| Invisible Me |
| I run away and hide, while the world keeps moving. People think they can see, but they only see the mask, and look right through, invisible me. I try to make it in the real world, but day by day, it only gets worse. I keep myself afloat, but my body is tired, ready to give up, ready to let death win.... I run away and hide, while the world keeps moving. People think they can see, but they only see the mask, and look right through, invisible me. I go to work and pretend that nothing's wrong, My mask survives, while I fade away. I want it to end, but the world never stops, and no one really cares, so I give in and give up.... I run away and hide, while the world keeps moving. People think they can see, but they only see the mask, and look right through, invisible me. I try to pull myself together, but the pieces are so small, sometimes even I can't see. I wish I could hold on to myself and to my life, but why do I fight to stay in my own personal hell, when the world can't even see.... I run away and hide, while the world keeps moving. People think they can see, but they only see the mask, and look right through, invisible me. I fight to live when all I really want is to die and finally be free from pain and be in the arms of the only one who ever really loved me, exactly as I am.... I run away and hide, while the world keeps moving. People think they can see, but they only see the mask, and look right through, invisible me. The world will never learn how wonderful I am because I need their help to be visible again. But they don't see me or my pain, they only see my mask, while my spirit drifts away.... I run away and hide, while the world keeps moving. People think they can see, but they only see the mask, and look right through, invisible me. I guess I will always be alone, living but without life, and I will always be invisible me. ~8/22/03 |