This didgital creation of mine was born in December of 2002. 3 years of work have gone into this to make it what it is today basically. i started with using the geocities page maker and then learned i hated it and started to use html. 3 years later and i can do alot of things i caould never understand then. at the moment this layout screaming_mutely v. 6.o has got to be my favorite. this site has had many different faces, but none of them as nice as this. i started this site to let my emotions go and say what i wanted to no one that knew me, but now it's become therapeutic to work on it and make new and exciting pages and graphics for it. if you wonder about the name screaming_mutely it came from when i thought no one could hear me and if i tried they'd never listen, plus i had been horribly down in my own pit of despair at that point. now the name has just stuck and i don't plan on changing it really anytime soon.
plus i don't exactly have that much money so i can't host it myself. maybe i will be lucky and someone will stumble across this page and like it and myself so much they offer hosting. till then this is screaming_mutely v. 6.0