Destination

Face forward
Neck out
Stretching out in my room
Like I always cannot do outside

The wind blows across my face
and the curtain brushes me
Stretching past me into my room
And I think about a waste of time

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Face down I fall
Staring at the ground
As it gets closer
And my head spins round

Face first I fall
Never knowing where i'm going
Never reaching destinations
Never seeing
Never knowing

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Head spinning
like a bottle
lying empty
As it circulates

Slowly stopping and then choosing
Carefully revolving different fates
Numbers jump up
as needles come down

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Face down I fall
Staring at the ground
As it gets closer
And my head spins round

Face first I fall
Never knowing where i'm going
Never reaching destinations
Never seeing
Never knowing

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Wind freezing me to death
I can't feel cold now
Racking through my body
In a way that I don't know how

I can't see how my mind works
I don't know why this pain hurts
I've had enough to see where i've been
I've known so tough to see what matters

I don't want to carry on like this
Please help me anyway you can
Get me out, If you have to
Stop the breathing, show the man

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Face down I fall
Staring at the ground
As it gets closer
And my head spins round

Face first I fall
Never knowing where i'm going
Never reaching destinations
Never seeing
Never knowing

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Nothing's ever good enough for you
Please don't praise me
It might confuse me

Nothing's ever pointless enough
Nothing's stupid to show you why
I never listen or ever try
Please don't ignore me when I say
I've got to get out, I need a break

Please for once would you believe
As I fight that looks deceive
Please stop the hurting blows and tears
Put and end to nightmares full of fears

(build down)

(solo)

(build up)

I've had all of these thoughts before
Never serious, always controlled more
I never thought i'd get what I wanted
I never thought i'd be satisfied
I never thought i'd get what I want
I never thought that i'd be finished

No, I never thought it would end this way

Never thought it would end this way

No, never end this way
Please just don't let it end this way...

(build up big)

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Face down I fall
Staring at the ground
As it gets closer
And my head spins round

Face first I fall
Never knowing where i'm going
Never reaching destinations
Never seeing
Never knowing

(filler)

No, I never thought it would end this way

Never thought it would end this way

No, never end this way
Please just don't let it end this way...

(slow fade out ending)