I tear my heart open
i sewed myself shut
my weakness is that i care to much
And my scars remind us, that the past is real
i tear my heart open just to fail.
Im drunk and im feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
im pissed that you came arond
why dont you just go home
'Cause I channeled all your pain
And I can't help you fix yourself
You're making me insane
All I can say is...
I tear my heart open, I sew myself shut
And my weakness is that I care too much
And our scars remind us that the past is real
I tear my heart open just to feel
I tried to help you once
Against my own advice
I saw you going down
But you never realized
That you're drowning in the water
So I offered you my hand
Compassion's in my nature
Tonight is our last stand
I'm drunk and I'm feeling down
And I just wanna be alone
You shoulda' never come around
Why don't you just go home?
'Cause you're drowning in the water
And I tried to grab your hand
I left my heart open
But you didn't understand
But you didn't understand
Go fix yourself
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
I can't help you fix yourself
But at least I can say I tried
I'm sorry but I gotta move on with my own life
Name: Alexander
Age: appears to be 19
Race: Wolf shifter
Skills: Proficient in healing and mind altering magic, as well as various forms of combat and beuracratic skills
Hair Color: Black Wolf Form: White
Eye Color: Crimson
Background Story
Alexander was born within the Fiana Pack and has roamed with them since he was a pup. Trained in magic arts by the druids of Tara, Alex rose to become the main healer for the pack. When Alexander was old enouhg to know what love was he found a mate within Jade, another member of the pack, and thye grew very close, becoming one in love. All was not to be well though, Jade soon turned towards the heart of the alpha of another pack and ambushed Alexander and his parents. Alexander managed to get out alive but both of his parents were slain in the ambush and Jade dissapeared never to be seen again.
Since that moment Alex has been hard up to gte to close to anyone and finds it very hard to trust. His Alphas are the only ones who have his undying loyalty and at times that is sometimes even rocky.