damn.
what should i do.
my mind races
and my heart says do it...
ya big dummy.
but naw...
i've got to be held back
because straight forward doesn't always work
if it had
then i would have been
the most successful
sack a doo ever to have existed
patience.
patience!
patience?
and i say god damn
how could anyone else
ever feel this silly
how could anyone else
how could anyone self
no
it's midnight and i have work
but i can't tear away
i'm to impressed
...wow...in a humble surprised voice
and i check back
i lay back
and i get lost
in something so foriegn yet totally familiar
and dmx says
the last thing he hears
boom boom boom
but i'm to down concentrated to notice
so i love to feel this
even though i'm to enthralled to let it lay
and see what is true with the next sun
when i spout off all that my curiosity brings
back home forward
february 11, 2000