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sometimes when you win you actually lose and sometimes when you lose you actually win and sometimes when you win or lose you don't actually win a or lose but you actually tie.
(white men can't jump)
how can everything be so unconcievably amazing right now only to suck as much as it is going to in two weeks. i feel so lucky to be apart of her life. to have crossed paths with her as we travel through the span. brian l. weiss, m.d. wrote on the subject of reincarnation that groups of souls stick together. so i find solace in the idea that i will see her again in 6,000 years or so.
maybe i'll be laser gunner in the imperial nodal space army and she will be a space princess or a bus mechanic or even a dog named boo.
i don't know.
i am so glad to be so sad.