| all for you Feel the heat of the crimson Through the denim of my skirt Watch me as i blacken my eyes for you And darken my soul for you I will not cry for you Instead i bleed for you And cut for you And scream for you And slice for you And carve for you Its all for you.... I'll cry for me and us And blood and lust And all the things that died For you.... I'll hurt for you Replace your pain with my own Do not put your hand in your pocket Its free of charge my love... This one is on me.... I'll walk so well, i wont look back Dont look for me in that crowd I am not there I am everywhere yet i am nowhere And even if you open your eyes You will not find me You closed yourself to me once before And now i am forever deep in shadow You are everything and nothing I hate you because i love you I hate me because i love you And now i find no sanctuary in love.... |
| breaking the fall Six months of cushion beneath me Six months to break the fall Sorry, is that supposed to fix it? Supposedly time heals all Don�t give me that shit Cos I give more than a shit I give more than anyone else His heart was taken So in place I hold my own Dripping and seething with black You held him back while I held his hand While I nursed him outside and in And now you look down on me Six months is enough you all say While I stand beside you Screaming his name Screaming in vain For someone To break the fall |
| hold me gently Hold me gently my dearest Hold me to your heart Hold me forever Hold me till never Take it away my dearest Make it go far away To a land never seen Take it there my love Leave me with your smile my dearest But don�t forget to hold me gently Leave your scald on my chest Brand me gently with pieces of you Kiss me gently Kiss me with your embers But don�t forget to hold me..... gently..... |
| turn away Turn away from me my love Don�t see these tears that fall Don�t see the agony Don�t see the hurt Shut your eyes to it all. Can I close my eyes my love Can I pretend? And when they let in light once more It will all be as it was Is that all right my love? Turn our backs upon the truth Shhhhh....lets run and hide..... Deep into ourselves where all is well And pain and hurt are dead. Turn away from me my love Let me live my lie Turn away from me my love -nods-.... Just turn away..... It will be alright.... |
| twist the knife Push the knife in deeper Twist it just a little more, Make me beg for mercy, Watch me crawl along the floor. But I can crawl into myself A place where you cant see Where rubble falling from all sides Cannot get to me. A place where bubbled memories Shimmer in the sun. A place where I can hide from you A place where I can run. The shards of life that tumble down The fragments of my world They splinter into diamond dust They cannot hurt this girl. |
| back no more Look inside your dead black heart Then look into my eyes, Convince me, then convince yourself Your love is more than lies. Convince me that you care for me And not just for yourself. Convince me that you need me here And not upon the shelf. Tell the queen the sky is pink And that the grass is blue, But never utter those three words The one you love is you. Your love is based on walls of sand They crumble at your touch You'll never see how what you say Could hurt someone so much. The scars will never disappear The wounds too deep to heal. There was a time i'd die for you Now its your turn to deal. So now i turn my back on you To fix my fucked up head And when the door slams in my wake You may as well be dead. Ive had enough of all your shit You twisted fucked up whore. And when I'm gone, I'm gone for good And I'll be back no more |
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