5:30pm EST
Savannah, GA
We just got done with supper. That's what they dinner in the south. I got out of the hospital last Sunday, and I have to stay in the state of Georgia for 2 weeks because my doctor doesn't want me going very far. I don't know why though, I mean I'm gonna be fine! Well actually I can go back to Florida after 1 week if I pass a certain exam. It's kind of like an endurance test, and I'm going to the hospital tomorrow to take it. Right now I'm at my grandparents' farm. I love it so much here, and I was actually born here, too. They have the hugest house!!! Sometimes in the morning when I come downstairs to make breakfast I get lost lol. But I can usually find the kitchen. (key word: usually) Enough about that though. I'm trying to log how I feel each day, it was actually my doctor's idea. I feel okay today really, my left leg only hurts if I try to stretch the area where my stitches really hard, but otherwise it doesn't bother me. And my back doesn't hurt that bad, it's just sort of a stinging feeling if I reach my left arm out too far. And my breathing's fine. I have no problems breathing at all. I'm sitting in one of the bedrooms right now with my labtop. I'm sitting on my bed. It's not a huge room, but it's not a small room. It has four single beds, two on each side of the room. If you stand in the doorway, you see two beds on each side (left and right) and they're horizontal, and there's a small sofa on the wall straight scross from you. There's a flat screen tv on the same wall where the door is. I share this room with my sister Rosie, my best friend Kelsie, and my cousin Erica. My cousins Megan, Emily, and Brooke share the room next to us. There's is just like ours. I like it here, but I like my beach house in the Florida Keys, too. My bedroom there is a little bigger, but it has the same set up as here. And I have an ocean view there. Here I have a view of the peach grove outside my window. It's really nice, and some of the college kids and teens are already starting evening work. They like to come here and pick fruit in the summer because my grandparents pay them for it. My sister Rosie's bugging me now to come teach her how to drive the golf cart. It's what me and my cousin Erica drive around on through the fruit orchards and groves. Sometimes we give people lemonade and water and sometimes we just yell at them to start working. This year my friend Kelsie and my sister Rosie come with us too, and they want to learn how to drive it, and I have to teach them because I'm a much better driver than Erica. Erica, if you read this, I am such a better driver than you!!!! Lol, I have to go now. Bye!! GOD BLESS!!!
5:30am EST
Savannah, GA
Ok, I just got up. I'm on my laptop in the kitchen eating breakfast. Today my left leg and my back feel about the same as yesterday, no worse and no better. I feel worse mentally today though. I'm so mad.This lady that's like one of the people in charge of the American Child Modeling Association or something like came over, and she basically told me that I was too ugly to be a model anymore. She said maybe if I got a tan and got a chest, and when my agent asked why, she said, "because that's what's attractive. She's not attractive, she's a small, pale girl with no chest. And she's so pale that she looks like a cancer patient." That hurt me so bad. Why? Because I am a cancer patient for one thing. And I've gotten lots of offers from European, Australian, and Canadian modeling clubs. I don't get why it's so different here. I've won lots of Most Beautiful awards in pageants and stuff, so I don't get why I'm suddenly not attractive anymore. Maybe it's because I'm not a little kid anymore. I mean I'm still just a little girl, I'm 11, but I'm also growing up now. When I was 5 and 6 I was so little. But I'm going to France next weekend to do a fashion show in Paris. I get to model the junior petite line. And know what's really cool?? The fashion designer asked for me personally! Well, looks like somebody still thinks I'm good looking. Which I really am, I think. Oh well, I don't know what to do about that, it's bugging me so much. When that lady left, a little bit later someone from that association came back to my house to meet with me, but I didn't want to see them. And it was so awesome! After my accident, we hired some GWG's (Guys with Guns), and it's so cool! Like when the people came back later, my agent didn't want me to see them either, and I didn't anyway, so this one GWG answers the door and asks who they are and what they want, then he asked me, my agent, and my parents, and none of us wanted me to meet with them and the GWG goes back to the door and says "Miss Scott doesn't want to see you, sir. Have a good day." and then he shut the door. I thought that was so cool! Imean how many 11 year olds have GWG's answering the door and saying "Miss Scott this, Miss Scott that"? I think it's so awesome! Well, I need to go now, because I just finished my breakfast. I have to wait 2 hours after eating to do my exercises that my doctor told me to do everyday. So I'll do those at 6:45am. Until then I'm going to watch early morning cartoons lol. Bye!! GOD BLESS!!!
6:15pm PrST
Paris, France
I'm in my dressing room. The fashion show starts at 7pm but I need to be backstage at 6:30pm. This is so cool!! I've always wanted to do a fashion show in Paris!! I'm finally going to! Their style is alot different than what I'm used to, you see I have really heavy makeup on, and these clothes are VERY trendy! I'm not used to wearing clothes and makeup this much, but it's all part of being a fashion model. Of course I'm not like a professional, well I have all the skills that professionals do but I'm only 11 so they can't work me too much. Well my agent won't let them. I don't know if they have child labor laws in France or not. If they don't they should, because that's just mean to make kids work alot! I love this so much though, I'm so excited, I'm going to go out there, and when it's my turn, I get to walk down that runway while all the big fashion people from around the world take pictures! It's gonna be soooo cool! I need to go now, this girl's knocking on my door. I met her earlier but I never asked her name. She's going to be modeling the same line as I am. There's me, her, and one other girl. One of will walk out (i'm going first), model our outfit, then go backstage and quickly change and get our makeup done. It sounds really rushed, but you're supposed to stay on the runway for about 2 minutes, it takes about 45 seconds to walk to the end, then you do a few different poses that the directer told you to do, then you walk back. So I'll have 4 minutes in between sessions to get ready. Lol, my gosh this is going to be so cool!!! GOD BLESS!!!!!!