Starting Over
It truly amazes me that no matter how old you are when you lose your parents you still in a sense, feel like an orphan.  It's a very strange feeling and very hard to get over.
If you have viewed my website then you know that I must begin my life again after the passing of my mother.  If this is the first page you visited and you have know idea what I'm talking about I will explain.   In short, I quit my job and cared for my mother almost 5 years (see dealing with dementia page) and she has since passed and I am trying to start my life over again.   Here I plan on given updates on how life has been since her passing......
Starting over is hard to do
When caring for our mother was all I knew
Now she's gone and I'm left behind
Sometimes I feel I'm losing my mind

I got a cashiering job at night
Since my full-time daycare dream seems out of sight
Insurance has created a problem for me
and not knowing when I'll have to flee

You see her passing has left me in a bind
For there was no will that was ever signed
My family is looking to sell her home
leaving me no choice to pick up and roam

Since I haven't worked in five years, I know without a doubt
I would never be able to buy the family out
So as of right now my dreams are on hold
Knowing my house is going to be sold

Part-time daycare and cashiering nights is how I spend my day
Knowing it's a matter of time before I have to move away
I'm trying to begin my life again but it's difficult to do
when I know my time here is almost through

I need to figure out where I'm going and what I'm going to do
and then I will start my life anew
Like I said, Starting over is hard to do
but I have no choice it's something I must pursue.

Sharon "2001"
One problem I will mention is that money is the root of all evil...... 

Please Remember
When all is said and done
The monies will be gone
The family will be torn
never to be reborn
The memories will be there
which you will not be able to share
The family will go their separate ways
and the love we had will fade away
Money is not worth the price it will cost
For the family is what's going to be lost
Remember, when all is said and done
we'll be the ones that lose in the long run.
(Sharon 2001)
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