm not about to see it all be destroyed by some
witch!" 

"How about a witch, a slayer and a bunch of annoying pirates?" At
that, everyone turned, all but Spike shocked to see Buffy standing
before them, a small group of armed pirates behind her. 

"Where in the hell did she come from?" Angelus shouted.

"Rule of thumb," she told him. "When performing dark rituals on the
starboard side of the ship, get someone to keep watch of the port
side." 

At that, the pirates ran forward, immediately engaging in combat with
the demons controlling the ship. Buffy leapt toward Angelus while
Spike ran to Willow, quickly untying her. 

"How did Buffy find us?" Willow shouted as Spike worked the ropes
loose.  

Spike shrugged. "Damned if I know," he told her. "I fought off the
two minions, headed up through the other side of the ship, ready for
a sneak attack and found that there was already one in progress. Just
thought I'd help out." 

"Ya think yer goin ta win this, slayer?" Angelus asked as they
circled one another, swords in hand. "This is my ship, and I'm
already imbued with enough of the witch's power to kick yer pathetic
arse." 

"Actually, this ship isn't really yours," she pointed out, swiping at
him with the sharp blade, "and no matter how much power you have,
you're never going to be able to kick my ass." 

"Yer too late. Yer witch is as good as dead," he told her. 

Knowing better than to listen to him, she swiped again at him and
glanced toward
Willow. "She seems to still be standing, which is more
than I'll be able to say for you and your little demon army here in a
few minutes." 

"You'll never be able to take us all," he stated. 

Buffy shrugged. "Then I'll guess I'll have to just settle for killing
you." 

 

Part 28

As soon as the ropes were gone, Willow's knees buckled. Spike's arms
around her was
the only thing keeping her weakened form from

crumbling to the deck. He lifted her up easily and started to make
his way across the ship.

"Where are you taking me?" She asked in a panic, Buffy disappearing
as she now fought with several vampires.

"There's a ship. I'm putting you on it," he told her, his tone
leaving no room for argument.

"I don't think that would be wise, deary." Spike looked up, seeing
Drusilla standing before them, shouting over the wind and rain.
Willow was now shivering in his arms and he could see the ship
behind the other vampire, desperation taking over.

"Drusilla, let me past," Spike growled, seeing the older vampire not
move an inch.

"Now why would she want to be doin somethin like that?" Spinning
around, Spike found his sire standing behind them, wondering how he
had escaped from the slayer so easily. Spike gently lowered Willow
to her feet, and without warning, he spun back around and struck out
at Drusilla, knocking her down and unconscious with one blow, before
turning back to Angelus, his arm wrapping firmly around the weakened
girl's waist.

"This is not a smart move, boy," Angelus warned, taking a step
toward them.

"Yeah, well, I've always been known more for my looks than my mind,"
Spike quipped, seeing a figure creep up behind his sire.

Angelus saw the slight shift in his childe's eyes, and spun around
just in time to hault an attack from Buffy. Seeing that they were
again engaged in a full out battle, Spike lifted Willow up again and
began to run, this time being stopped by another figure just at the
edge of the ship.

"Get out of my way!" Spike snarled, wanting nothing more than to get
Willow onto the slayer's ship.

"You are not going anywhere with her." Hearing the commanding voice,
Willow's weary head lifted, her eyes opening slightly as
consciousness threatened to leave her.

"Xander?" She whispered, before finally passing out in Spike's arms.

"You're her friend?" Spike asked, eying the boy cautiously. Xander
nodded in confusion before Spike suddenly thrust the girl at
him. "Take her. Get her off this ship, NOW."

Xander nodded again as Willow was placed in his arms, and his eyes
quickly ran over her slightly battered frame. "Go!" Spike yelled,
before turning back toward his sire and the slayer.

Spike grinned as he saw that the small blonde girl had the almighty
Angelus flat on his back, raining several blows down upon him.

Feeling someone touch her shoulder lightly, Buffy jumped up, a stake
suddenly in her hand, but lowered it seeing the blond vampire.

"I'll take it from here," he told her with a smirk. "She's on your
ship. Go."

Hearing that Willow was safely aboard their boat, she nodded and
took off across the larger ship. Spike looked down at his sire, who
was barely holding onto consciousness and continued smirking.

"Ya let her go!" Angelus snarled, struggling to hold his head up.

"Yeah, I did," Spike replied smugly, before punching the older
vampire as hard as possible. Grabbing some rope, Spike quickly
secured both Angelus and Drusilla before getting a dingy ready to
sail. Lowering it to the water, he stood up on the edge of the ship,
ready to jump in, and stopped, hearing Angelus yelling.

"You leave us here, boy, and I can promise ya I'll find ya! You'll
be dust before ya see me comin!"

Spike simply nodded solemnly and jumped down into the boat,
beginning to row away. As he moved further into the darkness and
toward the shore that he knew wasn't far ahead, he looked up and
caught sight of the smaller ship sailing away. He smiled slightly,
knowing that his witch was aboard that ship, and safe, just as he
had promised, and he only hoped that one day their paths might cross
again. That thought brought a small, sad smile to the vampire's
lips, and after a moment, he shook his head and looked toward the
shore, wondering at what terrible fun he would find and cause when
he got there.

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