I lie awake at night
Unable to sleep through the pain
Gloom,
Evil,
Hatred,
No delight
My life is spiralling downwards again.
There is no end drawing near.
Hurt friends, losing touch as I grow numb,
The pain of loved ones is what I fear.
Sometimes I'm scared to speak;
I
Am
Dumb
Silence is no cure for the alone.
Trying to escape, I run for miles
Find someone to cry to me on the phone
When I have none myself, I can't restore their smiles.