pieces of me

<3 the feeling of being cared for. when i would lay in your arms for what felt like forever.

- heart getting broken and then shredded over and over again...just by words and looks. then came the the hurtful everything.

<3 driving around with noplace to go...friends sitting in the car. lonely midnights singing along to the radio with the windows open in the summer.

- she's yelling at me and telling me everything i'm not and can never be. she threatens and hurts me. i want to run away and disappear until there is nothing left to see of me.

<3 walking in and seeing those i'd lost touch with. finding out that i can let go and just be who i am when i'm with them. losing the school atmosphere.

- looking back through the notes. trying to throw them away but not being able to. reading it all and crying. seeing the pieces of me i gave up, and i lost. laying there crying wishing i could just forget.

<3 realizing that life can go on, and you never meant to me what i thought you did

- growing away from the friend i held so dear

<3 finding him and learning what love really is about.