Words could never describe the way
I feel about you when you say
Hello in your perfect voice
Your dark eyes and understanding poise
Your smile is one I could never forget
The laughter in your expression I met
You drive me insane, you don't know my dreams
Your love means more than my life means
You fill the vacancy in my heart
The lonely, abused and rejected part
Take me to my secret dimension
Release me from my suspended tension
Tension built by my wait for you
To give me a sample of your love true
Don't push me away
Can't I make you stay?
Strangle me and lay me low
Is all that I have been offered, NO
I want myself in a better situation
My soul I'll never take into consideration
If I keep my current course
Later I'll drown in my remorse
Will you ever let me in your world?
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Wings of Light
An angel you are to me
With your wings, you lift me to fly
Way above the world, my body hangs in your hands.
Your face is the comfort that controls my rage
And keeps my body in check.
Your hands are the savior
That hold onto my soul
And the restraint that makes me calm
Your wondrous self is the beauty of my life.
Without you, and who you are
I am nothing.
An angel of light
To make me see
To follow the path of happiness
Of all things you could be,
Of all the creatures in heaven, land and sea....
An Angel you are to me.
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One on One
I don't want to need you,
but you've been like my rock.
You opened the door to my heart,
with the very first knock.
I didn't know then,
what this was leading up to.
Because being good to me,
seems so easy for you.
I don't want to want you,
but it's a little too late.
Our paths have crossed now,
there's no turning back fate.
So, as we go down the road,
that was meant just for us.
Let's walk hand in hand,
and let life do what it does.
There will be twists and turns,
and ups and downs.
And when all of life's little pieces,
have fallen to the ground.
Together, will we be strong enough?
To keep what's important,
and blow away the dust?
I don't want to love you,
in fear of rejection.
But if being in love with you,
is any kind of reflection
To what life has to offer,
when it's shared by two.
Then, I'll take my chances,
by falling in love with you!
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Evil
The frustration is forever resting
Dormant within the changing soul
The appearance of happiness is soon
Replaced by the demon inactive inside
It breaks from it's chains of mental links
Strong enough only to slow their captive
That little sadist inside us all
But only some of us are aware of
Can you see it lurking in the shadows
Like the devilish charm of a child
A child that removes all obstacles
Including guiding souls
With only the smell of blood
To remember the release from the chains
The pain of children can not be taken for granted
Neither the darkness that surface from their very being
Remember that the evil lurks within
And remember, we are all like the child
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Regression
So filled with lies
Tangled in ribbons and ties
Living your life, hating what you have done in the past
Wishing all your many of true loves would have last
Knowing it hurts like hell
Regrets, they're nothing you can buy or sell
They're a part of life
Daily human error and strife
Ending up riddled with obsession
It's all a part of your regression.
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Last Chance
Human progress never seems to stand still
If nature withers, all men here will
Sewers and freeways, a stench in the air
Swimming in sewage, filth everywhere
What would you do if your mother was dying?
She is, so why aren't you crying?
Develope the land for the gain of wealth
We'd rather be rich at the cost of our health
Salvation falling from the sky
Moisture soaking you and I
She nourishes us and quenches our thirst
And how we repay her must be the worst
She'll take life back if she must
The ground will quake, the wind will gust
Our own undoing back to dust
Famine and disease endless strife
We need to reenter the circle of life.
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Don't Look Back
Sensitivity and emotion subside when he enters the room
He has that shallow look in his eyes
The look of a guy that is after only one thing
Will he succeed?
He knows her weaknesses
He is aware of what she feels for him
He uses it to his advantage
The way he walked up to her, that look on his face
She knew what he was up to
She just played along
After all these years of worthless mind games
She's finally able to see past his fascade
She still has yet to understand why he's played these games for so long
She sets her mind and plays them right back
He holds her face, kisses her lightly
She kisses him back and works her hand down his body
There he stands all worked up thinking about what he's about to get
Little does he know, it's more than he can take
He's ready, ready once again to be in control of her
She feels him, looks into his eyes
Says goodbye and walks away
Never to look back
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Sitting here in the midst of the dark
Crying, stressing, wondering why am I still alone
Two of my worst fears happening at once
This world has turned against me
My rage and anger have grown
I'm so sick of this shit
Why can't I just have piece of mind?
I'm so lost but can not be found
My mind so fucking sick and twisted
I can't handle it any fucking more
People you thought were your friends
Turn against you and stab you in the back
I'm so through with it
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I remember your lips
Your touch, your embrace
But the memories of your thoughtless words
Swept it all away
You still somehow make your way
Into my thoughts and daydreams
Everything I do, your face makes me smile
Stay with me please
Because I need you so