1:30 PST
Redding, California
Well we know what the baby's going to be. It's going to be a boy. Jackson Ryan Scott. Jackson after the town he was concieved in and Ryan because it's my daddy's name. My other brother got James as a middle name since it's my daddy's middle name.
On Tuesday March 7th my sister Courtney fainted during her ballet practice. She's still in the hospital. After talking with her and running some tests and such they said she's bullimic. That's an eating disorder. It means she eats and then makes herself throw up. I've heard of that but shit I never thought my baby sister would ever get it. I actually was supposed to be in New York now. To visit my cousin Maya's grave. She would've been 12 years old on March 13th. I talked to her, and she told me it's fine that I miss it. She knows it's because of Courtney. She told me right now to pay more attention to Courtney than to her. I talk to Maya often. I think it's good for me to do, but today I realized I'd been payign more attention to Maya than to my own sister. When I walked into that hospital room I saw Courtney lying in bed, and now that it's pointed out I saw how thin her face looked. Her cheeks were sunken in and her eyes looked kinda bulging. The doctor's also examined her and she has scratches on her arms. She admitted to trying to cut herself. She's 7 and a half. I remember the day she was born. Standing there looking at her it didn't seem like it was the same little girl. she's grown up too fast. The past few nights I've been sleeping with her, holding her hand. Sometimes I think if I hold onto her hand tight enough she'll stay 7 years old longer. GOD BLESS!!!
12:30pm EST
Savannah, Georgia
I'm in Savannah (my birth town) with my dad and my sister Rosie right now. AJ, Courtney, and Elizabeth are in California with my mom still. We're at my grandparents' house, actually. I saw my cousin Sean a few days ago,and his friend Jake (who I've had a crush on for a while), and Rosie met him. Well guess what? He likes Rosie... I've had a crush on him for almost 2 years now and he likes my sister!
Also, my mom is pregnant. I put a ticker on the front page (well 2 tickers). We don't know if it's a boy or a girl yet, but probably will find out sometime in March. If it's a girl her name will be Chelsea and if it's a boy, Jackson. My parents haven't decided on middle names yet though. They might let us decide on one. I practically named my sister Elizabeth though so I'll probably try to let someone else pcik this name lol. I'm also a bit worried about my sister Courtney. She was the youngest for so long, she had a pretty hard time adjusting to Elizabeth, I have no idea how she'll deal with this baby. I'm kind of hoping it's a boy though, I have so many sisters already. Not that I don't love them, it'd just be nice t o have another brother. Well, my grandma wants to take me and Rosie out to lunch, so I guess I'll post later. GOD BLESS!!!
9:45pm PST
Seattle, Washington
Man, I swear I'm gonna wake up on Christmas morning with a killer cold! You see, I was in L.A., and we were all flying to Seattle for Christmas at my cousin Erica's. Well I really wanted to stay in L.A. a few more days. My dad and Rosalie and AJ left Thursday night, but my mom and I and my sisters Courtney and Elizabeth came this evening. Well, my cousin Megan in Texas and Brooke in Iowa also went tonight, but they got the plane! Megan left in Texas and stopped in Iowa then to Seattle. So what does that leave me with? Yep, that's right. No private jet, I had to go on a regular plane that regular people go. And get this: We did book this a while ago so I knew we were going on a regular plane, but all the first class seats were filled so we even had to ride coach! I took some airborne before I went to the airport, and since I usually sleep on plane rides I brought my own pillow, and a big pillow case cover to cover the back of my seat with. Yup, I'm a bit paranoid about public transportation lol. I'm just glad we didn't have to go to LAX, when we take my private jet we have to go to LAX, but today we went to an airport in either Burbank or Beverley Hills... I dunno something with a B. I wasn't very happy to be flying on a regular plane, coach nonetheless.
But, I'm here in Seattle now - just got here. I got everyone here, both my dad's family and my mom's family. Erica's house, they have a guest house that's attached to the main house by a hallway, so me, Rosalie, Erica, Emily, Megan, and Brooke get to be in the guest house, and then AJ, Courtney, Elizabeth, Kailey, and the grown ups will be in the main house. It's so awesome, we get to stay up and watch movies and make s'mores and popcorn and stuff! lol. So yeah, that's awesome! Well, I'm going to go now, I'll try to post an update tomorrow. MERRY CHRISTMAS AND GOD BLESS!!!